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Sunday, March 30, 2008

i miss those kids badly.. ):

thats HAFIZ! (:

Hi. even though we make a new blog at lj, i think I'm gonna blog here-for now.
its just I'm used to this blogger.. ok.

its already 1.17am and im blogging now.

i just feel like saying what i felt.

okok. i cant help it laa. i miss those kids at darul ma'wa!!

even though it was alr 2 days ago that i visited them, i still cant get their faces and laughters out of my mind.. seriously laa.

initially, i thought it was dumb and stupid to tutor kids for cip. (I'm so sorry)

especially to the children at darul ma'wa.

cos i remembered kc went there before and it was a bad experience, till my class didn't get to go..

and i wasnt even looking forward for it.

but.... my perception of darul ma'wa changed 360degrees.

im so sorry,i take back my words.

when we reached there, i thought to myself and imagine if i were to live there.

no parents

no family

no 'home'

no freedom

but its just no happiness and love... (though they do care for u)

and the worst part is, they are still children..

we always say that we have deprived childhood and all..

but now i realised, who are we to complain all these..?

these children have to go through so much in their early stage of life..

and yet, they are not even complaining or sulking.

i think they are more mature than some of us.

i should feel embarrassed.

sometimes i feel we are so fortunate,

its just we dont really realise it untill something bad happens to us. right?

i dun really like it when ppl always say they have problems and make it seem like as if they are the only one in this world is having a problem!

there's other ppl in this world who suffer more and have greater problems than us..

we shouldn't even complain so much about our life or even take things for granted!

haiz..i dunno laa.. suddenly i feel like talking abt this.

i got alot to say..but i just dunno how to say. nvm..

back to the kids at darul ma'wa,

i think I'm in love with them!

the first boy i noticed when i entered their library was this cute Chinese-looking boy!

i thought i was seeing double cos he has a twin! aaaauw.. how adorable...!!

Hafiz abdullah and Akhbar abdullah. 7 years old. (:

i was tutoring Akhbar at first,but instead, i was asked to tutor this boy and a girl.

i didn't want to leave him,but nvm.

and guess what?? i was actually tutoring the twins elder brother! Isa abdullah!

how coincidental.. and they are actually Chinese convert!

and and Hafiz has a small mole at the side of his nose bridge.. aaaauuwww... ((:

hahahaha.

i felt like a teacher cos this girl asked me to give her spelling!

and i had to mark her work. hee..

u noe..the kids kept calling me "kakak. kakak."

i felt so touched and happy!

there's this girl,called ana. she suddenly jumped on me and sit on my lap! ((:

and she hugged me! (:

then, there's this boy called Farhan! he's super naughty,but smart. a potential mini-mat! hahaha.

and also this girl all of a sudden kept talking to me.

he even showed me her adik! and whisper secretly to me that the home is haunted! eeyur..

alamak..u tell the wrong person laa.I'm like the most 'brave' person on earth! hahaha!

we had balloon sculpture after that..

and Hafiz asked me to make him a flower! so cute....!!!

i made a red flower for him. ((:

soon, we have to leave.. i cant bear to part with them..

one girl c

an make a great impact on our lives.

i love kids.. i think now i noe what i want to be!

i want to create an orphanage or a hom

hased after us and told me "kakak,u promise to come again next year ok.."

haaaaa.. i felt like crying as I'm typing this..

i promise i'll come back.and i wont brake my promise. (:

i sayang all of them....!!!

i dunno laaa..lets just leave it for now..

all i know, i want to do something greater and meaningful in life.

OK.. i think i said too much. hahaha.

i feel happier now! yay! (heck my English la)

hahahahaha.

ok bye!

its alr 2.30am!! wooah. lol.

Good night friends and lovely kids!

((:

-don't take things for granted

riaaaaaa..


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