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Hello! We are the Chillak-a

Thursday, May 29, 2008
kampung life! ((:

selamat datang ke Laman Bangkinang..



Our lovely home for 3 days,2 nights (:


Berhenti......!!!!

LEMBU... *moooooo..bagussss...*



We were bored, so we visited this makcik's hse and camwhore at her hse! hahahaha.


it feels like we're at some ang moh country! or at cameron higland.haha.


Waterfall!!(it was raining, so we had to go back.cos it was super slippery!)


look closely. its alat cuci telinga! errr..




Extra only at the back!





i caught her playing while everyone was busy taking pics. ADIK!!





Selamat jalan!!! wave2.. Terima kasih MAK!


We saw A&W on our journey back! my first time eating their meal! kental.. hahaha.

Home sweet home! back to where we came- BUKIT BATOK!

Hello Frens!! ((: it feels long since i last went to this blog. padehal baru 3 days only! LOL. anw, i got a hell lot of stories to tell u all!! heh heh. but im too lazy to write so long in this blog. i'll just upload the pics and tell u all later (ok, maybe i'll share some of my stories here) (:

i love love the food there. my mak angkat and the daughter can really cook yummy dishes! for real... i kept tamba-ing my nasi! hahaha. i wasn't feeling paiseh cos not everyday you get to eat kampung food! (: okay, actually on the first night, i really wanted to go home so badly.. not because i was home-sick or whatsoever.. it was because our life was at stake and i didnt even realised it! (chehhh. sounds so serious..) but its true..

to be continued..(cos i need to meet those chillak-a's soon! hahaha)

















It's 3.15, I'm lazing in bed; just woke up, and there's tutorial at 4. Smartass. I went to school for 3hrs of torture this morning, and didn't want to waste 4hrs in school doing nothing, so I went home.
Anyway,

AAAH! I can't wait to meet you all later, luhhhh! Almost all the msges I get have the word simpang. thanks heh, making me excited only.

ok, see u at 7..! or in Ria's case, 7.15/7.20 ah.... HAHA. (:

:)))))

SARAH SARAH SARAH SARAH

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

To reply your fwenster msg rann tan CHIEW LII,(heh)

it was a good studying session today by the field. Only that in the span of 4 hours, i returned home 3 times to go to the loo. haha, i told ya, bubble tea, h20 and a chilly weather amounts to lots and lots of...ya know..fluid? haha I'm home now because on my last toilet attempt, a mat and minah took possesion of my place so oh wells, no other void deck in the vicinity matches up to that one, overlooking the picturesque haze of the rain, so i trudged back home to where i belong with a filled bladder - the toilet. hahaha

It's soo crazily beautiful i kept taking pictures of the scenery whenever no one was in sight! but my phone is getting a bit teruk thus all the pics are kinda blurry. so much for focus studying, at least it didn't even feeel like i was studying.. this is what you call, ENJOYING LIFEEEE. i think its time for classes to be held outdoors on picnic mats...

much love yooozzzzz

juneh here
(heh, i realllyy like blue)

ps : who's up for tmr. either simpang or town or smwhere cooolll since adnan the semangat already got a shopping list. WHAT NONSENSE!

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

hey yo one and all

the weather is crazily amazing and it feeellss so damn good, even if it means me studying in the nice weather. I was stuck a few blocks away just now when it started to rain. Although the weather made everything feel so alright, what was not alright was that cold weather induces toilet trips and i was stranded. cold weather makes me too cold, leaving poor me shivering in sloppy wear under some unknown block and well, i was stranded. I wanted to go buy bubble tea, but yes, you've guess that right, i was stranded.

anyway, i'm so glad its the holidays. i hate hate hate!!! to subscibe to the school's time table and school's regime because its soo regular and structured in an inregular way, with the inclusion of tsd but yep, i feel so free, like i can go study anywhere anytime i want, i can wake up late/early/don't sleep, and i can lepak! wow, talk about freedom man. anyway, in its one dollar glory, my house lil shop makes one of the nicest bubble tea around.. i had a good hair day in the morn but after all that wind blowing, my fringe looked as if i've worn a hairband all day long. HAHA i hate that! it enhances my baldyy patches...

anyway... we can all indulge in nice makan soonn alright before i become a soggy recluse, or at worse.... A NERD! but as rann once said, its coollio to be a nerd and it takes great effort too. besides, not everyone can fit into the nerd image so feel special while you're(or me :( ) at it.


so i'll see u guys soon. dont hanky panky, play a fool or do nonsense in the meantime aight. .and take care peeps

till then!

MUCH LOVE, MEEEE


Ahhhh! 2 more weeks until our well deserved break, Poly kids! Haha! ok not really. This is only week5 of school. Heh heh.. But still, it's nice to have holidays with the rest. Can't wait to meet up. I HAVEN'T SEEN RANNO TAN IN WHAT SEEMS LIKE YEARS!! :/ Sheesh kepeesh!

In the meantime, I gotta study like siao this week and next. (: Catch you guys later, yo!



Almost sunset













-SARAH ADNAN MISSES THE CHILLAK-A ALOT ALOT ALOT :(

Sunday, May 25, 2008
Home Aloneeeee

HA! Now that I'm home alone, all i feel like doing is bumming around. Like what an ass right! On days when i want to study, I'm always busy with the kids stuff and now that they are out, all i want to do is watch tv and use the com. hahaha.. Ass shit!Maybe it's just me. Maybe I've been making excuses for myself that I can't study because the kids are always around. I think I'm just plain lazy.
it'srannit'srannit'srannohhhyessit'srannnn

Friday, May 23, 2008
its HOLY-dey!! -not

Hello kawan-kawan..
finally its JUNE hols!
i got Management class tmr! 3hrs. i think i'll just rot inside the lecture room. okay.must remember to bring lots of sweets and food! and maybe markers all.. so i can doodle on my notes!hahaha. i won't fall asleep!! ((:
after MOB, i'll be gg malaysia! cos my sister's brother in law is getting married!heh. coming back on sun and have to prepare for my next malaysia trip.(again..)
i'll be going Negeri Sembilan from mon till wed. its a home stay at some kampung and we're supposed to experience the kampung life there.. hmmm. it'll be a long bus journey! sucky.. u noe, actually i have a phobia of loooonnng bus journey..especially in malaysia! idk why. i think its because of the 'senget' buses i've been taking to my kampung all these while.. haiz. i want to sleep through out my journey! or at least pretend to. hahahaha. okay okay. da lah.. see ya!
*i'll see what i can get for you all there. if not, kirim salam jela.* haha. Don't miss me heh.. ((:

i don't know why im not really looking forward for this trip..
idk.. fugger. confused child. heh.


Wednesday, May 21, 2008

This post was supposed to be posted last night.(WED) but heh. :/
Hello frens.. today was a short day for me. only had 80 mins of lessons. it was GeePee and we had to do some presentation. Surprisingly,i told my group that we should present first..as in i always prefer to present last!cosss..i've always had this problem of speaking in front of so many ppl-even my own classmates! My hands will start to 'shake' so badly that i cant even hold up a piece of paper! *smacksforehead* (remember when we were sec 4?we had to give a speech in front of the whole class?!) i'm happy cos at least i tried my best! i want to be more brave and have more confident.. ): its okay Ria!!you can do it! heh..ok bye! ......................................

Today( Thursday) hahaha.
erm..i dun think there's a need for me to start my post with "hello Frens.." again.lol. I think as the june hols is nearing, the teachers in my school(okay,some) are getting LAZY! or should i say LAZIER!?? idk. guess what? i had a total of almost 9 breaks today! -____- cazy or what? My econs teacher didnt come, cos she said she had some workshop? My malay teacher was too 'excited' for our Negeri Sembilan trip,i guess. (i thought its supposed to be the other way round?) In the end, she said this " awak2 semua ni nak belajar ke tak?" and obviously... terang tang tang! the whole class said "taknak...." haiz. and so she continued talking and talking abt the trip! -_- i had break after malay. total of 5 breaks alr! and after my maths lesson, i had 2hrs of break before pe! and guess what again? my PE lesson was just 10mins of gathering and 'debriefing.' haaaaaaa.... i was rotting all day in school! hahaha. i think i should stop complaining. right..sholud be satisfied with what we have! huh? haha.
i realised i've been singing wherever? and whenever im bored! its either 'FALL FOR YOU' or 'NO ONE!' hahaha. i think i should sing more,cos my frens said whenever i start to sing,it'll start to rain! lol. isn't it good?? the weather's so hot nowadays.. or am i just 'HOT??' okay okay. now i forgot what i wanted to say! STM. nvm.
im scared for mid-years..and im not doing anything.. sucks. i should start studying properly!
Because tonight will be the night
that i will fall for you, over again,
Don't make me change my mind,
I won't live to see another day,
i swear its true..
No one, no one,no one, no one,
can get in the way of what im feeling.
Everything's gonna be alright..
riaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..



what happened to our band?

No school today coz it's study break! But then again, how can study be a break? Right. I'm online again coz I refuse to pick up my book to do some revision. My econs MYE is tomorrow and GP is the day after. I'm sounding like some lazy ass now. HA! But i'm not okay. I did revise a little just now, just not a lot thats all.

I think i'm feeling a little adnormal lately coz i didn't go out last weekend. It's like i was home from friday to monday then back to sch on tuesday then all day at home again today. Shit! i feel like shit! yeah that's the word.

Oh oh i watched the hottie and the nottie online yesterday. It wasn't too bad but yeah it's ending was rather expectable. I watched the other boleyn girl too but not the full movie coz it was getting late. Maybe i should continue with the other parts later or maybe friday. If i were to compare the two movies which i already am, the other boleyn girl is a much better movie. I think i actually like history but just don't fancy studying it. I mean who would enjoy memorising a whole chunk of shit, right? Yup, of course!

I'm feeling sleepy but i must not sleeeeep! haha. MUST STUDY!!!! Gosh i feel like i'm talking to myself. I actually think i am. But fear not, I am not schizophrenic ( is that how u spell it) haha. okay i think i should linger around for awhile more and then i shall gooooo STUDYYYYY!!! yayyyyyy

it'srannit'srannit'srannohhhyesssit'srannn!!! yayyyyyyyy

Monday, May 19, 2008

my parents are being fucking shitty right now.

i wish there was some world peace about here.. or is it so hard? is it so hard for people to just love and compromise? life is so dammit short and i don't understand why people would delibertaely want to do thing to hurt others. its so beautiful to just love but why must they do things the hard way. sometimes i think as we grow up, our perception of life becomes more warped, we stop believing in simplicity and its beauty and begin subscribing to all sorts of weird goals and we forget what really matters that keep us good and real. although i have a guts feeling tt im oversimplifying things and being pretty naive, i never want to grow up that way.it pains me to no end and i can't do no nuts about nth. that way, sometimes i think their pretty selfish to believe that its all about them alone.

june


You know how people always say that the good die early? Well, looking from the people who have left, maybe it is true. This World is such an unbearable place that God has decided to take these people along so that they do not have to suffer anymore. No more pain, no more worries, no more sufferings.

But the way a person dies makes a whole world of a difference. Was it painful? Or was it just a painless sleep? When a person collapses and gasps for air, is that just a reflex action or does she really feel the lack of air? Then the heart fails to beat, the brain deprived of oxygen. When the heart pounds again, will she still be there even if the brain is not responding and the heart and blood pressure is maintained by medicine. No one will know.

Then you wonder what the person was thinking when he/she was about to pass on. Was she scared? Was he worried? Did she have any last words? What were the thoughts in her mind? Well, i guess she was terrified, worried, lost. Not because she was afraid of death but because of who she has left behind and what left undone.

They say that one shouldn't cry when you send off the dead because then they would not be able to rest in peace. You have to tell them to go, tell them not to worry. But it's hard isn't it? Because no one would want their love ones to leave them.

When my grandmother's body was about to be pushed in to be cremated, everyone wailed loudly, except my family. I guess we were taught never to openly express our sorrow. Plus, aren't we suppose to let the dead rest in peace?

Then on another occasion, you hear the people from the other hall wailing loudly while all you hear in your hall is soft whispers of I Love You and Byes. Maybe it's because the other hall was made up of relatives who were sending off an immediate elder. When the older cries, the young would follow. But what happens when the immediate family of the deceased were the young ones who remained sober, well then there would be peace and quiet.

When a parent dies and leaves behind her/his young children, it's hard. But what about the parents who live to see their young child die? Isn't it harder? Death is inevitable but when it happens to children, it stings(stinks).

Maybe the world is going to end. Maybe a huge rock would hit the waters of earth one day and cause such a huge tsunami that all would perish. Yes, maybe. Maybe , maybe, maybe. There are so many maybes in this world. Maybe if he didn't go to school, he wouldn't die. Maybe if she ate her medicine regularly, she wouldn't die. Maybe if I hadn't shouted, she wouldn't die. Maybe if he didn't cross the road, he wouldn't die. Maybe if she met him, he wouldn't die. Maybe because no one is absolutely sure of what will happen in the future. The next minute and even the next second is a mystery.

By the way, please do not ask me how's life. hahaha. That's a very odd question to ask, really. How different can life be!?! If i really want to tell someone my life story, i will and if you're not the one I'm telling then you're not the one i want to tell. Yup. No offence intended. Just a passing comment. Oh yes, and I'm really fine already so please stop asking me the same question. Feels weird.

soooooooattheendoftheday....it'sstillrannit'sstillrannit'sstillrannohhhhyesssit'ssrillrann!!!

Saturday, May 17, 2008
LIFE!



while people were busy cheering, i was busy snapping away. my new found hobby! (:


ZIRCON family! it was supposed to be only us. but they cant see cameras..lol. (credit:amirah)

Z.I.R.C.O.N H.O.U.S.E! zircon house!

Melissa the macho-woman/sailorette came!

Hello friends.. today was really a "stay home saturday" for me.i think i finally had my looonnggg rest. i mean, literally long. cos.. guess what time i woke up today??
Ria raziany razak woke up at 2pm!! *smacksforehead!* actually i woke up at 10am, but i fell asleep-again.though june kept saying its not counted,but still.. i did woke up okaay. hahaha. checked my fone and i had so many missed called! sarah gave me 9 missed calls.make it 10. hahaha! sorry laa. for once i thought i fainted in my sleep.but nah. i just sleep like a pig! (halal babi) and my body was aching all over!! (u noe like those aching feeling u get after every friday training when u woke on sat morning) its so difficult to even sit or squat! or walk down the steps. i have to even control my cough. :/ Mr Achey, go away!

Anyway.. yesterday was my school track and field meet.. it was after my GeePee paper. (ok, i shall not talk anymore about my GP paper.) while waiting for 4pm, we played Carrom interhse game! -__- sembarang je.. but we won! 3rd placing. not bad eh.haha. the marching was okay.cos zircon hse is the only 'platoon' with a timer!(no,i wasnt the timer though) hahaha. (and again,i shall not talk about sports day) its just that Zircon hse was the total opposite from last year. we had 4th placing! sad eh. cannot blame us, our zircon family is so small this year.
okok. left schl at abt 9 and lepak at BB KFC. and guess what?! i had to wait for my 20 mins burger!! $#!%^@#! it was just a zinger student meal la.i think the management there was really bad. as in firstly,they took so long just to take an order.(understandable) Secondly,there wasn't any more chilli untill one auntie came to change the container.(okaay) Thirdly, there was this minah 'rep' serving with an attitude face.(KFC is not for you) lastly, they told me to wait almost 30mins for my burger! -_- and by the time i have my burger, they were already closing the place. wtfcuk. okaaayy.i should stop complaining! heh.
Today was a good day! i mean, only when we were laying and chilling at East coast, admiring the moon and watching the sky. yay! i missed just plain chillak-ing. appreciating God's creation. and just sing,stone,stare into empty space,emo or whatever u call it la. hahaha. why must life be so complex? (june! ur fault la.. life! life!) why must we even bother about things that people won't even bother? so many questions all about life. ,sometimes,somethings are better left unsaid i guess. (im not corny okaay) idk. heh.okok. i'll just go on and on..

Next is adapted from one of my friend corny lines..
" Do you have a map? cos im lost in your eyes.." cheyyyy.cornyness..
"I need a stretcher! cos im falling for you.." hahahahaha. this kind of lines just make me laugh and smile! lol.

where no one knows my name..
Riaaaaaaa

Friday, May 16, 2008
Back to the old days


Ria the ugly and Sarah the Emo! hahaha

woww!


remember CRUMBS???



always so spastic.. haiyooo

SEC 2 EH!!!! soo cool yo!

after the running thing at east coast! haha no kayak so swim lor

our last NDP in KC


goodness gracious me! the weather is freaking hot today! it's like even the coolest of the coolest can't be cool in this weather! it explains why i'm feeling hot!hahahaha

anyway, i was reading my old friendster messages.. my goodness, i didn't delete them since 2005 la.. hahahaha.. and there's some really interesting ones haha.. omg and i use to spell anyway as aniwaes! hahahaha soo cal..haha... and know as noe! yucks! and yes guys remember belongintomealwaes??!!! who can forget that right!?! hahahahaha
i miss those old kc days!!!!

it'srannit'srannit'srannohhhyessit'srann!


goody afternoon!

I hate thick goowy and white mucus! YES! I'm having that now! hahaha.. It's actually not that bad coz i don't feel sick butttt it's still gross. And and i think there's this ulcer thing at my throat, not exactly throat but close to the throat. NO i do not have HFMD! haha.

Soooooo what's the plan for the holidays?? can someone tell me? i think i'll be having lots of extra lessons during the sch holidays and I've got a schedule to keep. not that i have one yet la, but i will! soon!

My Gp and Econs are next week! haha but i'm so not prepared! Mid years eh die!!! I will study and when i say i will! i will! YAYYY I WILL STUDY! YAYYYYY!!!!


rann'sbuenoingramm'sbuenoingrann'sbuenoingohhhyessssheis!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Dear friends!!!!!! esp those with upcoming exams, namely tunku and ranno!

i tried to tag the board 15 million times but my com lag so they say timeout of smth thats why my post failed. bbbb bugger. make me sign in and all. but nvm, this means i can talk more anyway..

I wanted to say, PRESS ON YA 'LL! aim, plan and work towards it! i think its very very impt that everytime we decide to procrastinate or just ain't in the mood, bear in mind that every day counts and it takes inches to move miles. so every step counts, make each day count! i believe in little little consistent effort to an end result, namely because esp this morning, my dad ingrained into the importance of being hardworking(heh, communist, heh) and i felt like i was such a letdown because last night when he popped into my room, i was chilling and doing nonsense instead of studying and i know how much he lives by this value and assess his life and work by the kinda of hardwork he effective conveys to us. and suddenly i was so scared, i felt like some kid pressured, not by my dad, but by the kinda of expectations i fear i can't live up to. and despite all the nonsense, i do wanna make my parents veryyy proud of me and since im not working, there's so much i can contribute and this lil effort they see makes them feel as if their good parents or smth i guess?

i'll end this with a quote, heh, from the poster i stole from 4/7 on the last day of sch.
It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop.
STRIVE ON DUDES!
(haha siao , so rahrah in the middle of the night, but in all honesty, i hope all of us can make it through this great and alive. HAHA, alive alright)

with love, me,

better known as june LA

Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Hello Friends!


Melissaaaaaa... u left me in MI! ): i miss those kids..

Family business.. hahaha. exposed! exposed! lol.


Hello!actually i wanted to blog since Sunday but i was too lazzzyy to sign in and upload the pics.hahaha.
Aniwaeees..i finally decided to blog cos, while crossing the road at tanjong katong just now, i was touched!
okok. i was supposed to buy mee goreng for my parents at haig road. so as i was waiting for the traffic light, suddenly there's this CHUBBY boy came up to me and said, " kak, ingat saya tak?" i was like ermm....
then i finally remembered! He remember me as the kakak who made a balloon for him. and he even checked my i/c cos he kept saying insyirah and me are siblings! hahaha. but i was so touched. He asked if i wanna buy this coupon for some carnival. so i bought it. i think its a sign from God that i should visit them and fulfil my promise! (: now i really miss them. u noe they were trying to sell the coupons along the way and those selfish adults just ignored them! i felt so ......sad. i dunno. they made me realised how fortunate i am. i just cant imagine having to go through what they have gone through at such a young age..haiz. i think I'll go down for their carnival on the 6th of July. anybody wanna go? its only at telok kurau. ((:

haiz, i am running for my sports day!! 60m and 4 by 100. im scared.. i hate running in front of so many people. its like a phobia!hahaha. and i have to march before the event! kental or what. its not even marching.walking! u noe like those in Olympics?? then u have to wave2 at the spectators! -_- paiseh..i think i'll cover my face and wave! hahaha.
GEE PEE exam is this Friday!!!! how now brown cow?
okie dokie! I've got more to say but nvm la. heh.
Good LUCK RIA RAZIANY RAZAK!
GOOd LUCK JUNE AND RANN! and POLY kids.(

Yuck! a baby lizard jut fell on my arm!!!!!
its crawling up the wall now! uuurgghh..

be gone..
everything's gonna be alright.
Riaaaaaaa (:


I've got bio test tmr!!!!! anyway that's not my purpose of blogging today.

when i come home i'm okay but when i see that f face in sch! i get irritated again.. not because he calls us liars for not going to sch and that " everyone knows that you guys are liars, everytime ponn sch one!", what the f...(for those who know me, u'll know that i never ever use the f word and for me to actually express it in this form, i am f-ing pissed)

to that bitch face!
u think u are soooo f-ing smart, u are a self-indulged bt and because you don't have a life, u like to find out about all the gossips and about the life of the people around you....i'm telling you! u have no f-ing right to ask a persons best friend about her relationships - u are not even close to her! and if u want to find out about my mum, ASK ME! not my friend!
do not make assumptions and save ur f-ing comments and thoughts to urself! u bt!
then again im sorry coz maybe u are too self indulged to care about the feelings of others and realise that certain comments can be hurtful and even worse so coz they are not true. u f-ing bt
. i pity you for yer poor EQ!

okay.. enough of that! hahaha... exams next week!! how how?? and i think what mr foo said was right. the only time left for us to catch up on our work is during this june holidays..mann.. but since i wouldn't be going overseas coz there's no one left to go with.... i think i should study study study!!! hahaha
HEY CHILLAK-ASSESSS, PLEASE CONSTANTLY REMIND ME TO STUDY!

it'srannit;srannit'srannit'srannohhhyesssit'srann!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

It's Mother's Day. My mum's in Spain. I hope she calls so that we can wish her, but then again, my house phone is spoilt. Haha. But of course, there's such a thing as handphone lah. I just wanted to say that my house phone is spoilt. I'm being random, I know, because why? I don't know what to blog. But I want to, anyway, because I want to blog here. Haha! Hurry make plans for Friday!! I know lah, very funny. It's only Sunday, and I'm thinking about TGIF.
Must be forward thinking, kan? (:



Hah, ok this is enough. I'm wasting time because I'm doing math, and i'm like, confused! Quiz week!!!!! Grr




BIE!! ((: I wasn't wet.. I was DRENCHED!!

Heh heh..

-SARAH ADNAN was here, yo!


HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY

A day to celebrate a Mother's Love,
An undying Love that grew even before birth.
The unselfish act of giving,
No other is worth comparing.
This day is special in it's own way,
Please share it with your Mums, saying I LOVE YOU is okay!

to all the mother's in the world, Happy Mother's day
and
MUMMY YOU'RE THE BEST AND I LOVE YOU!!

itsrannitsrannohhhhyessssitsrannn!!!!hahahaha

Saturday, May 10, 2008

so hard..everyday .i wish it wouldn't be.
i cant do this anymore

me

Friday, May 9, 2008


**hehhh.. who knows? u miss seeing my slenger face or wad..((((:**

HELLO SAYANGS!!!

hehh(:
firstly, sorry laa..
i'm always damn malas want to log in and update here..
so de most i do is to flood de tagboard wif my rants.
hurr.

and ya.
thing's are fine now, Alhamdulillah..
my imagination kinda ran a tad bit wild.. so i jumped into conclusions.
veryvery wrong conclusions.
i got panicky, my heart strted beating a mile a minute..
and i hadhadhad to vent it out somewhere.
wdver.
bad bad bad.

but bottom line is..
I'M FINE NOWW!!
(:
thx for caring..
MUUUUUACKZZZ!!!
**pucker.pucker.pucker.pucker~~**

oohhh det reminds me!
RANN TAN AHHHHH!!!
i dreamt of Theodore loh!!

i forgot abt wad exactly la.. but i know got her.
and her chubby cheeks..
and i gave her a NICE JUICY BIG FAT KISS!!
YUMM!
ya. k. lame. i know.
**but cnnt tahan la! so geram!!**

so anywayyyy~
back to my point in blogging here.

oh damn.
i got distracted, so now i forgot my point.
shaite.
**Theodore's fault la i tell you!! hehh..**

ahhhhhhhh!!!
forget laa!!
cannot recall seh.
bummer.

mayb i'll blog again when i rmber my point.
walao!
major blonde moment here i tell you..
tsk!

bye pretty people~

dianloveyoumanymany(:


Thursday, May 8, 2008

WHILE THE WORLD FEELS FOREIGN WITH TASK AND I FEEL BAD FOR COMPLAINING WHEN MY PEERS ARE WAY OVERLOADED WITH WORK, I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE A MOMENT OFF LIFFEEEEEEE TO THANKKEEEE YOU GUYS FOR BEING THE ONE CONSTANT THING THAT KEEPS THE WORLD FEELIN ALL GOOD AND REAL. I SWEAR, YOU GUYS ARE THE GOODEST(?) PEOPLE I'VE KNOWN AND HAVE COME TO RESPECT. SO THERE IT IS. I WILL NOT COMPLAIN ABOUT WORK BECAUSE MY EDUCATION IS WAY BEAUTIFUL. THANK YOU FRIENDSSSS FOR SHARING LIFE WITH ME. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

LOVE, ME!

Tuesday, May 6, 2008
no title.

Hello frens..
im bored. actually not really.
ok.i was bored, thats why i decided to look through at all our unglam pics since sec 2!
goodness...!! i realised i took ALOT of UNglam and retarded pics laaa. (smacks!)
and now i missed those days and i miss you all.. (cheyy cheyy.. hahaha)

i miss being so free and taking cacat pics all the time..
i miss hanging out and 'mengehang' like there's no tmr..
i miss going to parkway every single day and buying bubble tea.
i miss standing near the traffic light at PP deciding where we want to eat!
i miss being so lame and retarded. (not like im not now..haha)
i miss lepaking at ECP and sitting at the breakwater catching those little 'molecules!'
i miss the morning breakfast in school.
i miss watching movies at dinie's hse.
i miss baking at Diy's hse!
i miss cycling around spore using rented bikes! haha.
i miss art room feeling.right dian and sarah..? (muttons in the morning heh.)
i miss going to our usual corner at MPH to sleep or (ehm)
i miss talking about KCNCC 24/7 and never get sick of it.
i miss the times when we were so semangat as a cadet.
actually i just miss our KC days so badly...!!!
i miss my friends.. i miss my cadets.. i miss arwah CIKGU RATHIA.. ):
everything's different now.. its so sad. (not sad sad.. just sad. nvm)
hahahaha.
i hate fakers.. it sucks.whatever la.

aniwaaaaes... im sending a picture of US for some photo journalism contest in my school.
its like actually just send a picture of the people you love.
so im sending our pic and my family pic maybe.. ((:
and i actually tried uploading pics.. but dunno why cannot laa. idiot.
hahaha. next time then.
guess what..i got to march for my sports day laaa.kental.im not gonna march properly! ha!
okie dokie. i got alot more to say but im sleepy laa.
haha. oh oh..

To the minahs (heh): if u all want malay novels, my sis is selling novels. around $8? cos she sad she got some lubang! lol. its those novels like dian like to read kind.. hahaha.
i forgot what i want to say alr.. nvm.


someday i promise i'll be gone..
maybe.. heh.
Riaaaaaa.

Monday, May 5, 2008
Who wants to goooooo!!!!!!!


Hello chillak-a, long time no see. Heh heh. TPJC's Manifestasi... Siape nak, msg aku. Kalau tak nak, takpeeee! Aku carik members lain. Chey mcm faham! Let's just say: Aku nak pegi!
Btw, the thing is in malay ah, no subtitles. heh heh.
-SARAH ADNAN WAS HERE (:

Sunday, May 4, 2008
its sun-"Dey!"


my adorable niece(s). and my stitch! ((:



i love taking sunset pics in my school! MI's not that bad afterall.


cheh. camwhore huh.



Hello frens..
I'm bored.
its supposed to be a happy weekend. cos its the weekend?
Weekend = no waking up so early in the morning = no waiting for 55! = no long walk to school! = no tiring and sleepy days = no assignments = no sucky canteen food! = No School = NO COMPLAINING! = YAY!!!
but then again.. if no school means my life is quite dead. cos I'll just be rotting and eating at home.with no where to go. haiz.

confused child huh. lol.


okok. yesterday was supposed to be TGIS? not.
met up with aini at bugis(and as usual i was late!sry)
then off to white sands and waited for fuad and fathona.
soon,we went for shariffa's bdae party @ aloha Loyang.
(june,rann,carine,nessa,diy and kcncc: its our sec3 ROD place! i miss those days laa)

the party was erm.. okaay. nvm.
we left arnd 9pm and jln2 arnd TM.
(i was supposed to find my niece clothes,but i realised all the shops was closing! deng..)

mama called cos kaksuzie and family came.
yay. ate at kembangan(hawa) and i bumped into Syazwan! hahaha.
home sweet home.

-SunDey-

supposed to be doing homework. studying. GPP!!
my PW mates: where are you all?? i waited last night but none of u all came online laa. cheat my feelings only. hahahaha.
Miss Gong is gonna show her action stern face tmr! wth.
i hate her la. u noe i stayed up till late on thurs night, cos i was touching up on my final PI for submission..
and guess what??
when i gave it to her on Friday morning.. she rejected it! cos she said HER dateline was on Mon.(s**t her)
its not even the dateline to pass up to SEAB! (hit her! hit her! hit her! lol.)

yada yada..
at least my niece made me happy.hahaha. ((:
there goes my weekend..

hello Monday blues.


*chillak-a: lets meet up soon okaay! haha. (:
oh oh.. my fren said this in his blog sometime ago..i think its true and its coming from a guy!

"Don't hurt someone if you take a relationship as a hobby, as a way of spending time, as a way to get rid of boredom,loneliness etc. Love is a scared thing, don't destroy it's beautiful portrait.


instead of wondering why..

Friday, May 2, 2008

HELLOOOOOOOO friends..hahahahaha
yesterday!
went to mandai to visit my mummy..coz we're suppose to visit every week until the 49th day i think... and the rest would be up to us.. plussssss we shifted my great-grandmama from mt vernon to a lot beside my mum coz she loved my mum very much and so did my mum..heh.. i think i must book a place beside my mum too before its all filled up... hahahah

ohoh near my house got pasar malamm..hahaha.. went there yesterday too!!!

today todayyy!
CJC Sports carnvial... i played frisbeee but my class lost..hahaha... loser but we played hard okayyyy.. the other class got stay back practice one but we didn't..heh..
haha... and and i ate at the madjack place near island creamery!!!! i ate rib-eye steak..it tasted okayy la... i asked for it to be done medium but it tasted more well done..hahahahah.. stupid shit... anyway... i was craving for the burnt caramel BUT they were all full already soo didn't go in the end.. sad man..haha.. i was quite full too la.. ate a set then got cake as dessert..hahahaha

ohhwellssss
Today, i finally realised what Rachel (classmate) meant when she said that our class is very segregated; and i mean very as in very. You see, when we all gathered at the auditorium for the prize giving, most classes were sitting together except for our class. There was one group at one end and another group at the other end and even so, the group i was sitting with had people with there backs facing each other.
I had wanted to go to the other group to ask them to come over, but judging from experience, i doubt they will and likewise, there were the few in my group who wouldn't. It's sad huh?! How we have been a class for close to a year and a half and yet still behave like strangers. Differences?? what are they? created by god? or man-made? maybe if people weren't so judgemental, this world would be a better place to live in.
haha sounds co corny..heh..hahahaha... hmmmmm.. maybe i should cook up a plan to bring my class to together.. class outing?? nehhh.. it would end up as a half class outing of either side..hahaha... maybe i should try! no harm trying right?

it'srannit'srannit'srannohhhyessit'srann


i wanted to add colours and change font size...... but cannotttt!!! stupid shit! hahahaha

guess who's here...!

HAH! It's not Ria Raziany Razak blogging, but SARAH ADNAN!

Okie.. So today's FRIDAY. Thank God for the public holiday yesterday because my class had an outing where only 7 people turned up. Which was kinda expected, though.





The food there was good.. Overpriced, but it's not so bad. We're all hoping our Care Person would pay half of it or smth, because he told the class rep aka Malaysian girl up there to give him the receipt. Hmm... Hoping is good!

And then there were 5 of us left afterward, so we watched Lelaki Besi. Hahackz! The trailer for CONGKAK was quite scary.. and it was Malam Jumaat! Pfft! I just listened as Khy talked about ghost stories. Action brave, padehal2. LOL

Ok So, the movie ended at around 8.30? And we ended up at the Esplanade because we just didn't want to go home just yet. Malaysian girl enjoyed herself there. Well duh! It IS Esplanade, y'know y'know!

And I came to a realisation that I like my class.. It's just that we're all too caught up in our own lives to actually just hang/chill like yesterday. Next up will be.. MK's birthday! (:

Mas Selamat is 2/3 woman because he's a Wanted(one third) man.
LOL. The tall guy in white said that joke. He's a Malaysian. HAHAHA!! :D :D

:)

dah ok, I've blogged!

-SARAH ADNAN !

Thursday, May 1, 2008
its May day!

Hello frens..
Thank God its public holiday today.

i was so happy when i woke up this morning cosssss..
my parent cooked my fav food! yay!
(beef steak.its actually like sambal kicap daging with semi-fried potato. sedaaaaap:D )
THANK YOU!
and actually i was late to meet 54th frens..hee.
cannot tahan laa. so i makan first. hahaha.
met up with sathish at eunos and mrt-ed to novena.
we were super late laa. abt 2hrs. hahahaha.
so they wanted to eat and end up eating at 'Pasta De'Waruku'??
some of us didn't eat. and i had ice cocoa. it was damn bitter laa :/ (duh,cocoa!)
then mrt-ed again to town cos they want to watch ironman.
i didn't watch cos i had to meet fathona and aini at bugis at 5.
so,bye frens.

mrt-ed to bugis.
walk2 around bugis village.
searching for WHITE dresses! hahaha.
it was freaking panas laa.the music cannot get any louder isit?? -_-
and i realised i forgot to pass to them my 5J tie!
it was quite nice of them to meet me at bugis mrt just to take my tie and pin.
hehehe. (sorry eh. and thanks alot! :)
and and i bought an off-white dress!
but...it's super jarang laaa. can see u noe.. hahahaha.
took 48 home. *i hate that place for some reason.kanasai. nvm.*

home sweet home.
and mama beli hp baru. nvm then.
yada yada..

someday..
i wonder why.
whatever laa eh..