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Thursday, April 24, 2008
Heluu..
![]() ![]() hi frens! i realised i've not been updating this blog for a looooongggg time.. cos i think there's nothing much to update about. if i update pun, i'll just complain and complain about how much i hate? ok hate is a strong word,dislike then, gg to schl. sometimes,im still wondering what am i doing? i cant seem to enjoy school.. isit the lessons? isit the teachers? isit the school? isit the frens? isit the influence? or isit just plain lazy me?! haiz.. i dunno. sometimes i really feel like withdrawing.ok,i've been thinking of that for the past few days! but i noe its impossible. i wont want to withdraw due to my own selfishness. (is that how u spell?) just because im too lazy to get up so early every morning just to get to a foreign land?? every day is somehow like a countdown for me. reach school, countdown to the end of every period..and then countdown to end of school. and the cycle goes on for the whole week! *smacks head* i think one of the main reason why i wont want to withdraw is because i dunwant to disappoint my parents.. every morning when i leave home for school, i'll salam my parents and cant help but think about their hardship bringing me up till where i am now. i dunno.... i just feel that they worked so hard to earn money to feed us and make sure we have a good education all. and the least we could do is to return their (......) by making them proud of us. u get what i mean..i just dunno how to say la.. but it seems like im not doing anything. that makes me pissed-with myself. haiz.. i shall stop talking..if not i'll carry on and on.. hahaha. okok. u noe i promised to never waste my food anymore! ok.i'll try.. but i almost vomit in schl just now cos i forced myself to finish up the cream cheese spaghetti! yuck... and it was mixed with tasteless black pepper sauce! eeeyur.. MI canteen food sedap huh.. yada yada. i havent do hmwk!!!! but i finish my third draft PI! yay. haha. ok bye.. take care frens! (: riaaaaaaa.. i think im moving but i go nowhere.. |