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Sunday, August 17, 2008

counting down: few more hours till my parents will be back.heh.
*by right, I'm supposed to be counting down for promos and A'levels. but nah!*
can't wait.can't wait.i feel lonely at home cos there's no one to talk to.and it doesn't make any much of a difference having a brother or not.so much for waiting for him to come home.hurr.. i guess, i need to learn to be more independent and be brave.I'm trying to. i still can't believe I'm home alone now..why?idk. maybe my courage is building up.haha. but! at times, i do get scared.as in there will be no one to wake me up from my nightmares and from my u know what.i don't even want to talk about it here.heh.haiz.. and my house is so brightly lit.so much for being brave. hah! i should stop complaining.SHUT UP Ria! *u all should noe how much i hate the word shut up since sec school..isn't it hurtful to hear someone asking you to shut up?* yada yada. i know i sound so pampered.spoilt.manja.but i don't really care.cos i know I'm not one.I'm blessed to have my parents. though i never really or even declared to anyone that i ilove my parents, i do treasure and love them alot.. learn to appreciate everyone and everything.heh.

today feels like a loooonnnnngg day. met Sarah at parkway bus stop.missed 36.soon,it started to rain heavily.decided to cab down to Clarke quay cos we were 'late'.but it was difficult getting a cab.saw 48 and decided to stop at bugis.took a cab from 'Fu Luo Shou' to Clarke quay. who goes to Clarke quay in the middle of the day!?haha.who cares.we came to support Sarah's fren.some Tapestry event.heh. as it turned out, we weren't even late.we were very early and the only audience!woahh.. sat at 'Clinic.'took alot of pics cos I'm so jakun.haha.saw someone so familiar. right Adnan? not bad hurr.hahaha.the band was not bad.actually it was good. wanted to go Macs for brunch. but we realised, there's no macs at Clarke quay.its at boat quay laa.toot. decided to go lucky plaza for pizza hut. suddenly..my sister called.my uncle from Malaysia who hasn't been to my hse since i was born, came! but! they couldn't enter my hse cos the key's with me! i thought my brother was still at home.tiow.. i felt guilty. so, we decided to meet my sister and my uncle at sungei road instead.my niece's made me happy.(: soon, we're off to bugis.bought my shoe.yay! mrt-ed to pasir ris cos i thought of studying at macs. otw there, i kept changing my mind if i should stay out to study.i never felt so fickle before. ha! yadayada. had my brunch+dinner at macs while sarah left for her family bbq. studied for abt 2hrs and left around 8. home sweet home.


Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through


When I look at the stars,
I feel like myself. (: