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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I'm having a fever and my head hurts like shit
you noe,it feels like there's water in my head!
and whenever i got up, everything seemed black.
so i've been sleeping like a pig since i got home
and refused to do anything.i dun even noe where i found the strength to type this..maybe cos u all are my source of strength...and where else can i complain rightt..hahahaha!
but now im hungryyyy! if only i can eat while sleeping..or somebody help to feed me..
dream on lah.hahaha
haiz....
why do i always fall sick?



"See when I get the strength to leave you
Always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cuz I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You could learn appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change, never gonna change
Never gonna change"

i always thought that songs abt ppl tolerating their's significant other's insaneness was somehow sweet.

"Baby you deserve much better
What's the use in holding on
Don't you see it's now or never
Coz I just can't be friends
Baby knowing in the end
That I will love you more than that
I won't say those words, then take them back"

I always thought that songs abt people waiting for someone who was taken, was sweet too.

But recently, i realized that when ur really in both situations...There is no "sweet" in it.
it just makes u sick in the stomach to know whats right but you dun hv the strength to do it.

Aaaaaaaaaiyahhhh. life is so much better when we're all dolled in our dark blue pinafores eh?
**dolled my ass la. so slekeh. haha**

dianloveyoumanymany(:


when rann meets dom-minic

hahahahahah!!!

anyway, tis going to be a long night. first of all, i found out that my essay is due this week, not next! thus, i dont have the luxury of a travell free 36 hour friday saturday and sunday. hence, im up now hoping to pick up the slack.

welll...........................i got ntohing to say except that i just woke up from a nap because everyone in my family is so noisy. haha and.... i love ya guys! WHO'S GAME FOR DINNER ON FRIDAY NIGHT? OR SAT? OR SUN? OR AIRPORT? OR ANYTHING. hahaha so lame. but cause riaaaa and rannn always say its like their blog cause we dont blog. so tada, here's my week's worth of participation

take care kidddosssss

LOTSAAAA LOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEE,

MEE

goreng

Tuesday, September 29, 2009



Watch these videos! dam funny! haha



if u found these funny!! then watch the rest too!! hahah hilarious!


well well

i have decided not to go for my lecture at 4pm cos it'll be a waste of time to have travel to sch and back home just for 2 hrs of lesson. so here i am at home doing nothing, refusing to read my econs notes although i've got a freaking midterm test tmr. i screwed my chem midterm yesterday and vowed to study hard for any upcoming test but here i am lazing awayyyyy......
someone please knock some sense into me!! im getting irritated with myself. haha im irritated now but as soon as i stop typing about this, i'll be back to my old selfffff... gosh knock knock!

im sooooo boredddddd but i refused to find stuff to doooooo!!! ahhhh irritating......
im hungry haha
fooooood!!! here i come!


Heloooooo...
its 8 blardy 15 am now.
wanna noe why i'm awake instead of asleep like normal human beings??

COS BOSS SAYA CURSEHIMCURSEHIMCURSEHIM JUST CANCELLED A BLARDY 9AM MEETING AT 8 AM.
EEEEEDIOT@!!!
I'M PISSED LIKE MAD U NOE.
U NOE???
U NOE??!?!?!?!

eeeyurr.
sorry to 'stain' this space la hor.
but a certain sumonesumone say my blog too emotional redi.
**sweet2, den sad2, den suddenly an angry ass post. haha**
okyes.
back to my boss who's an asshole.

u noe.. if u want to cancel meetings, dun cancel at like de last hour la!
OBVIOUSLY, ppl would hv woken up n gotten ready right!
cancel like at least 2 hrs in adv, for the mere sake of being considerate.
pfft!
padan muka u got food poisoning!
HAHHH!!
**oh btw, am talking abt de chi senior i'm working with. not my boss 'boss'. easier to rant la**

so much hatred at such an ungodly hour.
i hate mornings like this. hate it.
is it sooooo hard to start a day decently??
with no one screaming in ure face, banging the bed, and ppl backing out on plans??
apparently so.

ok. sumpah i sleepy like mad.
gtg catch up on some zzzzzzz.
eh!
btw ryt.. H2O, det isotonic drink ryt.. does it help to keep u awake or more sleepy ah?

dianloveyoumanymany(:




arrrrrhhhhh i found these on youtube!! hahaha sarahs acc

Sunday, September 27, 2009



when ure bored and cant sleep
and all your frens are sleeping like guinea pigs....
this is what i turned to.hahaha.
i noe some of u all dun like ellen,
but i like her more after watching this video!
hahahaha. rann! u shud learn from them.
hahahahaha.


another one!
BEST!


Saturday, September 26, 2009

i never thought the question of what i want in life would hit me that hard..
i always thought i knew what i want in life, but the truth is, i don't think so.
its not that I'm not content with my life
i am really grateful for what i have now..
so whats the problem-baby?
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
oh well,never mind. this is just difficult to explain.
maybe one day, it'll be easier to understand..


I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout what is true and fake.
But why all this hate?
Try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make.

Lalalalalalalala...

Friday, September 25, 2009

my house in the future will never be a big one unless i have a maid to help me clean the house cos it's a blady chore, yes household chores they call it, to clean this house which ain't big at all. KUDOS to all housewifes and maids who clean houses. DOUBLE KUDOS to those working mums who make an effort to clean the house when they come home. househusbands? well kudos to them if they ever clear the house and not act as if they've done a mighty chore (since all housewifes are doing the exact same thing).

everyone should just live on a single set of clothes or okay maybe 2. this endless pile of clothes is Everest. 1 and a half hours later and there's still mount Faber. why why why??? tell me!!!

on a much much much lighter note... i wanna live in a penthouse, own a yacht anddddd live by the seaaaaa...... well but before that can be fulfilled, i need to earn the billions. become richer! yeah

Saturday, September 19, 2009

you can be beautiful and yet so fucking ugly
you may seem young and sweet, but you're a sour old lady
you may look cute, but well they havent looked long enough
you mayyy think you deserve special treatment for conceived beauty, but youre so fuckinggggggg u g l yyyyyyyyyyy.

i think some of you may know who im talking about but yea, other than the cuteness of lewry, baby, you guys(HAHAHA) and the likes, some put on cutesyness with festering black manipulative hearts render my lifetime worth of rench and contempt.IM SO ANGRYYYYYY

i swear, im glad rann wanna be a boy, ria is a girly tom boy, dian use to be tom boy, n sarah aint so daintily girly. cause have you seen some oh them????!?!??! gawddddddddd. they think with cute blushign cheeks boys are goign to dance and twirl round their baby fingers. gawk!

Friday, September 18, 2009
better days

they say when life gives you lemon,
make lemonade!
naaaahh..

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me...
*sad!hahahahaha*


back in 2006?2007? i forgot.haha.
(where were dian and diy ehh?)




Farrveen, our mama Tyra! HAHAHA.


and again...


she finally decides to be farrveen banu.. hahaha


when...


I say..


JUMP! :D


june & rann: the skies are turning greyyy..


retardddd! hahaha.


Rann wants to be part of miss India finalist only.. haha!


HEAVY siaaaa u all..HAHAHA


carine's too cool..


errrr...


YAY! ((:


tired face!


ghost of june.ha ha


Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing..


Thursday, September 17, 2009

im soo hungry.u noe that kind of hungry till u feel like vomiting..?haiz.haha. but obviously i cant eat now cos its fasting month and duh, i dunwant to vomit cos its the same as eating. -_- i think God must have punished me today for being so rude, this morning. hahahaha.inconsiderate human being.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

*the video i posted had some copyrights issue.
u noe, i just watched it a few minutes ago...
and now, youtube removed that video! asss..hahaha.
here's the new one.but nt so clear.go watchhhh!!
(if u guys havent seen it lah) kkk..



its f***ingggggggg COOL!!
my brother showed me this video while i was studying this morning.
and it kinda made my day! ((: hahaha.
haaaaaaa...!i wanna go for BEP concert.... ):
HAHAHA.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

omgggg. i just wrote a LONGGG post and my mum accidentally switched off the laptop's plug! wahhhhhhhhhh... and blogger only saved half of it under drafts. knsssss... -_- breatheeee riaaa.breathe..




Use somebody(cover)
Paramore! (:

Monday, September 7, 2009

Thanks for you fastfastfast response on Friday sygs!
Cake didnt turn out as nice as i would've hv wanted it to be, but he liked it.
so yayyy!!
hahah.

pictures soon when i get them from the boy.
cos de one i took with my hp damn terok one de quality.
haha

dianloveyoumanymany(:

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

-He's just not that into you


hahahhaa i just watched he's just not that into you and wellll.... yea... hahaha. i love shows like these though. after you watch it your sad case don't feel gone case. hahah if i even make any sense

Friday, September 4, 2009

hahahahahaha.how can u not noe what u post.heh.
ehh,the drafts is confusing meeeeee! -_-
im hugry and ______. haha.
seeya!


wah i thought the previous post was written by me.. i mean the one before dian.. wahahaha sounds like wat i'll type! woooohooooooooooo


Ladies, check drafts.
ASAP.

dianloveyoumanymany(:

Thursday, September 3, 2009
fcuk you very very much

i dont understand why some people just L.O.V.E. to poke their nose into somebody else's business..
i wouldnt mind if ure my close friends or someone whom i can really trust.. but if you're not and trying to help or something.. please don't bother.its annoying...I'll just ignore you.ha!
anw,i just received a msg from my friend and i swear i noe whats his intention for asking me that stupid question. come on,I'm not stupid..pretenders.
this is the reason why we shouldn't trust so many people cos they might end up betraying our trust! HAHAHAHA.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009



the reason why my email is like what it is today.
Malique used to be my childhood crush! for real..
but he's married now.sad..hahahaha.
okbye!



cos for some weird reason, we keep thinking det after sooo many wrongs..
some right should be happening soon.

so how?

(: