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Thursday, July 10, 2008
![]() Well, back from school again! ha i survived it. do i really feel that school's a chore? i really don't know. why do i not know? ha coz i never liked thinking. really hate it. yes ria, hate is a strong word but for this, dislike is really too mild. if i ever really start thinking as in really think, i think i'll be depressed! ha how weird. rann depressed? actually i've got to ask u guys this, do i ever show any signs of depression? No right? i hope not! hahahaha.... maybe it's because of my reluctance to think about my life, it seem to have taken a toil on my gp. haha where's the link? well, because i don't wanna think, i practically shut everything off and when it comes to expressing my thoughts for gp, i have nothing but simplistic things to talk about. perhaps it's because i just want life to be simple. i wanna go live in some rural area! anyone wanna join me? heh! i wanted to be a doctor coz i want to go around the world to heal the people but really, who am i kidding? i don't think i'm great enough. it's hateful how i'm using the com now in an air-conditioned room, complaining about having to go to school, not working hard enough for my exams, complaining that i'm sleepy, giving excuses that i have no time to study coz of family stuff and yada yada yada.... why? cos just take a look on the other side of the world, there are so many more people going through true sufferings. i hate it coz i can't do anything right now. coz this stupid education system in singapore emphasizes so much on academic that one becomes close to nothing without a proper education if he has no other talents whatsoever. there's so little i can do.. really, it's close to nothing. you might say that i should help the people in singapore first..yah rightttt... but you know what? even the poorest in singapore is rich in a real poverty striken place. like wth! hate it! why? coz i know that there are poor people in singapore and if they are considered rich relative to many others overseas, what does it say about our world? darn! Itsrannhereeeee!!!!! |