<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/2379035623242853548?origin\x3dhttp://chillak-a.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Hello! We are the Chillak-a

Monday, August 25, 2008

hello! prelims this week. i say i'm scared but im not really feeling it. that's the irritating part. i need to feel some sense of urgency. can't be this passive forever.
i realise that i'm always finding excuses for myself. it's not that i've got no time because of too much commitments, the fact is, i'm just plain lazy. really! who am i kidding? No Time?!? what the hell is no time!?! if i have the will, i will find a way. ain't it?
i've always thought that i needed something big to happen in my life before i'll change BUT hasn't it happened already? wasn't that a big enough thing to make me change? well, aparently, it isn't. you know what, i know the reason. i don't wanna change. i want everything to remain the same. yes the same but can it? NO! so why am i still stuck here and not changing? maybe i'm trying to adapt. yes maybe. that's what i always say when i'm unsure. MAYBE. right rann maybe u'll change.

i think i'm shizophrenic ( is tht how u spell it?) hahaha! I WILL CHANGE! I PROMISE!