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Monday, October 27, 2008

less than 7 days to A's and i'm losing the drive, not that i had alot to begin with. tht's the freaky part, ain't it? zach's unwell and i feel im falling ill too BUT NO i can't, i musnt. i just realised tht my life has been filled with what i must do and musn't do. not because anyone is forcing me, it's just me! irritating! if i had to rebel, i'll have to rebel against myself. gosh i wouldn't do tht! schizo!

well, can u imagine?! after this week, time is gonna pass so quickly tht even we won't realise it, in a blink of an eye, tada! A's Over and there's nothing we can do to change anything! where im gonna head after that would depend on my results! darn and what does my results depend on? well, how hard im working now but..... am i working hard enough????? there are so many people studying for this Darn thing, it makes learning such a chore, maybe tht's why we're called students, not learners, not practioners, not humans but STUDENTS! coz we're suppose to study the contents in books! my occupation is a student and so i occupy my time with studying the same thing over and over again! well tht seems right. right? really tht can't be wrong coz if it is then we've been filling up the wrong information on forms all these while. which we in other words mean we're liars! big fat ones. ohman we're all fat! obese! filled with lies! disgusting lies which builts up as we grow!

this is getting no where, really.

lies are like fats. white lies are like the good fats. white lies are like the good cholesterol needed to maintain the fluidity of our cell membrane. they prevent a cell from being too rigid during low temp and prevents it from becoming too fluid during hot temperature. therefore, white lies are essential in order for us to keep on living. however, if we are filled we too much fats, we'll become sooo sick, we'll suffer and DIE!

alright enough said. im really getting nowhere.

GOODLUCK FRIENDS and don't lie too much okay! they are bad for health.

one more thing friends
you wouldn't lose anything when you say a few nice things to a friend each day but you wouldn't know how much of you've lost by making one nasty comment even if you don't mean it. so do watch what you say. lalala..... haha im not saying this because of anything anyone said to me. just many things someone said to someone which might have seen like the superiority of ones intellect but has instead hurt another


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