always.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

I LOVE THE CHILLAK-ASSESSSSS!!!
i finally did some studying today! it's not much but compared to other days... i'm proud to say i did some work! i really need to study outside.. can't study at home but due to some circumstances, i can't! ohwells.. i'll find a way.. i always do...

i went to mp library today to study for like 2 hrs then i felt hungry sooooo off to macs! hahahaha did another 1.5 hrs and then off to parkway to walk2..heh. i bought some stuff hahaha...

i realised that i like to walk around alone. call me a loner or whatever! i like being alone! hahaha! but of course i like being in the company of the CHILLAK-ASSESS too! haha

i've been rather irritable these few days! i think it's the lack of the chillak-asses company orrr maybe i just really need to go out alone! like walk around! i'm feeling better now! must be the time away from home and school i had just now! i must do this more often. i'll find a way!

what should i be when i grow up? (i'm still small btw!!!) what course should i take?? i realyy don't know!

it'srannherrreeeeee!!!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Hello!! it's been a long time since i last post something here.OK, not really. sorry eh, i feel that I've been MIA-ing for some time. BUT! know what..I'm not the only one. i realised ALL of us MIA together! no one really update this blog already. ): So....here i am!! I'll tell all of you what i have been doing for the past week. cheh.action busy.heh. but true! I've been reaching home at abt 1030 since last week cos i stayed back for night study. cheyyy..

Saturday 19.07.08
Had some SHAPE run briefing at Padang. Before that, went to town with Aini, Insyirah, Amirah and Fiza. bought my sexay cheong sum! ((: semangat racial harmony day. heh. The briefing lasted for like 10/15 mins??! toot. our initial plan was to go to Esplanade rooftop and watch fireworks.but it started to drizzle, so we took shelter at the court building.isit? (idk what's the name) haha. Suddenly.....FIREWORKS! FIREWORKS! freaking nice!!! ((: then we walked down to Esplanade.Marina square.City hall. SMU. Dhoby ghaut!! actually, it was only the 6 of us, but Insyirah's friend came along the way. by the time we reached dhoby ghaut, there were the 10 of us! hahaha. Woaahh.. i couldn't tahan anymore cos my leg was hurting so badly..so i just hopped on the bus. thank God! heh.

Sunday 20.07.08
The actual day for the SHAPE run. Supposed to reach Padang latest by 6.15am. But we only reached at erm, 7.30?? hahahaha. To make matter worst, we were lost!! seriously. fcuked up. it was such a bad morning to begin my day with. -___- guess what?we earned $40 just by standing on the pavement for like 30 mins?? hahaha. so we just pretended that we did our duty since morning. heh. then, met other school mates,year3, and one of them drives!! so there was 7 people squeezing in a 5 seater car! hahahaha. beach road.kampung glam.haji lane. yummy food! (: head to town for a while..took neoprints! hahaha. i swear it was damn funny.I'll show u why.. soon, home sweet home! (:

Monday 21.07.08
Happy Racial Harmony Day everyone!! say NO to racism.hahaha. i wore a short cheong sum dress. its in black and red! ((: sadly, my dress tore at the side!! Toot! hahaha. maybe its the material or is it just me? heh.

Tuesday-Thursday 22.07.08-24.07.08
Reached home abt 1030pm every single day! cos i stayed back for night study till 9pm. I'm feeling super tired now. sleepy and hungry.. haiz..
I'll update more soon.

to be continued...

teachers have been telling us that this is the time when we should have no life so that we can at least have a secured future. we are suppose to not go out, not use the com, not watch television, lock ourselves in our rooms and studddyyyy. basically, we are suppose to isolate ourselves from the world! yes like a hermit i guess. But.....

everyone knows that life is unpredictable right? so what if ur loved one suddenly dies and u realise that u haven't spent enough time with them coz u were selfishly trying to secure ur own future??? like what a seflish ass right? learnt about opportunity cost?? well so how much has one lost? in the pusuit of your selfish desires, u've actually lost something more precious haven't u? something which cannot be bought no matter how much u earn in the future, something which u will never be able to change coz that person is already gone, something which will never be retrieved coz it has already become ur past. some things are simply lost when u fail to do it the first time. it's lost coz u've failed to see the importance of it. failed to understand what is important to u.

well friends, this gives us a reason to meet up, hasn't it? haha and of course treasure those around you. so no excuses alrighty! must meet up no matter what!!!

the weather today is chilly! love it!

it'srannhereeeeeeeeeeee

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

He-LLOOOO

Like, omg lah!! No one's really updating here, huh? Yeah well, cos I think there's not much to update except.. SCHOOL. Which is quite depressing. Heh.

I'll tell you about my weekend, though:

Friday night was.. The Dark Knight with my maternal side cousins.. At EHub. The movie was coolshit.com!! I'm watching it again!! (:

Saturday and Sunday: Helping out at my uncle's wedding. At Pasir Ris. Paternal side. :) Tiring.. But it was damn damn fun! I kept singing "Here Without You" and somehow, my cousins got hooked and we Karaoked it. Hahaha!

Team Rebel

Love,

I want a dSLR camera! Nikon, uh. Thanks. :)

Monday, July 21, 2008

Action Baywatch! haha cannot make it!

Happy Racial Harmony Day Chillka-ass!!

well while our pretty friends dressed up in cheong sum and ermm as mats, here was rann having a normal day at sch! CJs racial harmony's celebration is on thursday! wth.. lag la my sch...hahaha..

anyway i've got nth much to say. but i realised something today. when i scream, it's not because i'm scared or anything. more than 99% of the time, i scream just for the trail of it.. haha like scream and annoy! hahahaha

that'sitfornowandit'srannhereeeee

I'm starting to slide off the studying mood already... I need motivation!

Maybe this will help!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Hello friends!

sorry for the late uploading of pictures. heh. it took me freaking loooonngg just to upload one folder la.i think there's something wrong with my comp or connection.and I've been reaching home lately cos there's night study in my schl.so, by the time i reached home, I'll be too tired and i'll have no mood to upload. sorry ehh. I'll pass to one of u my memory card one day, then u can just upload it la.heh.

Guess what?! my 5300 hp is officially ROSAK! uuuurrrrggh. i'm so angry.... no, more of pissed. i can't slide up my fone fully cos the screen will turn white! so whenever i need to reply msges, i have to control the slide from going up fully.it's like i have to secretly type on the keypad! and and!! my fone became like those wheel of fortune boxes.. all you have to do is to just press gently on the fone and the light will appear!tada! TOOOT!!!!!!!!! -____-

so i told my father that my fone's spoilt, guess what he told me?

"hp rosak? jual la kat sungei road. atau campak kat laut." wttoot! i need a new fone! but that fone has so much memories. there's no way I'm gonna sell it off! sentimental value hurrr.. ((:

Transcendence is coming up! 26th JULY! *ehm!* OK. after schl, we didn't really know what to do so we decided to sing!Random.hahaha! so, Fuad borrowed a guitar while Aini and me were supposed to sing! hahahaha!*smacks* but! as we were finding for a secret place to chill, our gatal kaki just stepped inside the centre stage and we decided to watch Transcendence rehearsal! and and i fell in love with this particular guy voice!(ok, not in love-love.but u noe what im trying to say.heh) i almost melted on my seat. hahaha! cheh.kidding! before that i was hoping that anyone will sing here without you.. skali he sang that song!! yay!! ((: yada yada..

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power
Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Monster!!!!!

Riaaaaaaaaaaaa

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

HELLOOOOOOO~! People! I just realised that... Studying can be quite fun! Nah, not really. I found my motivation; my drive!! And then it was all, OK gOooo! :)) Whee-ooh!

Oh yah, today I did a very dumb thing: I didn't go for my lab. But it wasn't on purpose! You know why? I THOUGHT there was a lab test for the other half of my class, so I didn't have to come for the lab at all, cos mine will be the following week.. But noooo! It's next week!! *dies* Another warning letter will be coming my/my mum's way....!
G-doubleO-D-J-O-B-GOODJOB-GOODJOB!

OK alright, if there's a TGIF this week , I can't make it, guys.. My mum's side cousins and I will be watching.... The Dark Knight!!

And then, Saturday and Sunday will be my uncle's wedding! At Pasir Ris! Wahahaha! Can't wait! My dad's side cousins and I will be.. the kendarat.. Forced to.. But it's alright.. Should be fun!! We have matching baju! *rolls eyes*

YAY! Exciting things to look forward to! :) The month of July just so rocks, please!!

With love,

SARAH ADNAN!!!!!!! - I'm baaaaaack!!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Hang on Friends, we'll reach our destination sooner or later.
When you think of giving up,
don't
coz i'll always be walking with you

When you feel that life is becoming meaningless,
hang on
coz i'll be reaching out for you

When you think that you're all alone
think of me
coz i'll always be here with you

We'll stick as friends no matter what
we'll see each other through
fight all the obstacles together
do what best friends do.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

hellooo!!!

its 2314 right now..
and i totally forgot like siowwww det i have a website proposal to submit at like 1700 tmr!!!
hahahahah.
dets like a freakin less den 24 hrs la.
talk abt screwing badly.
((:

so anywayyyyyy~
i'm talking a shooooort break cos i literally just pushed myself in de past 2hrs to finish 85% of my proposal, and i'm nursing another migraine right now.
pfft.

HOTEL UBI WAS AMAAAAAAAAAZING!!
and the bestbestbestbest TGIF i've had in a loooong time!
**which doesnt really count cos i rarely tgif wif u guys.. ):**
but wdver.
again when my fam goes out of cntry again wokayy??
MUACKS!!

AND OMG!!
go watch NDP fireworks dis year!!
must.must.must.
i insist.
ITS DAAAAMN LAWA!!
**or mayb i'm biased cos its de first tym i'm watching it like so near..**
hahah.
i must've looked like a damn fool cos i kept reaching out my hands expecting de sparkly2 things to drop on my palms.
preeeeetty things.
(:

ok.
i'm gnna try upload a video now..
but blogger kinda has a track record of being a bitch la ok.
we'll see how it goes.
its a camera animation of the 3d town that took up ALOT of my time a few weeks back.
not wow.. but i'm proud of it.
(:
enjoy!

dianloveyoumanymany(:

Saturday, July 12, 2008

thanks dian for hotel ubi!!!!

i hate remembering. it can be pretty tough sometimes, remembering mush me up like a marshmellow and just when you put alot into something, having it removed feels like you've lost alot. which is not true la, not really at least.. but yes i will listen to myself and everyone else. it feels almost transparent. standing somewhere in time and having it all slip pass you. i june lio shu xin, am just way to sentimental for my bloody own good. but hello! get down to business and study now will you. yep, indeed, i have snapped out of it. once again kudos to chillak-a.com.sg.HAHAHAHAHA
june

Friday, July 11, 2008

helllooooooooo

haha i was late for sch today like by 1 min or something but because i met lynettty pussy at the bus stop, i ended up being much later coz we went to the toilet first. anyway there wouldn't be a diff coz late is late. ha. so this marked the start of our adventure! hahaha!

i called brendan and he said yiting wasn't in sch. die!~nobody to take our attendance! soooo i told brendan to tell yeow yeow that lynette and i were in the toilet! i mean, it's true what! we did go to the toilet. we might even be considered on time if we didn't go to pp. heh.

we waited and waited with this other guy for assembly to end. i'm tellin u.. the assembly was frewking long la... like eat into class time lor! we were hiding at the stairway where the suan suan and pau would take to go back to the office la! haha butttt the most dangerously place is the safest! heh! wait until want to shit lor.. pussy and i tried going down buttttt dangerous la.. got a lot of pe teachers walkin about.. so we had to stay put! but we couldn't stay put forever what! i mean like pau and suan and some other teachers were going to take that stairway after assembly! sooooo we decided to hide.. butttt we must first pass the door and to the other side... difficult u knowwwww.... the pau and suan can anytime spot us when we walk across... i went to hide behind a cupboard that din't need me to cross over but tupid lynette and the guy manage to cross over and the door to the upper hall wasn't locked! sooooo can go in to hide! hahahaha.. i realised it would be safer there sooo run run run..hahaha and into the hall.. we waited there for like 5 min or so.. dam long and there wasn't air con inside so super stuffy! ... well that marked the end of my adventure today! seeee sooo adventurous! hahahaha

it'srannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Hello! i was reading the kite runner halfway and suddenly, i just felt like reading tuesdays with Morrie! haha.i just finish reading it, now back to the kite runner.heh. i know that I'm so ketinggalan zaman when it comes to reading English books! either i will just read the synopsis behind or I'll end up doing what i do best- read halfway and abandon the book. lol. remember my lower sec days?June should know.. i passed lit without even buying the book. crazy or whatt.. hahahaha. malas! okok. nvm.

tmr! how now brown cow? i think my parents allow me to stay over. i just asked them not long ago. haha. we chill somewhere arr.. lets explore our mini island! yay! hahaha. June lio will bring her tent and pitch it outside Dian's hse while we sleep inside her room. hahahaha. adventurous ehh.. LOL! lets go to the beach and count stars! haha.

We are too involved in materialistic things, and they don't satisfy us. The loving relationships we have, the universe around us, we take these things for granted. We put our values in the wrong things. and it leads to very disillusioned lives. You don't substitute material things for love or for gentleness or for tenderness or for a sense of comradeship.

Do you take care of others or take care of your "inner child"? Return to traditional values or reject tradition as useless? Seek success or seek simplicity? Just say No or Just Do it?

How we feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don't let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don't say anything because we're frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship. You have to find what's good and true and beautiful in your life as it is now. Looking back makes you competitive.

Riaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

20 Thousand! but what can be done! is the rich helping enough? life is more precious than money right? then why aren't the rich doing more? hate the rich who don't do anything to help! dam them!
Well, back from school again! ha i survived it. do i really feel that school's a chore? i really don't know.

why do i not know? ha coz i never liked thinking. really hate it. yes ria, hate is a strong word but for this, dislike is really too mild.

if i ever really start thinking as in really think, i think i'll be depressed! ha how weird. rann depressed? actually i've got to ask u guys this, do i ever show any signs of depression? No right? i hope not! hahahaha....

maybe it's because of my reluctance to think about my life, it seem to have taken a toil on my gp. haha where's the link? well, because i don't wanna think, i practically shut everything off and when it comes to expressing my thoughts for gp, i have nothing but simplistic things to talk about. perhaps it's because i just want life to be simple. i wanna go live in some rural area! anyone wanna join me? heh!

i wanted to be a doctor coz i want to go around the world to heal the people but really, who am i kidding? i don't think i'm great enough.

it's hateful how i'm using the com now in an air-conditioned room, complaining about having to go to school, not working hard enough for my exams, complaining that i'm sleepy, giving excuses that i have no time to study coz of family stuff and yada yada yada.... why? cos just take a look on the other side of the world, there are so many more people going through true sufferings. i hate it coz i can't do anything right now. coz this stupid education system in singapore emphasizes so much on academic that one becomes close to nothing without a proper education if he has no other talents whatsoever. there's so little i can do.. really, it's close to nothing. you might say that i should help the people in singapore first..yah rightttt... but you know what? even the poorest in singapore is rich in a real poverty striken place. like wth! hate it! why? coz i know that there are poor people in singapore and if they are considered rich relative to many others overseas, what does it say about our world? darn!

Itsrannhereeeee!!!!!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Hello RESULTS! thanks for making my day. -_- As expected, it was shitty. @#$@$%&* though i only got back my bahasa and maths paper. thank God i passed malay.hopefully I'll pass my sastera too.maths was beyond disappointment. i just don't know what?why?how?-am i supposed to react after receiving back my wonderful results. i knew that i will fail, miserably.but it's just that kind of feeling you get after failing for your paper, one after another, exams after exams. actually, I'm kinda sick of telling people that "I'll confirm fail, cos i didn't study." like whatever la Ria. its your freaking exams and who asked you not to study.it's my choice. damn stupid choice. hah. those irritating phrase are just somehow to comfort myself and excuses to tell everyone that you're not stupid to fail so badly.rightt.. and now,i don't even have the courage to tell my father about my results.i know he will nag-and-nag and scold me for playing too much.but i know that deep down inside, he's disappointed in me.haiz. what else is there to be proud of besides being proud of your own children achievement.there's nothing much for my family to offer.it's the small things in Life that makes a different in our lives.money cant buy happiness. cheh.whatever ria. i hate disappointments and regrets. toot la.

For the past few days, my father has been nice but naggy.for almost every single day, he'll lecture to me about my attitude.about how I'm lacking in self-discipline.about how there's no reason for my late coming.about how pampered i am.about how i take things for granted. and about everything under the sun. ha! DISCIPLINE!!! DISCIPLINE! i need that. -__- i need a change! haaaaaaaaaaa!!! ((:

there's more that i wanted to say actually.but sometimes, some things are better left unsaid.righttt.. action speak louder than words.ha! I'm confused with myself. cheh. no no. I'm not some lost child. just that i wonder alot. i wonder how.i wonder why. hahahaha! what the toot.. school's fine so far.. but, there's always a BUT! freaking butt! LOL!lame.

can you not..

can i not..!

can i just fly away?

can this thing stop..

stop talking to myself!

nonsense.

wtfcuk am i talking about..

kay.nvm. don't ask me. thanks.heh.

if I'm dreaming, don't wanna let, hurt my feelings

but that's the path,i believe in

and i know that time will heal it,

I'm gonna smile' cause i deserved to

it'll all get better in time..

Our lives improve only when we take chances, and the first and most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves.

-Walter Anderson

Riaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i wish sometimes people gave us more of a reason to trust them them to otherwise. i'm a little messed up inside because i don't want to not trust, because i promised myself i'll never shut this out, come what may. but then again, who am i kidding man...(myselfmyself and only myself) some people are just undeserving. and i'm tired, of trying. trust is a very sensitive thing, once its breached, it takes so much for it to be build again. and some times, those who breached it are too caught up in their sphere to notice that they've been living off this trust, and thus see absolutely no need to rebuild it. this way, i'm closing in because i have nothing more to say that could make anything better and they say when you've put ur best foot forward, there's no regrets. but this saddens me because something i once thought was good and real isn't so much anymore and i don't like leaving things behind. maybe what sirhan say is true. you can change yourself but you cant change the way people perceive you.=D i feel better already.

on the other hand, despite bad grades and all across the board(HAHA) guys, we have 8 weeks to amke all the difference. for now, mug like dawgs yo!hahahaha

HELLLLOOO.
YAY! i know i hvn blogged in a long long long long while.

anyway, exams are in 6WEEEEKS.
TIME TO MUG so when u all go out and mug, let me know OK.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

I am going to achieve greatly!!!!! hahahaahaha coz i failed greatly! hahahaha
I got 19/100 for math! gosh never before sia! KNS but ohwells.. if i don't fail greatly, how to achieve greatly right?! heh.. i got 53/100 for econs and 48/100 for bio! hahahaha crap la..nvm!! LET"S STUDY HARD! MUG MUG MUG!

the colour thing got prob! cant change font of colour eh

it'srannhere

Hey guys.. Sorry I've been MIA-ing, but I'll make it up to you all.. I will.. :) 26th July is coming! HAHA! :DD

Gah. I can't wait for my AGM to be over, which is on the 10th. I have to be in FORMAL. Black skirt, white long sleeved top, heels. Harap2 I don't fall, lah eh.. Eh TP kids, want to come? It starts at 6.. Seal points given!!

Anyway, I'll be a lot busy. After AGM, there's Director's Cup, and all the upcoming events.. Kiwaaaak!

Assignments, all handed in, Alhamdulillah. Projects, handed in. Yay! At least I can breathe easier.

Ok, enough about school. When I'm not in school, I'm with Taufiq. Mainly because, he's enlistment date is on... the 9th.. Which is, tmr!! Wow. So fast.. Grr. He wants his BK meal before he goes in. :) Hahaha! Riaa......!!! Raziany... RAZAK!!

During ESC's AGM. :)

During my grandma's birthday celebrations. Don't ask my why Nural was wearing TIGHTS. Thanks very much. Heh

Monday, July 7, 2008

Well.... ENOUGH OF FUN!!!
IT'S STUDY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Selamat Pengantin Baru my friend! Hope you'll be happy and get lots and lots of kids. ((:

Hope you'll grow old with your husband and be a loving couple till death do both of you apart.Though u're already 21, i still see you as my age.. haha!

(da kahwin, must take care of your husband already horr..)

no more of "Fresh Bake Cookies!" lol.

God bless. (:

(i noe you wont be reading this)

These lovely people are my classmates. It's been about one and half year since we've known each other. I could still remember the first few friends i made when i first stepped into MI. Those fond memories will be forever kept in my head. Back then, school was like a foreign place and sometimes, i felt like as if I'm stuck in a prison. It's not what i wanted or even dream of. It's due to my own stupid mistakes and fulfilling my father's dream that I'm here now. It's okay, I won't and shall not regret for what has been done.what has been done can't be undone.cheh! BUT! sometimes, i just can't help it. There's soooo many "should have" until i don't even have the answers to my own silly questions. but then again, Everything happens for a reason! cliche hurr.. and i won't want to know the reason also. maybe it's just FATE. heh. yada yada. I guess i have to be more accepting and accept differences. nobody is perfect.ha! OK, enough of my self-reflection here. i won't say anymore. heh.

HELO! meet my cina twin! Her name is Holy MOLLY JUNAIDAH bte JAMIL! Her birthday falls on 9Th Feb.one week before mine. Her I/C number is S9**5100*, and mine will be S9**5112* so,this means she was only 12 heads ahead of me during our birth cert registration! hahahaha! Her mum is exactly one year older than my mum. but my mum is one day older in terms of birth date. LOL! ((:

It was the first time i watched June's performance in my whole entire life! i swear, it was damn damn damn GOOD! "it was awesome!" (action ang moh!heh.) I'm so proud of you JUNTOT! I've never seen you acted like that before. now i know why these days, u are so full with your deep EXPRESSION of words! hahaha! i never knew you could be so *ehm* SLUTTISH and FLIRTY! cheyyyy.. muscular too hurr. not bad, doing jumping jack in front of so many people! hahaha! ((: anw, sorry i came late and didnt manage to watch your puppet piece. heh. u better be good to me. cos if not...i'll post your VIDEO on youtube or on this blog even! or send it to your dad for him to see what his daughter has been doing behind his back! hahahahahaha. KIDDING!

DIYANAH SHAFIE! lama menghilang and finally i get to see her! hahaha. what a great morning to start my day. (: spend practically the whole morning at east coast,playing telematch! -_- we represented Joo Chiat GRC! hahaha! Fuad and his little brothers was coincidentally in our team. plus Dalilah and friends too. what a small world.. okok. it was fun though with all those rowdy dikir boys. i dunlike.hahaha!

A man should never be ashamed to own he has been in the wrong, which is but saying... that he is wiser today than he was yesterday.
~Alexander Pope, in Swift, Miscellanies

Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
Riaaaaaaaaaaaa

Raye Collin - I Can Still Feel You

It's that feeling that someone is standing behind you
then i turn around and there's no one there.
And it's the sensation that someone just whispered,
yeah i still hear your voice but you're not really here.
Your memory's like a ghost,
and my heart is its host.

(Chorus)
I can still feel you just as close a skin, every now and then.
All by myself, in a crowded room, on my empty bed.
There's a place you've touched with your love no one else gets to.
I can still feel you, I can still feel you, I can still feel you.
I can still feel you.....

(Repeat Chorus)

In everything that moves,
in everything i do....

(Repeat Chorus)

the old days

helloooooyuuu!

the flea market was great! haha bought a whole lot of stuff but i'm starting to not quite like that bag. what an ass right?! it's too glossy! hahaha! soooo i'm not going to use it for sch! heh.
dian had a whole lot of cool stuff at her stall and it wasn't all that small la.. haiyooo ria exaggerate only! hahahaha..

ohyah! i learnt to hip hop on friday! so this makes me a hip hopper! wanna learn???
this is how you do it. you put your hands on ur hips and hop!!! hahaha.. kk lame not funny!

sooooo cultural outing tmr??????

annnnnndddddd hardcore study frm tuesday onwards!! yeah man! NERDS ALL THE WAY!
must buy nerds sweet to complement the nerdy mood! heh! hahaha

rann'sanerdrann'sanerdrann'sanerdohhhhhhhyesssiinsistthatrann'sanerd!!!!!!

Hello! IT'S TIME TO HOORAY HOORAY! yay yay!

Flea market was cool! shopping shopping! hahaha. Dian! you have an interesting and KECIK clothes.. i feel so big now. hahaha. guess what? i feel like buying the R.O.D top u're selling. -_- hahaha.miang la ria. heh. KECIK! you looked exactly like some tourist sesat in some flea market! sorry eh, i just LOVE pulling your tourist hat down till it covers your eyes.no more talking eye level.hahaha. kidding! (:

oh no..i have to wake up early tmr! meeting DIY at 8! east coast hurrr.. hahaha. DIY! u better not leave me alone tmr. da la sorang sorang. heh. Then i'm going for JUNE LIO SHU XIN's performance!! that holy MOLLY drama aunty is acting! i MUST take a video! and upload on youtube for the whole wide world to see. HAHAHAHAHA! and you better not leave me alone also! see, I'm such a good and sweet friend.. i don't mind spending my Sunday for you! hahaha. cheyyy.. OK.nvm. BUT! I'll be alone......!!! so sad. anyone wanna follow me??? ): hahahaha. its okaaaayy.. you know i really wanna go for ndp badly. haiyaaa.. stop it riaaa.. heh.

Monday: cultural outing! okok? but right.. the poly kids are having school laa.. we forgot. hahaha. kesian, while we enjoy. har har. okok. I'm lazy to type already. heh.

suddenly i have no mood.

heh. s***.

EVERYTHING's GONNA BE ALRIGHT! (:

Take care people! ((:

Be not angry that you cannot make others as you wish them to be, since you cannot make yourself as you wish to be.
~Thomas à Kempis

Riaaaaaaaaaaa

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Dear Tomorrow, can you please not come? (yaaaright..)

I'll be having my sastera tmr and right after that, I'll be having my H1 MT Oral-B! *heh.lame.* this sucks.. since secondary schl i really HATE sitting for oral. *i don't care if hate is a strong word!* eeeeeeeee... !@#^&#$%@#$! went to schl this morning for oral practice and the marks will be taken for my MYE's. it was like s.h.i.t. la. i can't even read properly. as in with the INTONANSI and LENGGOK all. -___- i just can't read like a newscaster or whatever it is. maluuuuuuu..!! halfway reading the passage, i couldn't be bothered alr.. i just read monotonously and laugh after finishing it. *smacksmyface! hahaha* guess what my teacher told me? she said i read like a budak kecik!!! whatttttt.. LOL! bugger. buat penat aku baca je.. da trang tang tang! i purposely read without the intonasi all.. haiz. and for perbincangan part, another !@#$%#%^$%. i wasn't even thinking about the question. i was thinking about other stuff. why i like i to get distracted?! english word semua keluar! kental. not like as if I'm some melayu action mat saleh.. hahahah! oh GOD, HELP ME TMR! please give me a clear mind and don't gagap RIA! haha!

guess what? i tripped and fell down just now! *nothing new..*

ok, as i was happily talking and complaining about ma'am Wong??! to Fathona and we were just about to cross the road... suddenly... maaaaaakkkk!!! hahahha. i have no idea what happened and all i know that my left leg was twisted and my right knee kinda scrapped on the road. Fathona gave us a shocked by screaming so loud. by right,i was the one who's supposed to scream.but I've got someone to scream for me. hahahaha. so paiseh laaa.. i quickly got up and pretended I'm okay cos i fell even before i cross the road! HAHAHAHA! thank God my skin wasn't scrapped or bleed. ha! clumsyclumsy. since when im not. heh. yada yada.

RIAAAAAA..Go study for your sastera laaaaa..

okayokay. bye!

Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies.
-Mother Teresa

Riaaaaaaaaaaa

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Got back Bio Paper 2 today! i failed! wow surprising!!!! NOT!
I holy shit got 24 put of 60 for it. Lets just hope that i'll do wayyyy better for the other sections. Not like it'll make any difference. This whole MYE is screwed! trust me i know it. and i'm going to do even worst for math! like get U.

well to console myself and all others out there..... IT's ONLY MYEs..... we shall and must strive harder for A Levels!!!!!! which is in about 4 months time! Prelims in 8 weeks time! way to go mann rann!

it'srannit'srannohhhyesit'srann

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

who the holy shit scores 15 out of 40 for MCQ?!?! ( rann raises hand up) hahaha..yup that's what i scored for chem mcq.. the other part of the paper is essay! die lo.....

anyway today was the official start of sch after the june holi and examz.. darn time passed super slowly!

i really got nth to say but i'm updating coz ria requested! haha request seh...

and since june asked me to not be so kiasu... i'll start studying next week! kahahaa

wooohoooo Spain Won!

it'srannit'srannit;srannohhyessít'sme!