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Friday, April 30, 2010
at the rate im gg, i think i might develop some abs soon! -.-
my cough i mean.hahahahahaha
anw,
ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS
JUNE ONE TON AND RANN RAMBUTAN!
abit moree, abit moreeee..i think i keep telling june that.haha! bt reallyyyy..HANG ON! Better things will come our way.lets pray for that ok!
iloveyouguys! (:
hahahahahahahahahhaha.bye.
my cough i mean.hahahahahaha
anw,
ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS
JUNE ONE TON AND RANN RAMBUTAN!
abit moree, abit moreeee..i think i keep telling june that.haha! bt reallyyyy..HANG ON! Better things will come our way.lets pray for that ok!
iloveyouguys! (:
hahahahahahahahahhaha.bye.
http://www.mysoju.com/ing/
Thursday, April 29, 2010
http://www.mysoju.com/humming/
When we see the twinkling starlight,
the very star already disappeared.
When the light is taking a million light years travelling in space,
the star itself dies, leaving its own light.
It's like love which has disappeared when we realise how precious it is.
Will they be stars?
Sometimes passing by our window to talk to us.
Maybe you were that shooting star.
When we see the twinkling starlight,
the very star already disappeared.
When the light is taking a million light years travelling in space,
the star itself dies, leaving its own light.
It's like love which has disappeared when we realise how precious it is.
Will they be stars?
Sometimes passing by our window to talk to us.
Maybe you were that shooting star.
i think i'm gnna do this each time i feel so blessed in life.
no need to wait for my potential husband to gv as hantaran redi.
Oh God..
still cant believe it for real!!
SOMEONESOMEONE BOUGHT ME A
KENWOOD MIXER!!
KENWOOD MIXER!!!
OMGOMGOMG!!
KENWOOD MIXER AHHHHHH!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
((((:
:DDDDDDD
hahahaKENWOOD MIXER!!
KENWOOD MIXER!!!
OMGOMGOMG!!
KENWOOD MIXER AHHHHHH!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
((((:
:DDDDDDD
no need to wait for my potential husband to gv as hantaran redi.
Oh God..
still cant believe it for real!!
i told rann i'll blog in caps if i get a job, so here goesss~
ok finish
(:
I GOT A JOB!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
ok finish
(:
i agree with wantan. all the more to appreciate everything in sight...
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
to treasure those around you. how often do you hear this? now and then, here and there? well i bet everyone has heard it before
but do we ever take those words to heart?
is it really so difficult to treasure those around you?
the thing is, it's not difficult to treasure those around you because treasuring someone is all in the heart.
the difficult part comes in when we have to express this in action.
when someone we treasure has passed on, we regret because we have not done enough to show these people that we love them and how much they mean to us.
this regret is either guilt on our part or the feeling that these people actually deserve more love and care from us than what we have given them. they deserved more. much more love and concern but we had chose not to treat them the way we should have because we have taken them and life for granted.
there's always another day, right?
yet we never truly remembered that there are what ifs in this world. in fact.. many what ifs.
i am too guilty of commiting this terrible act or no act of showing how much i treasure those around me.
i remebered how i told ria that i've always wanted to write a will and notes to my family and friends in case a what if happens to me, so that at least they'll know how much i love and treasure them. haha but yea ria, then these people might end up saying "so she knew she was going to.....". what should i do then?
well life goes on (or does it not?)
I LOVE you guyss!! :) :) :) i love my family even more and you guys should know who's in my family. <3
but do we ever take those words to heart?
is it really so difficult to treasure those around you?
the thing is, it's not difficult to treasure those around you because treasuring someone is all in the heart.
the difficult part comes in when we have to express this in action.
when someone we treasure has passed on, we regret because we have not done enough to show these people that we love them and how much they mean to us.
this regret is either guilt on our part or the feeling that these people actually deserve more love and care from us than what we have given them. they deserved more. much more love and concern but we had chose not to treat them the way we should have because we have taken them and life for granted.
there's always another day, right?
yet we never truly remembered that there are what ifs in this world. in fact.. many what ifs.
i am too guilty of commiting this terrible act or no act of showing how much i treasure those around me.
i remebered how i told ria that i've always wanted to write a will and notes to my family and friends in case a what if happens to me, so that at least they'll know how much i love and treasure them. haha but yea ria, then these people might end up saying "so she knew she was going to.....". what should i do then?
well life goes on (or does it not?)
I LOVE you guyss!! :) :) :) i love my family even more and you guys should know who's in my family. <3
this is better than the previous one cos watching the previous one make me headache arrr..haha. and i loveeee it when they do the shuffle thing.coolshittttt! i think i can go gagaaa over ppl shuffling.hahahaa
anw whats on TWENTYSIXTH MAY 2010?!?!?! (((((((:
YEYYYYY!! YEYYY!! im (abit) scared actually but, who cares right?!
HOORAYY!
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
everytime i cough, i'll feel like vomiting. and everytime i feel like vomiting, my head will hurt. if only i can take out my throat and clear every damn thing inside it, my life would at least be slightly better.i hope so. i dont even feel like talking nw cos if i do, i might just find fault in everyone.haha. i need to meditate,maybe its pms.yea,excuses.hahahahahahahaha
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Can we pretend that airplanes
in the night sky are like shooting stars?
in the night sky are like shooting stars?
Friday, April 23, 2010
i call this blady shit insomnia. dam!!! i feel darnright sleepy at 1am and when i lie in bed for 1 hour i become bladyyyyy awake! like wth!!! omgggggg!!!! i need sleeping pills... eeeeeeeeeks!
so here i am!!! have been snoozing my alarm since 10am until i finally realised that i had snoozed emough.
why does time past so fast when you're sleeping??? it felt like 1 min ago when i snoozed the 10 min snooze. SHIT!
yeah yeah so im awake now. gonna have to studyyyyyyy!!! arhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! 3 days left for tht 2 papers on monday!!! im gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
june please remind me to buy the textbooks early and study consistently plus plus plus probably start studying 2 months in advance. bleah...
and ria!!! i agree hahahaha!!!!!! anyhow sia
so here i am!!! have been snoozing my alarm since 10am until i finally realised that i had snoozed emough.
why does time past so fast when you're sleeping??? it felt like 1 min ago when i snoozed the 10 min snooze. SHIT!
yeah yeah so im awake now. gonna have to studyyyyyyy!!! arhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! 3 days left for tht 2 papers on monday!!! im gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
june please remind me to buy the textbooks early and study consistently plus plus plus probably start studying 2 months in advance. bleah...
and ria!!! i agree hahahaha!!!!!! anyhow sia
juntot!! sorehh,my batt went flat and i was talking to noone for a few seconds.thanks uh.. -.- haha.
anw whatever was said made me think that maybe we're not normal cos thats what we're supposed to do as girls and be naturally good at, but we dont! and we suck at it.haha. or maybe some girls are just plain ___.not normal. hahahahahaha.u get what i mean..? idk what im talking.
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hello,im back.
and its reeeeeeeaaaallllyyy NOT good to stay up late into the night or into the morning,cos that damn emo bug will seriously come into u arrr..ha! i tried sleeping.i think i did, or was i just dreaming? k,nvm. anw in times like this, its really good to have someone to talk to bt nt all though..yearight! like who..? someone close and someone u can feel like, home-home. ok,i mean my sister.haha.we were texting each other for the past 30mins? and i couldnt feel any happier than that.lame,i noe.but i just realised how much i missed her..freaking alotttttt.and i noe i will never ever tell her this ): ah shit,make me wanna cry.stupid lah. im so damn proud to have a sister with so much patience and endurance or whatever gd vocab u wanna put.idk if i can ever be as strong as her when i grow up or when i get married! lets just pray evrything goes well with everyone k,in the future and in the present. this kinda thing make me realised hw lucky i am sometimes.aaaaaahhhhh..and i miss my nieces and nephew like shit.adik's bdae this coming tues and maybe its time for me to buy them presents.maybe i'll cancel whatever plans i have for the wkends and spend time with them instead.
afterall,the only people u can trust whole heartedly and till u die are ur own family right..?
its gg to be 3am! i better sleep.k,goodnight.
haha
anw whatever was said made me think that maybe we're not normal cos thats what we're supposed to do as girls and be naturally good at, but we dont! and we suck at it.haha. or maybe some girls are just plain ___.not normal. hahahahahaha.u get what i mean..? idk what im talking.
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hello,im back.
and its reeeeeeeaaaallllyyy NOT good to stay up late into the night or into the morning,cos that damn emo bug will seriously come into u arrr..ha! i tried sleeping.i think i did, or was i just dreaming? k,nvm. anw in times like this, its really good to have someone to talk to bt nt all though..yearight! like who..? someone close and someone u can feel like, home-home. ok,i mean my sister.haha.we were texting each other for the past 30mins? and i couldnt feel any happier than that.lame,i noe.but i just realised how much i missed her..freaking alotttttt.and i noe i will never ever tell her this ): ah shit,make me wanna cry.stupid lah. im so damn proud to have a sister with so much patience and endurance or whatever gd vocab u wanna put.idk if i can ever be as strong as her when i grow up or when i get married! lets just pray evrything goes well with everyone k,in the future and in the present. this kinda thing make me realised hw lucky i am sometimes.aaaaaahhhhh..and i miss my nieces and nephew like shit.adik's bdae this coming tues and maybe its time for me to buy them presents.maybe i'll cancel whatever plans i have for the wkends and spend time with them instead.
afterall,the only people u can trust whole heartedly and till u die are ur own family right..?
its gg to be 3am! i better sleep.k,goodnight.
haha
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
" If she’s amazing then she won’t be easy.
If she’s easy,she won’t be amazing.
If she’s worth it,you won’t give up.
If you give up, you’re not worth it.. "
If she’s easy,she won’t be amazing.
If she’s worth it,you won’t give up.
If you give up, you’re not worth it.. "
WHO'S THE ONE WHO SAY SHE HAS A CRUSH ON WENTWORTH MILLER SCOFFIELD HUHH???!?!
hahahahahahahhahaah.
eyurrr..
ya'll keep saying i have weird taste in guys..
but alamak..
LOOK. AT. THAT.
heeeeee
:P
btw ria, that IS migraine. sux to the core right!
tell u wad.
get a warm drink..
rub ure temples with medicated oil.
dab some on ur pillow.
**or u can use lavender oil/ lotion**
sleep in a dark quiet room.
(:
dets how i cure mine.
or.
u can go munch on cili padi and we'll see how that works eh?
haha.
its det theory u n june were telling me abt the other time.
changing distractions or smting.
2am now~!!
gnight people who have lives.
(:
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
im falling sick.sucks man ): idk how does a migraine feel like bt i think im having it nw.the back of my head hurts like shit and my throat feels as if its burning.asjkdfhjkfh.
As much as i keep complaining abt my work and the ppl all, at least for the past two days they have been rather n.i.c.e and concern abt my well being. i feel loveeeeed ((: haha,lame. anw they made ginseng tea for me to reduce the heat in my body? heh? andddd me, being nice and tactful,haha, i said i'll drink one cup! yearrighttt.when nobody was looking, i went to the sink and pour half of it out. heh! ginseng tea lehhh..i dont even drink green tea,apple tea,peach tea, jasmine tea? u ask me to drink ginseng tea!? it was daaamn bitter lah pls. but i DO drink a little bit though.haha. haiya,im so confused.at some point of time, i badly want to fall sick so i can dun go to work.but on the other hand, i hateeeee the feeling of being sick..
so how now brown cow?
take panadol and sleep and tell urself ure perfectly fine the next day..heh
If knowing too much can get u hurt..
then i'd rather not noe and just live in denial
but someday,oneday, it will hurt u more than it should
As much as i keep complaining abt my work and the ppl all, at least for the past two days they have been rather n.i.c.e and concern abt my well being. i feel loveeeeed ((: haha,lame. anw they made ginseng tea for me to reduce the heat in my body? heh? andddd me, being nice and tactful,haha, i said i'll drink one cup! yearrighttt.when nobody was looking, i went to the sink and pour half of it out. heh! ginseng tea lehhh..i dont even drink green tea,apple tea,peach tea, jasmine tea? u ask me to drink ginseng tea!? it was daaamn bitter lah pls. but i DO drink a little bit though.haha. haiya,im so confused.at some point of time, i badly want to fall sick so i can dun go to work.but on the other hand, i hateeeee the feeling of being sick..
so how now brown cow?
take panadol and sleep and tell urself ure perfectly fine the next day..heh
If knowing too much can get u hurt..
then i'd rather not noe and just live in denial
but someday,oneday, it will hurt u more than it should
a new awakening.i don't know if i like it or not...but its about time i guess......so weird, how you can be so happy and so disappointed simultaneously. so very interesting..
i hate it when ppl dun reply my smses.
hate it when ppl dun reply my emails.
so u can guess how annoying this job searching thing has been for me.
send a million resumes..
but noooooo~~
no reply wadsoever.
pfft.
haha.
i know that's de system la. shortlisted den u get a reply.
but stilll!?!?
it pisses me off like madddddd.
i just think its basic courtesy to RESPOND.
damnit.
**u noe like if u apply for uni and u dun get it, at leasssssttt there's a rejection letter ryt**
hate being cranky man.
stuck at home..
no milo powder in the house..
hormones..
NEED A LIFEEEEEEE!!!
bleagh.
hate it when ppl dun reply my emails.
so u can guess how annoying this job searching thing has been for me.
send a million resumes..
but noooooo~~
no reply wadsoever.
pfft.
haha.
i know that's de system la. shortlisted den u get a reply.
but stilll!?!?
it pisses me off like madddddd.
i just think its basic courtesy to RESPOND.
damnit.
**u noe like if u apply for uni and u dun get it, at leasssssttt there's a rejection letter ryt**
hate being cranky man.
stuck at home..
no milo powder in the house..
hormones..
NEED A LIFEEEEEEE!!!
bleagh.
Monday, April 19, 2010
my all time favourite kt tunstall song!
not a fan of rolling stones but so cool the way she uses the loop!!!!
not a fan of rolling stones but so cool the way she uses the loop!!!!
it make me wanna say
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohhh ohhhh
ohh my gosh!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
june and rann,i hope this song will get stuck in ur head while u guys are studying into the night! hahahahahahaha
anwsss lets have more of jasoooon castro!
thats what im here for (:
goodnight!
im not sleepy at all bt i need to sleep cos im scared to stay up alone.heh.kbye.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
I'M TYPIING THIS AT THE STROKE OF 12 ON APRIL 18TH!!
MEANS I'M THE LAST OFFICIAL PERSON TO WISH YUUU!
((((:
loooooove, kecik.
hahahahaha
Saturday, April 17, 2010
bored and unhappy with the current state of my hair, i decided to cut my hair in the toilet! wahahahaah!!!!!!!!
now that my hair is done, im still bored! darn! what other things should i attempt to do???
i need to study!! yea that's for sure but what if i dont want to?
please knock me on the head.
thanks
i dreamt of cereal prawns just now. i wanna eat that. the shiok kind
now that my hair is done, im still bored! darn! what other things should i attempt to do???
i need to study!! yea that's for sure but what if i dont want to?
please knock me on the head.
thanks
i dreamt of cereal prawns just now. i wanna eat that. the shiok kind
THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO JUNEH AND KECIKKK!
AND TO YOU ALL ALSO CAN LAH..HAHAHAHA
SPECIALLY FROM MEEEEE! ((:
kkk,i noe this song is daaaamn annoying but the more i listen, the more im hooked it. so im gonna make u all like this song toooooo..sharing is caring! :D
ok lets sing! hahahahaha
You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, minddd
Please dont waste my time, time, time, time, timeeee
Im not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, windddd
I wish our hearts could come together as one
klah,on a serious note.serious or what! haha. i prefer this song actually,make me feel like as if im floating in the air.i dont know whats the link, but ya laah..just listen and maybe u'll get what i mean.haha. and i didnt noe its from boyzone at first.heh
I will learn to live before I die
will learn to love and learn to try
not to give it all away
(:
ooooohhh..im gg back to schl tmr! hello bukit batooook!imy.hahahaha. damn,i need to wake up in 4hrs time.anw,there's a flea at the flyer tmr,im gg with my frens.anyone gg,text me k!
goodnight.bye.
Friday, April 16, 2010
finally i can logged in..
I was so angry a few minutes ago..
but now i feel so sad and just sad
Im so irritated with myself cos my anger only last for a short while and then i'll feel like shit after that or i'll just force myself to sleep,yar2..doing what im best at.ha! ohgod..i hate this feeling of sleeping with a heavy heart! breathe..breatheeee. its just a EARPIECE.nooo its not.i treasure my stuff very dearly and i hate hatee hateeee it when i lose these kind of stuff.i shud just lose my head as well! bleagh.
):
I was so angry a few minutes ago..
but now i feel so sad and just sad
Im so irritated with myself cos my anger only last for a short while and then i'll feel like shit after that or i'll just force myself to sleep,yar2..doing what im best at.ha! ohgod..i hate this feeling of sleeping with a heavy heart! breathe..breatheeee. its just a EARPIECE.nooo its not.i treasure my stuff very dearly and i hate hatee hateeee it when i lose these kind of stuff.i shud just lose my head as well! bleagh.
):
this post is on behalf of ria cos she can't seem to log in and it's making her even more PISSED!!!!!
i can't find my EARPIECE!!!! ARGGGGHHHHHH!!!!! OMG!! DAM IT LA! i rememebered putting it into my bag!! but now it's gone! WTF!!!!! omg!!! shit la!!!!!!! KNS!!!!!! why is it not in my bag when i remembered very clearly that i put it inside!! arghhhhh!!!!!!!
I need to SCREAMMMMM sooooo BADLYYY!!!! arhhhhhhhh arghhhhhhhhhh eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
;)
i can't find my EARPIECE!!!! ARGGGGHHHHHH!!!!! OMG!! DAM IT LA! i rememebered putting it into my bag!! but now it's gone! WTF!!!!! omg!!! shit la!!!!!!! KNS!!!!!! why is it not in my bag when i remembered very clearly that i put it inside!! arghhhhh!!!!!!!
I need to SCREAMMMMM sooooo BADLYYY!!!! arhhhhhhhh arghhhhhhhhhh eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
;)
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
this always reminds me of spain! every morning, at 7am, this is my alarm. i always thought...wth, what stupid song is this...i caught the words..love...marry...fall in love.., and thought i was lame. hahahah except i didnt know he look so ncie with dreadlocks and so nice the video!!!!!!!!!!! make me want to take lots and lots of pics everywhere we go! haha
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010
i need my holiday
please take me awayyyyy
please take me awayyyyy
Sunday, April 11, 2010
''Friendship isn't bout who you've known the longest, its who came & never left''
and still remain the same..
I saw that phrase on fb grp and i guess its kinda true to a large extent.oh wells..
and no,i didn't become a fan of that group.haha!
and still remain the same..
I saw that phrase on fb grp and i guess its kinda true to a large extent.oh wells..
and no,i didn't become a fan of that group.haha!
Thursday, April 8, 2010
haha ria that always happens to me!!!!!!! like all the time! i went to cold storage the other day to but something but ended up spending close to $50 without what i was suppose to buy. SMART RIGHT! omg i feel like shit whenever this kinda things happen...
go themepark??? i WANT! hahaahaha can we sit the nice nice rides please!!!!!!! i need to vent something out of my system. ive got so much to do actually but i keep procrastinating. this is the ultimate. i keep watching movies online just to distract myself. i've got a test tmr and i can safely say that im NOT prepared. darn it all
go themepark??? i WANT! hahaahaha can we sit the nice nice rides please!!!!!!! i need to vent something out of my system. ive got so much to do actually but i keep procrastinating. this is the ultimate. i keep watching movies online just to distract myself. i've got a test tmr and i can safely say that im NOT prepared. darn it all
Im so irritated with myself! my head and my brain just REFUSED to work together nw! its so damn annoying when u constantly have ur mind stuck somewhere,and no, its nt in the clouds. ha! i wish. anddd its so tiring when ur mind is not functioning the way u want it to be.urgh. dear brain, pls be nice to me.thank you very much. anw,two days back i went to pp after work and noe what? i forgot what i was supposed to do at pp! so i bought food and some stuff and went home.the next morning then i realised that my main purpose of gg to pp was for something else. -.- so today after work,i went to pp agaaaain and i kept reminding myself of what i was supposed to do. Yearrighttt! after walking around like an ediot,buy these and that, i went home and FORGOT all abt it, AGAIN. asdjkfdfsdhfjasfjk.i wanna pull my hair!haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..and tmr i cant possibly go to pp again cos i end at 8 and fri there's the dinner and sat i cant.sun im too lazy.bleah.and work's nt being nice to me either.suck.
I want to go theme park can??or take the luge.or the flyer.or go barrage or any other place where there's alot of wind and airrrrrrrr! hahahahahahahaha.
I want to go theme park can??or take the luge.or the flyer.or go barrage or any other place where there's alot of wind and airrrrrrrr! hahahahahahahaha.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
i'll get by,
i'll survive,
when the world's crashing down
when i fall and hit the ground
i will turn myself around
don't you try to stop me
i, and i won't cry.
hello.
i'm actually suuuuuper pissed at FB cos i'm feeling damn semangat to upload pics in my Baked For Love album.
but noooooo~
the very occasional time dian want to update album, o cos it wont work!
pissed.
and very sleepy.
i'm making it a habit to hv heavy suppers every night while i watch Friends on Starworld at 1130.
**ITS WORKING!! i'm 37 now!!**
so yep.
heavy late night supper = very sleepy n lazy girl.
ohyes. back to my point.
since i cant upload on FB yet,
i'm gnna post in hereeeeeeee(((:
hahaha.
Beef, Celery, Spinach and Cheese Pide
enjoy(:
**editted.
ok fb can upload wooohooo!hahahahhaahha
i'm actually suuuuuper pissed at FB cos i'm feeling damn semangat to upload pics in my Baked For Love album.
but noooooo~
the very occasional time dian want to update album, o cos it wont work!
pissed.
and very sleepy.
i'm making it a habit to hv heavy suppers every night while i watch Friends on Starworld at 1130.
**ITS WORKING!! i'm 37 now!!**
so yep.
heavy late night supper = very sleepy n lazy girl.
ohyes. back to my point.
since i cant upload on FB yet,
i'm gnna post in hereeeeeeee(((:
hahaha.
Beef, Celery, Spinach and Cheese Pide
enjoy(:
**editted.
ok fb can upload wooohooo!hahahahhaahha
Monday, April 5, 2010
One day she will tell you that she has had enough,
Its coming round again.
this doesnt hurt.
this doesnt hurt.
i noe this doesnt hurt.
as much as i keep telling myself that, at the end of the day,deep down it still hurts like fcuk.i hate having this kind of feeling.sometimes i dont know how long my patience can last me.it sucks trying to pretend.pretend everything's alright and pretending to be dumb.you noe hw much it hurts when people think you're dumb?ah shit.im losing my trust.ohgod,pls give me strength.
Its coming round again.
this doesnt hurt.
this doesnt hurt.
i noe this doesnt hurt.
as much as i keep telling myself that, at the end of the day,deep down it still hurts like fcuk.i hate having this kind of feeling.sometimes i dont know how long my patience can last me.it sucks trying to pretend.pretend everything's alright and pretending to be dumb.you noe hw much it hurts when people think you're dumb?ah shit.im losing my trust.ohgod,pls give me strength.
i love their voices. kelly expecially.. haha
what's my problem you'd ask
I'd tell you straight in the face
I wear a mask.
to hide my pain
to hide my insecurities
to hide this very person you see
avoiding all the thoughts
knowing the pain it would have brought
living a life without a face
living alone in this place
I'd tell you straight in the face
I wear a mask.
to hide my pain
to hide my insecurities
to hide this very person you see
avoiding all the thoughts
knowing the pain it would have brought
living a life without a face
living alone in this place
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Built a wall around my heart
i'll never let it fall apart
but strangely i wish secretly
it would fall down while i'm asleep.
Friday, April 2, 2010
"ours is essentially a tragic age, so we refuse to take it tragically. The cataclysm has happened, we are among the ruins, we start to build up new little habitats, to have new little hopes. it is rather hardwork: there is now no smooth road into the future; but we go round, or scramble over obstacles. We got to live, no matter many skies have fallen."
- d.h lawrence. lady chatterly's lover
i like how nicely put this is. :)
- d.h lawrence. lady chatterly's lover
i like how nicely put this is. :)