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Hello! We are the Chillak-a

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Helo! we just met just now.haha. 36 was being such a toot cos we waited for almost 30 mins!
I WANT TO GO FOR NDP SO BADLY.... why didn't i ballot..but then again, I've never been able to get the ticket also. LUCK hurr.. haiz. i'm still irritated with myself for not volunteering. *smacksforehead!* should have signed up earlier. bad enough, i didn't get to go for syf. haiz. OK!lets not talk about this anymore. yada yada..
while waiting for June's 36, we had nice long talk hurrr. thanks to 36! hahaha. it just feels good and nice when i talk to the chillak-a'ss! ((:

Talking about the past.. i realised how much i missed the good old times.. it's sad knowing that friends u thought, could last you a lifetime, just drift apart.OK, i hate the word 'used to.' it just shows that we are no longer close.sucks. I'm sure you all know who am i referring to.i won't say their names here. It's kinda sucky cos it's not that we drift apart cos we're in different school or country!damn it, we're even in the same freaking school. *sry,my schl's fine actually.heh.*
Sometimes, i just don't feel like seeing their faces in school or even hear anyone talks about them. i'm not being corny, but it hurts.stupid. i always thought to myself to just don't bother about this stuff..but sometimes it's really sucky cos I'll still see them in school but we are just like strangers. you know those kind of hi-bye friends?? ya, that's our friendship now. better still, sometimes we don't even acknowledge each other. oh, I'm sorry, i'm not cool enough or WE ain't cool enough.uurgh.. i have no idea why are they doing this to themselves.. common, we know you all since primary schl! isn't that long enough as compared to your friends now.. why the sudden change? i feel sorry for you, my friend. why must you get yourself into this mess..if only you could realise, we actually still do care for you. and to you, my other friend, why must you be superficial..why must you pretend to be what you're not. OK, maybe that's the real you.. i just don't understand.. are they trying so hard just to get all the (guys) attention or what?? i hope they'll realise their mistakes one day. i hope they'll realise the meaning of true friendship. ok,I'm not saying that we don't make mistakes.everyone makes mistake.arr,whatever. I'm sorry for saying all this.it's not that i want people to know your past or whatsoever. in fact, i hate it when i hear people talk bad things about you all. i won't even say much to people who are interested to know you guys.I'm sure they'll know how to judge themselves. please wake up and be real!
It's quite amazing how friends whom you've not talk or meet properly since almost 2 years ago, still bother and care about your freaking LIFE. i agree with June. it's sad ehh.. It's sadder that they don't even feel our existence.. %&^!$*#@! OK... enough RIA.... Dear God, i hope they'll change- for the better. take care my friends!

"and i fear we all drift apart.that would be utterly sad because my darling friends are always there for me and i think they are the ones who saw me grow from sec one till now and ria raziany razak and sarah adnan were truly honoured ..."

guess what? i found that on the net.cos i was so bored, so i just googled my name! maybe you all will know its from who..it was written in 2005 though. 3years huh.. heart ache. haiz..

Where did I go wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life.

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won.

sorry.for.the.emoness.or.cornyness!heh.
Riaaaaa