<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/2379035623242853548?origin\x3dhttp://chillak-a.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Hello! We are the Chillak-a

Sunday, October 12, 2008

I've just gt back home after a long day of jalan raya with my family. it was unplanned. one whole bus of relatives came to my house when i was still bathing! ha! wake up late some more.. and the best part was, my family didn't even noe they hired a bus. they could have told us earlier right.. i felt so ______ cos no one even told my mother about it, till one of my uncle asked my family to join them. haiz. almost every year my family wont be informed of their raya "outing". its like a usual thing every raya, when they come, I'll be busy helping my mother at the kitchen and just stay there till they are about to leave. idk why. i just can't really 'click' with my relatives in Singapore. its not as if i feel inferior or what. its just i don't really like the way they look at my family. i shall not say anything here cos after all, they are not bad people. i guess, i just feel more comfortable with my kampung side.cos they don't judge us and accept everything for it is. anw, we went to the cemetery just now. i so badly wanted to go down, but i couldn't. of all time, must it come now?! tsk. dah lama I've been wanting to go to Cikgu Rathia, Nenek and Bapak jurong punya kubur laa. and it feels weird saying 'their kubur'. haiz..

yesterday i had jalan raya with my school friends.it was fun and full of merepek, though i joined them late. Actually, after receiving back my shitty results on Friday, i had no mood to go for jalan raya. disappointment sucks! @#*%^#!^*!

OK. enough said. i shall not say anything anymore or my secret will be revealed! ha! and i always have the tendency to type a super long post and end up deleting everything! i think if next time i need to let things out, I'll just post and put it under draft. okay.at least I'll feel relieved. heh.yada yada.

we'll pray for everyone. okay. (: