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Sunday, September 28, 2008

another 37 days and time is gonna pass so fast, you wouldn't even be able to catch up with it. i know very well that i need to start mugging real hard for A's now but really, i can't. rann is never a mugger. she never mugs, never will, never can. 37 more days! i can't change overnight really. i know i have to get out of the house to study but i can't. i hope someone understands but don't think anyone will. it's hard really to understand another person when u don't even understand yourself. don't you guys feel that u understand urself better when you were younger? well, maybe that's not the case. maybe it's because u had less to think about when u were younger. less troubles, less responsibilities, probably. we're 18 now. sounds old? maybe yes when we were just 6 or 7 but seriously, 18 isn't very old when u look at it. our parents are probably two times our age if not 3.

Poverty. i'm feeling guilty shit for buying the iPod. it's the after effect of splurging on myself. the comfort thought would be that a portion of the money i spent on my iPod would go the the Aids victims in Africa. i realised i've been spending more on myself then before and i hate it. why? i don't know. it's this sense of guilt i get whenever i use my money on myself instead of others. i really don't know why i feel this way but yeah that's how it works.

if only i could turn back time