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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
no more angsty angsty post.HAHA. (:
i will (tryyyy) to look on the bright side from now onwards and be less sensitive.righttttt...hahaha.
anw, i was at macs just now and there was this cute little malay boy who was 'flirting' with meeeeeee! hahahahaha.i think he's only abt 2yrs old? and his name is mohd arif? hehh. (((: that boy made my day! u noe,for the past few days, i've been having this 'connection' with little boys i met along the way or on my way to school! HAHAHA. that day,i saw this cute twin boys in the stroller and i didnt mind standing all the way from jurong to eunos cosssssss..they were sleeping and they looked so adorableeeeee..! then u noe,kfc have a brochure about world hunger relief and there's this two cambodian-looking boys on the front page..guess what i did? i cut the brochure and put their picture on my wallet! heeeeee((((: now i sound like a paedophile! hahaha. nehhhh, im just happy whenever i see or talk about kids, especially little boys.not big boys.haha.
i think when i grow up, i want to have twin boys.hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! but first have to find a man and get married!so leceh.wait longlongggg ar..haha.
so long.goodnight!
i will (tryyyy) to look on the bright side from now onwards and be less sensitive.righttttt...hahaha.
anw, i was at macs just now and there was this cute little malay boy who was 'flirting' with meeeeeee! hahahahaha.i think he's only abt 2yrs old? and his name is mohd arif? hehh. (((: that boy made my day! u noe,for the past few days, i've been having this 'connection' with little boys i met along the way or on my way to school! HAHAHA. that day,i saw this cute twin boys in the stroller and i didnt mind standing all the way from jurong to eunos cosssssss..they were sleeping and they looked so adorableeeeee..! then u noe,kfc have a brochure about world hunger relief and there's this two cambodian-looking boys on the front page..guess what i did? i cut the brochure and put their picture on my wallet! heeeeee((((: now i sound like a paedophile! hahaha. nehhhh, im just happy whenever i see or talk about kids, especially little boys.not big boys.haha.
i think when i grow up, i want to have twin boys.hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! but first have to find a man and get married!so leceh.wait longlongggg ar..haha.
so long.goodnight!
Monday, October 26, 2009
im disappointed. that's a sure thing. but im not exactly sure where my emotion lies... its the in between feeling which kinda sucks cos well if u're feeling very sad then u can cry it out and when u feel normalll..... it's just normal. but im stuck in between these two emotions which is making me feel odd... the kind that makes u feel moody but at the same time not moody enough... u get wat i mean? im lost but i still know where i am
Saturday, October 24, 2009
u noe, sometimes I'm so angry with myself till i just feel asking anyone around me to shut me up. hahahahaha.but of course I'll be sad if someone really does that to me..ha ha!
anw,its kinda scary and sad, (what a weird thing to say hur) how only now we can see the true colours of some people,especially those selfish people who secretly try to bring you down thinking that somehow, we'll be deceived by their words and actions..shit. and its also disgusting how some girls or guys? can be so manipulative.. -_- fugger #$!%^%$&#!* HAHAHAHAHA.
dun worry,I'm not angry or crazy,I'm just a little unwell.. yarright! hahaha.lame.
so much to say, so much to do, but im just too tired and lazy.
anw, i just wanna say that,
I LOVEEEEE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! (((((((:
hahahaha.i shy to tell straight laah. whatever.KBYE!
anw,its kinda scary and sad, (what a weird thing to say hur) how only now we can see the true colours of some people,especially those selfish people who secretly try to bring you down thinking that somehow, we'll be deceived by their words and actions..shit. and its also disgusting how some girls or guys? can be so manipulative.. -_- fugger #$!%^%$&#!* HAHAHAHAHA.
dun worry,I'm not angry or crazy,I'm just a little unwell.. yarright! hahaha.lame.
so much to say, so much to do, but im just too tired and lazy.
anw, i just wanna say that,
I LOVEEEEE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! (((((((:
hahahaha.i shy to tell straight laah. whatever.KBYE!
Friday, October 23, 2009
there is one group of people though, whom there is no point judging. your family. and that's why you love them no matter how much they've hurt you.
well unless you choose to judge them. then it'll be a different story.
well unless you choose to judge them. then it'll be a different story.
If you judge people, you have no time to love them.
but if you love them too soon, chances are,you might misjudge them.
true?
but if you love them too soon, chances are,you might misjudge them.
true?
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
shoot an apple off my head
HAHAHA! let me be perasan just for this entry(:
Tomorrow will be the last day for me in MI! YAYY! (((:
actually its a bitter-sweet thing for me..
as much as i say i hate my school system and some of the people there,
there's still this tiny bit of love in my heart(i think)HAHA.
i could still rmbr,the first time i got to noe i was posted to mi,
i actually cried!hahaha.kental.
and if its not for my father, i swear i wouldnt be here till now..
and june! u were the one who checked my posting while i was still sleeping.kaypoh eh.haha.
wah,that was 3 years back! time past soooo soo damn fast. ):
and through out my 3years in mi,
i've made many great frens and a few not-so-cool ppl here and there..hahaha.
but i shall forgive and not forget those ppl.heh.now,there will be
no more travelling to bukit batok and having to worry about being late
no more long ride home and falling asleep on people's shoulder.HAHA
no more pretending to be asleep in the train just to avoid giving up my precious seat
no more disturbing my frens, ''next stop, JOHOR.''
no more secretly looking at my YEAR 1 eyecandy..HAHAHA!
no more running like a maddog during pe and before national anthem..
no more orange sky and sunset view from the school stadium ):
now, i think i'll miss my school life a little bit..
its okaaaaaye..
things come and go
and many people walked in and out of our lives..
so lets just look on the bright side
I'm gonna work hard and stop thinking too far.hahaha
I'll work hard so i wont have to leave u all next year..
hopefully.insyaallah. ((:
seeya'll some day!
''after 1st december..'' -_-
actually its a bitter-sweet thing for me..
as much as i say i hate my school system and some of the people there,
there's still this tiny bit of love in my heart(i think)HAHA.
i could still rmbr,the first time i got to noe i was posted to mi,
i actually cried!hahaha.kental.
and if its not for my father, i swear i wouldnt be here till now..
and june! u were the one who checked my posting while i was still sleeping.kaypoh eh.haha.
wah,that was 3 years back! time past soooo soo damn fast. ):
and through out my 3years in mi,
i've made many great frens and a few not-so-cool ppl here and there..hahaha.
but i shall forgive and not forget those ppl.heh.now,there will be
no more travelling to bukit batok and having to worry about being late
no more long ride home and falling asleep on people's shoulder.HAHA
no more pretending to be asleep in the train just to avoid giving up my precious seat
no more disturbing my frens, ''next stop, JOHOR.''
no more secretly looking at my YEAR 1 eyecandy..HAHAHA!
no more running like a maddog during pe and before national anthem..
no more orange sky and sunset view from the school stadium ):
now, i think i'll miss my school life a little bit..
its okaaaaaye..
things come and go
and many people walked in and out of our lives..
so lets just look on the bright side
I'm gonna work hard and stop thinking too far.hahaha
I'll work hard so i wont have to leave u all next year..
hopefully.insyaallah. ((:
seeya'll some day!
''after 1st december..'' -_-
BANGKOK OR KL?????
$160 for BKK tigerair. $80 for KL Airasia
WHO'S GAME?
Probably first week of JANUARY!!! HURRY REPLY KK!!!! MUST BOOK TIX ASAP!!!
raNNNNNN HEREEEE
$160 for BKK tigerair. $80 for KL Airasia
WHO'S GAME?
Probably first week of JANUARY!!! HURRY REPLY KK!!!! MUST BOOK TIX ASAP!!!
raNNNNNN HEREEEE
Sunday, October 18, 2009
today was loooooovelllyyyyyyyyyyy~~
much needed break, much needed meet up.
Ria please dont meet us anymore.
i swear i love you.. but realli.
dets why u cnnt meet us.
haha.
corrrrny.
and it just reali dawned on me det i bought a dress just now.
haha.
impulse man.
WHY U ALL NVR STOP MEEEEEEE!!!
eeyur.
lucky its a pretty/preety dress.
**i forgot how to spell!!**
aiyah.
tmr is back to sch.
officially, sch dun strt for me till like next week.
but i hv sip report n mp proposal on my back.
grrr.
oh yes.
msg my lo regarding project proposal.
oh ahh!!
find another grp mate cos my 3rd grpmate just bastard us.
pfft.
u noe the feeling that u are suppose to be pissed, and u are pissed, but u cant be bothered to do the actions pissed ppl do???
ya like det loh.
ah well
my last stage.
over n done with mp, n den i'll graduate.
hurry hurryyyyyy!!!
dianloveyoumanymany(:
much needed break, much needed meet up.
Ria please dont meet us anymore.
i swear i love you.. but realli.
dets why u cnnt meet us.
haha.
corrrrny.
and it just reali dawned on me det i bought a dress just now.
haha.
impulse man.
WHY U ALL NVR STOP MEEEEEEE!!!
eeyur.
lucky its a pretty/preety dress.
**i forgot how to spell!!**
aiyah.
tmr is back to sch.
officially, sch dun strt for me till like next week.
but i hv sip report n mp proposal on my back.
grrr.
oh yes.
msg my lo regarding project proposal.
oh ahh!!
find another grp mate cos my 3rd grpmate just bastard us.
pfft.
u noe the feeling that u are suppose to be pissed, and u are pissed, but u cant be bothered to do the actions pissed ppl do???
ya like det loh.
ah well
my last stage.
over n done with mp, n den i'll graduate.
hurry hurryyyyyy!!!
dianloveyoumanymany(:
Saturday, October 17, 2009
HAHAHA!
cheekopek.hahahaha.
Friday, October 16, 2009
omg i'm seriously getting super irritated with all the videos making fun of Ris low. it's so freaking rude. don't these people realise that she is human with feelings too. i know that it isn't my problem but it just irritates me. yes she may be at fault for the cc fraud but you can't blame her for her bad english and failure to express herself properly. i'm very sure that whatever we interprate from her interviews is not exactly what she means. that's how peopl get misunderstood right?
i'm totally against the cc fraud thing but these people who are making fun of her, seriously have nothing better to do. to put it in simple terms... it's just sooo freaking mean!
dam
i'm totally against the cc fraud thing but these people who are making fun of her, seriously have nothing better to do. to put it in simple terms... it's just sooo freaking mean!
dam
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
today is a shit day.I'm sorry, but IT IS a shit day.
i know someone will feel me.right..haha.
something is seriously wrong with me today.i keep having negative thoughts in my head and i was kinda rude to a few of my friends.all i did today was, reading my notes and sleeping. for once, i didn't really bother or care about people's feelings.why bother right..but then,after some time, i felt bad cos how would they noe if I'm not really in a good mood right..only crazy people will declare openly.thats retarded.hahahahaha.
this is random, is money the root of all evil?
I've always thought that money is not everything and that money can't buy happiness.
i still believe in that..but sometimes,you just have to disagree with it right..we're living in a selfish world.ha ha.crap.
LET'S ALL MEET UP ONE DAY..
when everything was fallin apart
i know someone will feel me.right..haha.
something is seriously wrong with me today.i keep having negative thoughts in my head and i was kinda rude to a few of my friends.all i did today was, reading my notes and sleeping. for once, i didn't really bother or care about people's feelings.why bother right..but then,after some time, i felt bad cos how would they noe if I'm not really in a good mood right..only crazy people will declare openly.thats retarded.hahahahaha.
this is random, is money the root of all evil?
I've always thought that money is not everything and that money can't buy happiness.
i still believe in that..but sometimes,you just have to disagree with it right..we're living in a selfish world.ha ha.crap.
LET'S ALL MEET UP ONE DAY..
when everything was fallin apart
:( I need some chillak-a lovin'. School starts again next week and I'll be busy, if not even busier, until 20th or 25th Nov, which are the judging days for my project. Ish. And I'm in school now, finishing up what needs to be done. Heh. But I feel lazy. Like, really lazy. I'm waiting for Siti now, haiyaaa. ooh ohh! I went kite flying yesterday!!! We should go someday! We flew at the field beside Lagoon and on the beach also cos it was damn windy! Hehe. But the kites were damn ex lah. $6 for one. But somehow it's ok cos it was sooooooooo funn!!! I was damn excited and happy!! Felt like a small kid manszsz! Shld try! I felt so freeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
Hehehhe. Okie btw, I moved my blog to tumblr!!!! :)))) Heeee :D :D:D
Hehehhe. Okie btw, I moved my blog to tumblr!!!! :)))) Heeee :D :D:D
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
I BROUGHT MY BABY HOME!!!
((((:
((((:
at first my parents disapproved la..
my ma even said " kau pergi jual balik!"
**translation: u go sell back!**
but nyekkkk!!
its sitting on my cabinet top right now!!
FRESH BREAD IN THE MORNING HERE WE COME!!!
dianloveyoumanymany(:
Monday, October 12, 2009
as of today, 12th October 2009..I'm left with
-9 schooling days in Melayu institute,after 3 crazy years!hahaha.
-10days to lame graduation tea
-20days to Malay paper1
-28days to Malay paper2
-29days to GP
-31days to Management of Business paper1
-36days to Econs paper2
-38days to Econs paper1
-48days to Management of business paper2!
-54days to Standardchart! (pls pray that rann and me can make it till the end! haha)
-55days to FREEDOM!! ((((:
ayee,time gonna pass damn fast..I'm kinda sad but happy.. part of me dont really want time to pass by so quickly but part of me cant wait for everything to be over!
AND FINALLY i'll be freeeee and i can do whatever i want..yayyy!!
i noe there's light at the end of the tunnel..HAHA. -.- I'm gonna sacrifice just for 48days! tell me i can do this.of course i caaan..hahahahaha! work hard my friends.
ah shutup lah.haha.
oh! just now instead of gg home and sleep(heh) i stayed at bb macs and studehhh..and there's this FAKE crazy man at macs begging for money.wtf.bloodyliar.hahahahaha! kklah.bye.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
if only i could turn back time...
there's so many things i wish i hadn't done and
there's so many things i wish i WOULD have done.
and when things go wrong, we always tell ourselves that
everything happens for a reason!
righttt...
LIFE.hahahahahaha!
my exams are coming in about 3weeks time and i swear i.am.freaaaaaking nervous like shit but at the same time, I'm excited and cant wait.idk why..somebody shoot me please.its not that I'm not studying.i am..trying.. i am lah.haha (:
I'm scared, what if i...disappoint myself and my family? what if my results sucks? i dun really noe what i want to do after this.. go to um, be a better muslim, work, make my mother happy, get married, have kids and be a housewife! HAHAHAHAHA.crazyyyyy! I've never think this far before, but i just did.-_- hahaha. eeee..its not this easy..anyhow. whatever lah, lets not think too much and just live our life!
i love my family and friends to death. ((:
this is random, but sometimes i think i have a bipolar disorder.hahaha!
Close your eyes, clear your heart
there's so many things i wish i hadn't done and
there's so many things i wish i WOULD have done.
and when things go wrong, we always tell ourselves that
everything happens for a reason!
righttt...
LIFE.hahahahahaha!
my exams are coming in about 3weeks time and i swear i.am.freaaaaaking nervous like shit but at the same time, I'm excited and cant wait.idk why..somebody shoot me please.its not that I'm not studying.i am..trying.. i am lah.haha (:
I'm scared, what if i...disappoint myself and my family? what if my results sucks? i dun really noe what i want to do after this.. go to um, be a better muslim, work, make my mother happy, get married, have kids and be a housewife! HAHAHAHAHA.crazyyyyy! I've never think this far before, but i just did.-_- hahaha. eeee..its not this easy..anyhow. whatever lah, lets not think too much and just live our life!
i love my family and friends to death. ((:
this is random, but sometimes i think i have a bipolar disorder.hahaha!
Close your eyes, clear your heart
Saturday, October 10, 2009
I BOUGHT A BREADMAKER!!!!
HAHA.
K I'M SO HAPPY SINCE LIK 8PM JUST NOW.
MADMADMAD IMPULSE.
ITS STILL AT GIANT NOW.
COS I BEDEK THEM I SAY IGNNA FLY OFF.
HAHA.
SELF COLLECT ON TUESDAY.
TRUTH IS, MY MAMA N MY BABA IS GNNA KILL ME DETS WHY.
WE'LL SEE HOW DET GOES.
OK I NEED TO TIDO B4 MAK SAYA COME OUT N SKIN ME ALIVE.
LUVVVVVY YOUUUU!!
oh btw, rann n june, sorrry for not msging or calling!
i get somehow drunk when sale+baking are related.
hehh(:
MUACKS!
DIANLOVEYOUMANYMANY(:
HAHA.
K I'M SO HAPPY SINCE LIK 8PM JUST NOW.
MADMADMAD IMPULSE.
ITS STILL AT GIANT NOW.
COS I BEDEK THEM I SAY IGNNA FLY OFF.
HAHA.
SELF COLLECT ON TUESDAY.
TRUTH IS, MY MAMA N MY BABA IS GNNA KILL ME DETS WHY.
WE'LL SEE HOW DET GOES.
OK I NEED TO TIDO B4 MAK SAYA COME OUT N SKIN ME ALIVE.
LUVVVVVY YOUUUU!!
oh btw, rann n june, sorrry for not msging or calling!
i get somehow drunk when sale+baking are related.
hehh(:
MUACKS!
DIANLOVEYOUMANYMANY(:
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
my nose is running. i feel like puking. i've got to get that calculator tmr morning. yes so i'm gonna skip my tutorial cos national exams are definitely more important than my graded attendance. i've got an online test tmr and im not prepared at all.
well done!
well done!
Saturday, October 3, 2009
i cried watching these two videos! both happy and sad in some ways..
Friday, October 2, 2009
i'm so boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
craving for chocolate cookies right now.
dipped in yoghurt.
ahhhh syok!!
i'm in a phase where i i keep wanting my food dipped in yoghurt.
ria this one all ur fault.
hahaha.
MrA's worried too. he say he cant imagine if i'm pregnant.
i told him i'm craving for burung puyoh next.
he gv me his classic -.- face.
i think that's quail the bird quail.
as in puyoh, not his face.
ya.
daaaaamn nice!!
but spore one damn bony la.
msia one fatter.
best.
oh!! andand.. did u guys feel the tremors???
i felt both!!
my 3rd n 4th time respectively if not wrong.
so scary yet so exciting.
but i doubt the Sumatra n Padang ppl feel very excited..
):
n speaking of Padang..
I CRAVING FOR NASI PADANG!!
**bad linking i know i know**
but hv u treid Pariaman's ???
DAAAAAAAMN BLARDY SYOK.
their lemak ayan bakar...
ikan sambal belado..
rendang..
bagedil...
wah. i can salivate right unto my keyboard man.
u can serve this right next to a table filled with the fanciest western food.
I DUN CARE.
haha.
i mean, i love a good chicken chop.
but despite my haprak pnye melayu, my tongue can nvr resist good malay food man.
my tummy's a lucky tummy.
hahaha
ok byeeeeee!!
dianloveyoumanymany(:
craving for chocolate cookies right now.
dipped in yoghurt.
ahhhh syok!!
i'm in a phase where i i keep wanting my food dipped in yoghurt.
ria this one all ur fault.
hahaha.
MrA's worried too. he say he cant imagine if i'm pregnant.
i told him i'm craving for burung puyoh next.
he gv me his classic -.- face.
i think that's quail the bird quail.
as in puyoh, not his face.
ya.
daaaaamn nice!!
but spore one damn bony la.
msia one fatter.
best.
oh!! andand.. did u guys feel the tremors???
i felt both!!
my 3rd n 4th time respectively if not wrong.
so scary yet so exciting.
but i doubt the Sumatra n Padang ppl feel very excited..
):
n speaking of Padang..
I CRAVING FOR NASI PADANG!!
**bad linking i know i know**
but hv u treid Pariaman's ???
DAAAAAAAMN BLARDY SYOK.
their lemak ayan bakar...
ikan sambal belado..
rendang..
bagedil...
wah. i can salivate right unto my keyboard man.
u can serve this right next to a table filled with the fanciest western food.
I DUN CARE.
haha.
i mean, i love a good chicken chop.
but despite my haprak pnye melayu, my tongue can nvr resist good malay food man.
my tummy's a lucky tummy.
hahaha
ok byeeeeee!!
dianloveyoumanymany(:
Thursday, October 1, 2009
guess who gt 7days mc?! (again)
: Meeeeeeeee!
now is a very bad timing for me to fall sick.i've alr promised myself that i'll study hard and just focus on my studies, BUT this HAD to happened. just ONE month...and i dun care if i fall sick everyday after that..yarright.u noe,i think im suspected to have h1n1 AGAIN! cos the doctor took my swab this time round and its damn disgusting laaaah.i swear. and he said my tonsil is like the size of a TENNIS ball! wth.ediott. im such a whine arr.must be the swine in me.hahahahaa.takecare ppl.(:
sighhhh envy is a horribllleeeeee feeling. firstly, cause its notably a bad thing to feel, like in a virtuous sense, and secondly, its such a dissaisfyign feeling. aiyo, i think i need to pray already lo. grow up wishing for more when i hv so much. tsk tsk. but reallyy, it's worse!!! when you weren't envious but some people keep rubbing it in your face that you ought to be because thatt is the better pasture where you should be. and im so okay being the way i am. this, in particular goes a long way.. seeee toldya, its not my fault. i, mysterious me, will neverrrrrrr succumb to external pressures!! NEVAAAA