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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
as the days pass, i seem to find it harder to tell a stranger that you are no longer here. well, 3 months back, it seemed easier. i really don't like it at all. i don't understand what's the use of asking so many questions? it's like they'll all say the same old thing."ohmy but she's so young!" yeah like as if that hasn't crossed my mind. do they have to emphasize on tht? well i can't blame them, really. humans are afterall curious creatures!
while chatting with a friend today, we talked about something and he said i was lucky. lucky to have a mother who didn't force me to study and who instead told me to stop studying and watch tv or go out with her. yeah. he doesn't know. i was and still am proud to have had such a mother. someone who truly cares. yup i was always the goodykid. the one who in the eyes of my friends never rebelled. i made it a point to tell my mum the truth. nvr lied abt where i was going cos i saw no need to. yet, each time my mum told me not to study, the more i wanted to. maybe tht is why it feels like i have lost the drive to study. lost it cos no one is ard to tell me to take a break. to make up to it, i've taken a break tht's wayyy too long. gonna watch heroes now. |