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Wednesday, October 1, 2008


just like friends, songs can be great therapy, given the right ones. i need songs that flows with the heart. u get what i mean? those that beats along with the rythmn of THE heart. songs which make u feel all better and warm after hearing them. the kind of songs u can hear over and over again and never get bored or frustrated.


Hold on to me, stop me or i'll run.
I don't wanna give up, i know i can't.
Grab me tight, don't lose me now.
I'm scared i'll never return, don't let me out of sight.

i'm scared. approximately 30 days to A's and i can very well say that i am not prepared. like seriously. i know i need a plan but my life don't just belong to me. i can't just make plans based on my own schedule cos there are others' too. i can't just leave the house to study coz there are others i have to look after too. not just myself. things are easier said than done. i'd wish i could really seclude myself but it's impossible. i mean it.

i've been sleeping too much. wayyyy toooo much. need to really discipline myself.

okay on a lighter note, at least i've got 30 days! and not 7! i can still make a difference. i know i can. it would be easier if u were here but i'll work with what i have. i read somewhere that when something bad happens, there is always something positive that comes along with it. i just have to look for the one positive thing. and u better find it fast. ohhwelllssss even if i don't, life goes on and on and on and boom!!