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Sunday, June 15, 2008

i had ran the extra mile
but it didn't matter.

i say this with such a bitter heart a moment ago. i had faith, real faith and despite a lot of things, i believed infinitely and unquestionably. but sometimes this blind faiths walks you to the edge and you find yourself tiped over and free falling. it's so hard to wholeheartedly trust someone and i'm kinda glad i did, despite me feeling like a wreck now, i feel at peace. and it's okay. all of it, because every damn decision along the way, i made a conscious choice to do what i did. so whatever the outcome, i gave my best till it hurt so bad but it doesn't matter i guess. at least I'll walk out of this with no regrets. at least whatever i did, i aligned it with my beliefs. i pray for all the courage in the world to find me because i'm scared, once again but everything is going to be fine at the end of it.