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Saturday, April 26, 2008

i know this is not a nice word to use but i'm fucked up!!!!

over many little small reason and i needed a tgif sooooooooooo bad. i hate atributing mood swing to periods but oh my, hahaha i finally gt my period so ya, i guess we've gt our culprit.its really bad. i dont i felt this bad in my life before. being upset over.. precisely, nothing. actually its so many things. i got my prelim grade back.. and besides acadamics, there are just soo many other little expectations and things that keep disappointing me, small or large alike, they just seem to serve their main purposes of feeding off my faith. i can do anything when i am happy but right this instance, i m not and my stomach is killing me. i feel so small and petty now but its okay..

there are many gd things also la. but the bad ones just seem to overide them on an emotive level. i want life to be really really simple. i wish everyone and myself to be happy, good and all the stupid things we wish for when we were children.

fine rann, hahaha

love, june