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Sunday, August 24, 2008

i think i am getting more forgetful these days.something is wrong with me.haha. and guess what? i forgot my father's birthday! *smacksforehead!* OK.actually, i remembered his birthday. but! i just lost count of the dates! i thought yesterday was 22nd. so i thought today will be his birthday.cos its the 23rd. BUT no.. my sister reminded me that yesterday was his birthday.and i happily asked my mother this "ma, bila bapak punya birthday ehh?" errrr..kental.sry pak. and i forgot someone's birthday also! till i had to ask adnan again.heh. sry ehh. anw,my sister and her family came. i swear my sister's tummy is getting so freaking huge..!! for real..i even told her that.hahaha. and i told her that i want to touch her tummy whenever the baby is kicking. but!im too scared to even touch her tummy.geli lah. LOL. tummytummy!haha. anw, went to airport to study.otw home, stop by bedok cos i wanted to buy a cake for my father. but apparently almost all the cake shops are closed or they have,erm, pathetic cakes.hahaha.cheh. so i bought chendol and ice jelly instead.at least thats my parents favourite dessert.and i got cheated by the mamak! i bought for my brother a packet of nasi goreng and it cost $3.50! -___- bugger.. yada yada. stop complaining laa.

There's school tmr. means, this will be my last week of school before i sat for my promos. means, there will be no more formal lessons. i don't know if i should feel happy or sad.or panic! cos I'm so not prepared to sit for my promos and my H1 maths! its my future I'm talking about here. oh God, help! i know i should help myself first.heh. concentrate RIA RAZIANY RAZAK! stop playing around already.i don't want to go through shitty times again.@#$%!@#$%&@$%*%! ooookaaay.. there's so much that i want to say actually. but, I'm too lazy to type it out and I'd rather not say it here.heh. okok. enough said.haha.

Anw, this is for Yasotha, my lovely classmate/PW mate, and also to everyone out there who's feeling down or stressed up with LIFE. hahaha.

There's a hero If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt Will disappear

Lord knows Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

Yasooooooooo... come back soon!! we miss you! stay strong ok! *i know you wont be able to read this . hahaha. its the thought that counts.heh.*

When my life has passed me by.