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Friday, January 11, 2008

this site is quite private right? my blog is too public for me to rant directly.

ahhh. tgif was bloody hell fun but a certain someone kind of upsets me smtimes.(haha dont make conclusions so quickly) i think of late you guys dont exactly fancy him as much as you do anymore but ya la. okay, i'll just rant okay. cannot tahan la.

I'm tired ya know. plain tired. Sometimes, even as a friend, you try do things but then when u stop and realise, its just always been yourself thats bothering. i might be wrong but I'm quite upset abt this over dosage of the k------ thing. Not upset that zaki's all gd n happy now but just that he really never did put this sort of effort into anything much in relation to me and sometimes i wonder if he even ever remembers anything he promises. haha, i thought i was jealous but i am not man, soooo not jealous. I'm just upset. one of the reasons why i thought it'd be better this way was cause i was hoping that maybe he'll bother more if he was just a friend. I know what i am. I'm hurt and very disappointed. but i'm not covering up or anything. sekali i make things sounds worsew than it is. he is a very very very trusty n gd friend but smtimes it's just sad la. the whole thing, everything.well, although technically i didnt lose anything it does feel that way.and its soooooooooooooooo dammit stupid to be sad alone when the other fella isnt. i think although i dont say so much regardign this shit, you guys know me well enough and how much i always zaki this zaki that. kehidupan yang sedih. not! everything happens for a reason. i swear..!

such a relief.