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Sunday, November 30, 2008
it's raining so heavily, i can't get lunch! im starving and sleepy. shit la..... haiyoooo.
lalala i need food this instant. GIVE ME FOOD NOW! im going crazy.. i havent even eaten breakfast coz i woke up late.ha. stupid i want food.
lalala i need food this instant. GIVE ME FOOD NOW! im going crazy.. i havent even eaten breakfast coz i woke up late.ha. stupid i want food.
I'm so lazy to pack my bag for camp!
i don't even know where's all my stuff
oh no..where did i put my beret and my rank!!
uuuurghh..
why do they even have all these rank thingy.. deng la
and i think i'll have to cut my 'that' colourful hair. haiz.
i cant believe I'm gg for ncc camp.
after like donkey years..? ok,donkey months!
goon luh.. want to go for camps, but nt prepared at all.
next time think before making any decision! remember that!
heh.
ohhh!exactly a year ago, i was feeling so shitty and reluctant to go for CLT course!!
oh my..i even had my standard chart run during my clt course!
and now, i'll be running again-after my camp! -_-
can i not run...? please...
you know what i mean.?nvm..
anw,thanks Diy for lending me shirts and stuff! heh.
thanks Dian for ur hotel Ubi and temaning me to buy me dinner at ecp macs.
*or the other way round also can.haha.
hothothothothot! (:
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
i don't even know where's all my stuff
oh no..where did i put my beret and my rank!!
uuuurghh..
why do they even have all these rank thingy.. deng la
and i think i'll have to cut my 'that' colourful hair. haiz.
i cant believe I'm gg for ncc camp.
after like donkey years..? ok,donkey months!
goon luh.. want to go for camps, but nt prepared at all.
next time think before making any decision! remember that!
heh.
ohhh!exactly a year ago, i was feeling so shitty and reluctant to go for CLT course!!
oh my..i even had my standard chart run during my clt course!
and now, i'll be running again-after my camp! -_-
can i not run...? please...
you know what i mean.?nvm..
anw,thanks Diy for lending me shirts and stuff! heh.
thanks Dian for ur hotel Ubi and temaning me to buy me dinner at ecp macs.
*or the other way round also can.haha.
hothothothothot! (:
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
Saturday, November 29, 2008
I realised I tend to get angry/pissed off/hurt easily these days
*okay,nt much of hurt.corny!*
why? whats wrong with me?
"pms like a *****"
hah!
what do you do when you're angry?
scream? burst? cry? laugh? tell people?
i'd rather keep quiet.ha!
then again, would you tell the person u're at angry at?
i wouldn't.ok,it depends.
sometimes im nt exactly angry with the person..
but, the situation? idk.
i really should stop thinking about others..
but!
they always say put others before yourself!
-_-
haiz. okok.stop it.
im nt angry.
im friendly.haha!
ok.gtg.im late.
hello DiY. hahahaha
Friday, November 28, 2008
u know what? im not looking forward to grad night. not looking forward to all the dressing up and stuff. and it pinches to spend sooo much on clothes and accessories. yyyucks! i've probably spend less than many others but it still sucks knowing tht u've spent so much. im disgusted with myself. very disgusted. and to add on to this not excited mood, i've got breakouts! another sucky shit. darn it...
oh yeah and i realised that i hate it when people infringe into my space. not just kaypoing into my life, but steping into my space. want an example? haha i was queuing the other day and this guy was standing super close to me. i nearly erupted! like i wanted to shout at him to stand 3 metres away from me! ass! but i didnt la.. i just placed my left feet further away from me..hahaha tht just sounds weird. nvm.
june and ria are super irritating! why must they go for camp pinn!!!!??? if they aren't going, then we can alll go out after my grad night! like hang out till late..hahaha.
oh yeah and i realised that i hate it when people infringe into my space. not just kaypoing into my life, but steping into my space. want an example? haha i was queuing the other day and this guy was standing super close to me. i nearly erupted! like i wanted to shout at him to stand 3 metres away from me! ass! but i didnt la.. i just placed my left feet further away from me..hahaha tht just sounds weird. nvm.
june and ria are super irritating! why must they go for camp pinn!!!!??? if they aren't going, then we can alll go out after my grad night! like hang out till late..hahaha.
no words can express my anger now! freak shit bitch for stealing my sandals! i so wanna curse u to die a horrible death but i shall not cos karma exist! BITCH! tht sandals may not be worth a lot of money but to me it's worth a fortune! darn it bitch! u are so stupid! the havanahs, charms's shoes and my sandals are probabbly not worth as much as the birkens that was lying right there at my doorstep! u BITCH! u are stupid! i hate u, whoever u are! shit face! darn it bitch! bitch face, im sure u have one! shit bitch face! U STINK!
it was a gift u bitch! bought on the 1st of April 2008! u bitch! how dare u steal my sandals! i hate u! thanks for spoiling my night! u stinking shit!
it was a gift u bitch! bought on the 1st of April 2008! u bitch! how dare u steal my sandals! i hate u! thanks for spoiling my night! u stinking shit!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
hey.. noe what.im scared. that chikugunya virus thingy is really disturbing my mind.
i checked for the symptoms online and this is what they say:
We have just been alerted that Chikungunya Virus Outbreak in Malaysia, spread by mosquitoes, is quite serious.More than 2,000 people are infected down south. There are claims of unreported deaths. Consult a health-careprovider or visit the nearest hospital for chikungunya fever if you showed symptoms such as fever, severe jointpains and rashes.
Four states have been hit, i.e. Johor, Malacca, N.Sembilan and Perak. The worst hit is Tangkak, Johor. Almost allelderly people (age 45 years and above) are infected with this virus. Many people who are infected seek treatmentfrom Tangkak Hospital every day. There were times beds were full, and the hospital could not warded them. Thereforethey were discharge after a half day treatment in the ward.. This epidemic outbreak has persisted for more than threemonths.
Symptoms of Chikungunya:
1. High fever
2. Rashes
3. Chronic joints pain (which will last for > 3months)
and, my kampung is located at the southern part of Johor! remember, just now i said that my tailbone feels funny..? i thought it was due to this morning 'ehem'.. but!!! i read the chikungunya symptoms and and and.... idk.
or maybe I'm just PARANOID! please tell me i am. hahahahaha.
i checked for the symptoms online and this is what they say:
We have just been alerted that Chikungunya Virus Outbreak in Malaysia, spread by mosquitoes, is quite serious.More than 2,000 people are infected down south. There are claims of unreported deaths. Consult a health-careprovider or visit the nearest hospital for chikungunya fever if you showed symptoms such as fever, severe jointpains and rashes.
Four states have been hit, i.e. Johor, Malacca, N.Sembilan and Perak. The worst hit is Tangkak, Johor. Almost allelderly people (age 45 years and above) are infected with this virus. Many people who are infected seek treatmentfrom Tangkak Hospital every day. There were times beds were full, and the hospital could not warded them. Thereforethey were discharge after a half day treatment in the ward.. This epidemic outbreak has persisted for more than threemonths.
Symptoms of Chikungunya:
1. High fever
2. Rashes
3. Chronic joints pain (which will last for > 3months)
and, my kampung is located at the southern part of Johor! remember, just now i said that my tailbone feels funny..? i thought it was due to this morning 'ehem'.. but!!! i read the chikungunya symptoms and and and.... idk.
or maybe I'm just PARANOID! please tell me i am. hahahahaha.
some people just suck your blood..
to the extreme that even any single memories of the person,
you just feel like banishing it. ha!
maybe what we always say that
'different people have different taste'
and
'everything happens for a reason',
it's really true to a large extent.
'God has greater plans'
i agree, my friend(:
Monday, November 24, 2008
*nothing interesting.. haha.*
im back! heh. but now, i feel like going back to kampung.haiz.
idk.. but i think, its better for me to live there.haha.
*though I'll miss my parents and home.
*though i wont be able to contact anyone
*though i wont get to see my friends
*though i wont be able to use the comp
*though i wont get to go out every single day
*though there's no MTV! hahaha. kidding!
*though there's not much entertainment
*though i wont get to eat chocolate whenever i want. hahaha.
-at least i can have my tom yummy almost every day! (:
-at least i can have fried fish EVER DAY!
for real.. I've been eating alot of ikan goreng from monday! i think i ate more than 10!!!! woaaaahh!! pig! hahahaha. and i love fish eggs! niceeee.. hahaha.
-at least i won't be oversleeping that much
-at least i wont be complaining and complaining-like what I'm doing now.heh
-at least I'll make myself happy (:
they say a hungry woman is an angry woman.
so, a full/satisfied woman is a happy woman! hahahahaha.
lamelame.i know.
oh! anw, on Tuesday night, a couple got caught for close proximity at my kampung!
they say its 'TANGKAP KHALWAT'
can you believe it, the girl is only 13 years old!! -_-
and it was her father who caught them red-handed.so sad uh..
haiz..
and soon after that, there was a fight!
nt abt the close proximity thingy though..
its about this guy who got beaten by his atuk cos he SNIFFED GLUE! wtf.
and the fight was directly infront of my aunt's house! we kaypoh2 looked through the windows.
hahahahaha. but it was funny, cos this guy was so drunk that all the merepek words came out from his stinky mouth! hahaha. he cant even walk properly yet he still want to beat-for god knows who, using some wood?! crazy or what..
and the sad part is, i know this guy..he was my childhood friend-for a while.haha.
haiz..
then...... on Thursday night, there was another fight!
but, this time it was more of a quarrel.heh.
something about back-stabbing and fitnah all those la
they were practically screaming to each other
and it was already 11+pm! gila or what.. i know la, its their kampung.. -_- still....
my nenek was asleep and she woke up to kaypoh2 also. org kampung mah..heh.
and she even had the time ****e!!
*smacksforehead!* lerrrr.. so much drama mama
interesting... hahaha.
oh, i was at my spore nenek's house just now for some doa selamat cos she's gg Haji this Dec,
and guess who was there?
Tadaaaaaa!!!
im back! heh. but now, i feel like going back to kampung.haiz.
idk.. but i think, its better for me to live there.haha.
*though I'll miss my parents and home.
*though i wont be able to contact anyone
*though i wont get to see my friends
*though i wont be able to use the comp
*though i wont get to go out every single day
*though there's no MTV! hahaha. kidding!
*though there's not much entertainment
*though i wont get to eat chocolate whenever i want. hahaha.
-at least i can have my tom yummy almost every day! (:
-at least i can have fried fish EVER DAY!
for real.. I've been eating alot of ikan goreng from monday! i think i ate more than 10!!!! woaaaahh!! pig! hahahaha. and i love fish eggs! niceeee.. hahaha.
-at least i won't be oversleeping that much
-at least i wont be complaining and complaining-like what I'm doing now.heh
-at least I'll make myself happy (:
they say a hungry woman is an angry woman.
so, a full/satisfied woman is a happy woman! hahahahaha.
lamelame.i know.
oh! anw, on Tuesday night, a couple got caught for close proximity at my kampung!
they say its 'TANGKAP KHALWAT'
can you believe it, the girl is only 13 years old!! -_-
and it was her father who caught them red-handed.so sad uh..
haiz..
and soon after that, there was a fight!
nt abt the close proximity thingy though..
its about this guy who got beaten by his atuk cos he SNIFFED GLUE! wtf.
and the fight was directly infront of my aunt's house! we kaypoh2 looked through the windows.
hahahahaha. but it was funny, cos this guy was so drunk that all the merepek words came out from his stinky mouth! hahaha. he cant even walk properly yet he still want to beat-for god knows who, using some wood?! crazy or what..
and the sad part is, i know this guy..he was my childhood friend-for a while.haha.
haiz..
then...... on Thursday night, there was another fight!
but, this time it was more of a quarrel.heh.
something about back-stabbing and fitnah all those la
they were practically screaming to each other
and it was already 11+pm! gila or what.. i know la, its their kampung.. -_- still....
my nenek was asleep and she woke up to kaypoh2 also. org kampung mah..heh.
and she even had the time ****e!!
*smacksforehead!* lerrrr.. so much drama mama
interesting... hahaha.
oh, i was at my spore nenek's house just now for some doa selamat cos she's gg Haji this Dec,
and guess who was there?
Tadaaaaaa!!!
Aliff Aziz! hahahaha. *i swear i didn't edit those pics!*
I'm not a fan of him though. heh.
but, i must admit that he's kinda good looking. chet! hahaha.
yadayada. i really should stop talking right..
heh. kaylah. byebye!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
i spent hours clearing my room on monday but it's still as messy. i managed to only clear 1/8 of the room or maybe 1/20. yeah tht sounds more like it. my room is like some rubbish dump! im serious. u wouldn't even want to sleep in there. they say girls are neater then guys.. but.. i beg to differ. ohwell maybe im not a girl! hahaha.. im the man! ha!
i've still got one last paper left but im already on a can't study mood! for the past 2 days, i've done nothing.. oh maybe just afew ques! but i know i should do more although it's just paper 1 coz scoring for paper one can make a whole lot of difference on the grades i'll get. i know tht very well but i just can't bring myself to study! arghhh! blady irritant! yeah that's me!
i've still got one last paper left but im already on a can't study mood! for the past 2 days, i've done nothing.. oh maybe just afew ques! but i know i should do more although it's just paper 1 coz scoring for paper one can make a whole lot of difference on the grades i'll get. i know tht very well but i just can't bring myself to study! arghhh! blady irritant! yeah that's me!
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Heyo! guess where i am now? im in malaysia! as in, in my kampung! duh. -__- haha.
my kampung becoming more technologically advanced hurr.. not bad...
i didnt know they have Internet access here. *duh. its the cyber cafe* hahaha
anyways.. it feels good to be here. i feel home-home!
*not that i dont feel home in my homeland. its just different. haha.*
i dont have to worry about school.
i dont have to worry about people's feelings. ha!
the best part is, i dont have to worry about my own life!
i really admire the way the people live their life here.
you dont need all these advancements and nonsense to lead a happy life.
i dont know ar. its difficult to explain.
you have to experience it yourself. haha.
okay, lets see.. i slept at 4am cos my cousin and me had a long talk about... life! ha!
she's only 20 and she's getting engaged this Dec!
i swear half the time i was talking nonsense. hahaha.
the funny part was, both of us wanted to pee so badly, but we were scared to get out of the room! cos it was alr 2.30am! see.. im not the only idiot. hahaha.
so we decided to talk and talk and talk. reminiscing our childhood memories. heh.
she's like the expert in 'ting-ting' and 'main getah'
while im the expert in 'main kejar2' and 'skipping'
and whenever it rained, we always play 'cikgu-cikgu' and 'masak-masak'
hahahahahaha.
and one of my cousin whose father wanted me to marry his son will be getting married this dec also! waaaahhh.. hahahahaha. thank god! heh.
anyways...... i woke up at 10am. early or whatt..!
and i was the last to woke up luhh. -_-
had breakfast.stone.went to my grandma hse.supposed to bathe.but ended up sleeping! woke up at 1plus. bathe.eat.talk2.and now im here! heh.
im really taking a chill pill here. haha.
oh yaaa!! my uncle, auntie, grandma and sister has invited all of you to their kampung..
they said "bawak lah kawan-kawan kau semua.. tidur sini." heh!
yadyada.. i gtg. this place stinks. hahahaha. basket.
see ya! dont miss me hor.. *sarah will say "miss you for what?"
hahahahaha. they say absence makes the heart grow fonder! yarr.. haha.
okaybyebye! (:
my kampung becoming more technologically advanced hurr.. not bad...
i didnt know they have Internet access here. *duh. its the cyber cafe* hahaha
anyways.. it feels good to be here. i feel home-home!
*not that i dont feel home in my homeland. its just different. haha.*
i dont have to worry about school.
i dont have to worry about people's feelings. ha!
the best part is, i dont have to worry about my own life!
i really admire the way the people live their life here.
you dont need all these advancements and nonsense to lead a happy life.
i dont know ar. its difficult to explain.
you have to experience it yourself. haha.
okay, lets see.. i slept at 4am cos my cousin and me had a long talk about... life! ha!
she's only 20 and she's getting engaged this Dec!
i swear half the time i was talking nonsense. hahaha.
the funny part was, both of us wanted to pee so badly, but we were scared to get out of the room! cos it was alr 2.30am! see.. im not the only idiot. hahaha.
so we decided to talk and talk and talk. reminiscing our childhood memories. heh.
she's like the expert in 'ting-ting' and 'main getah'
while im the expert in 'main kejar2' and 'skipping'
and whenever it rained, we always play 'cikgu-cikgu' and 'masak-masak'
hahahahahaha.
and one of my cousin whose father wanted me to marry his son will be getting married this dec also! waaaahhh.. hahahahaha. thank god! heh.
anyways...... i woke up at 10am. early or whatt..!
and i was the last to woke up luhh. -_-
had breakfast.stone.went to my grandma hse.supposed to bathe.but ended up sleeping! woke up at 1plus. bathe.eat.talk2.and now im here! heh.
im really taking a chill pill here. haha.
oh yaaa!! my uncle, auntie, grandma and sister has invited all of you to their kampung..
they said "bawak lah kawan-kawan kau semua.. tidur sini." heh!
yadyada.. i gtg. this place stinks. hahahaha. basket.
see ya! dont miss me hor.. *sarah will say "miss you for what?"
hahahahaha. they say absence makes the heart grow fonder! yarr.. haha.
okaybyebye! (:
Monday, November 17, 2008
im supposed to post this 2 days ago. but..heh.
anyways...
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY CARINE LEONG LAI MUN!!
"baby of the family!" hahaha.
anyways...
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY CARINE LEONG LAI MUN!!
"baby of the family!" hahaha.
bitter sweet memories(:
Tunku!
every action in this world will bear a consequence
Sunday, November 16, 2008
14th NOVEMBER 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARINOSAURAUS!!!!
U're finally 18! wow wow wow! haha
SOMEBODY'S addicted to Facebook... I wonder who..
Well, I'm glad A levels are ending (for u all!) cos then we can chill like how chillak-a chill. Yay yay! So I don't have to always spend my weekend with the matair. Some girly chat will do just fine.
Oh oh oh! Go and listen to Taylor Swift's new album. I assure you, it's better than "teardrops on my guitar" hahaha.
Nothing else to update on.. Just.. Wish me luck for my upcoming dental.......... Tmr!!
-Sarah Adnan
Well, I'm glad A levels are ending (for u all!) cos then we can chill like how chillak-a chill. Yay yay! So I don't have to always spend my weekend with the matair. Some girly chat will do just fine.
Oh oh oh! Go and listen to Taylor Swift's new album. I assure you, it's better than "teardrops on my guitar" hahaha.
Nothing else to update on.. Just.. Wish me luck for my upcoming dental.......... Tmr!!
-Sarah Adnan
You’re so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal
No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, to take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?
All the possibilities...
Well I was wrong
(:
im stuck to this song!!!
love.love.love. hahaha. eeee.
You change your mind like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS like a bitch I would know
And you always think, always speak cryptically
I should know that your no good for me
Cause' you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up, we kiss we make up
You! you don't really wanna stay no, but you don't really wanna go-oh
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up and you're down
We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy, now a dead battery
Used to laugh, bout' nothing
now you're plain boring
I should know that you're not gonna change
Its already 2am! oh noo.and i have to wake up early tmr!
Dush!Good luck Juno and Rano!
imlearningsomethingaboutpeopleeveryday.
iseeyourtruecolours,thatswhyiloveyou. right..
okbyebye! (:
It's your turn, to take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?
All the possibilities...
Well I was wrong
(:
im stuck to this song!!!
love.love.love. hahaha. eeee.
You change your mind like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS like a bitch I would know
And you always think, always speak cryptically
I should know that your no good for me
Cause' you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up, we kiss we make up
You! you don't really wanna stay no, but you don't really wanna go-oh
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up and you're down
We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy, now a dead battery
Used to laugh, bout' nothing
now you're plain boring
I should know that you're not gonna change
Its already 2am! oh noo.and i have to wake up early tmr!
Dush!Good luck Juno and Rano!
imlearningsomethingaboutpeopleeveryday.
iseeyourtruecolours,thatswhyiloveyou. right..
okbyebye! (:
Monday, November 10, 2008
hello! its me again! haha.
im bored. dead bored. heh.
speaking of the word "bored.."
i just remembered a story! ok, not really a story though.
wanna hear? ok.nvm. just read. heh.
when i was in primary 5, i felt so dumb.
cosssssss... i used to say
"I'm so BORING...!" whenever i felt bored.
hahahahaha. wth right..
till one fine day, Joanna laughed at me when i told her that "Im so boring..."
oh my goodness..
so embarassing. cos she was laughing all the way. like rotfl.
bimbo.but im nt blonde.lol. yada yada.
*smacksforehed!* Dush..
and i remembered what she said till now!
" Ria, u're not boring. You're just bored!"
-_____________-
hahahahahahhahahahaha. dumbdumb.
Anyway, i'm stuck to this song! -_-
its kind of a meaningful song. heh.
The heart is stronger than you think
Like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on,
though
Sometime you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into your heart, the beat goes on
I’m telling you
Things get better
through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know
If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what,
don’t give up
Through it all, just stand up
It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don’t mean it gotta take control, no (no)
-Just Stand Up (:
DianDian! i think im gonna work hard for my dreams!
heh. too bad if others think it'll just be my dreams
i hate the feeling of selfish cos i know i am sometimes.
but dont we all have to at times? yadayada. haha.
Thank You kecik for listening to my big dreams! lol.
yay!!
Everything happens for a reason!
so long since i last said that ((:
im bored. dead bored. heh.
speaking of the word "bored.."
i just remembered a story! ok, not really a story though.
wanna hear? ok.nvm. just read. heh.
when i was in primary 5, i felt so dumb.
cosssssss... i used to say
"I'm so BORING...!" whenever i felt bored.
hahahahaha. wth right..
till one fine day, Joanna laughed at me when i told her that "Im so boring..."
oh my goodness..
so embarassing. cos she was laughing all the way. like rotfl.
bimbo.but im nt blonde.lol. yada yada.
*smacksforehed!* Dush..
and i remembered what she said till now!
" Ria, u're not boring. You're just bored!"
-_____________-
hahahahahahhahahahaha. dumbdumb.
Anyway, i'm stuck to this song! -_-
its kind of a meaningful song. heh.
The heart is stronger than you think
Like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on,
though
Sometime you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into your heart, the beat goes on
I’m telling you
Things get better
through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know
If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what,
don’t give up
Through it all, just stand up
It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don’t mean it gotta take control, no (no)
-Just Stand Up (:
DianDian! i think im gonna work hard for my dreams!
heh. too bad if others think it'll just be my dreams
i hate the feeling of selfish cos i know i am sometimes.
but dont we all have to at times? yadayada. haha.
Thank You kecik for listening to my big dreams! lol.
yay!!
Everything happens for a reason!
so long since i last said that ((:
Friday, November 7, 2008
hello! guess where i am now?
im in my beloved school. -_-
so much for not going back to school hurr.
and im supposed to go gym with my classmates,
but here i am blogging! hahahahaha.
i feel like a pig! haizzz..
AND.......I'm officially done with PROJECT WORK!!!
wheeeeee.. yippie yaya! hahahaha.
my group FINALLY finish with our GPF! ((:
after today, im not coming back to school.till next year!
good bye school! i'll see you on 12th JANUARY 2008!!! (:
oklah.. i dont know what else to blog about
ok. no. actually i have so many things to say, but whatever laa. heh.
anw! are we going KCP tmr??
june and rann, wanna go? its some carnival isit? nvm.
okie dokie! see ya! ((:
Riaaaaaaa
and if one day you wake up..
im in my beloved school. -_-
so much for not going back to school hurr.
and im supposed to go gym with my classmates,
but here i am blogging! hahahahaha.
i feel like a pig! haizzz..
AND.......I'm officially done with PROJECT WORK!!!
wheeeeee.. yippie yaya! hahahaha.
my group FINALLY finish with our GPF! ((:
after today, im not coming back to school.till next year!
good bye school! i'll see you on 12th JANUARY 2008!!! (:
oklah.. i dont know what else to blog about
ok. no. actually i have so many things to say, but whatever laa. heh.
anw! are we going KCP tmr??
june and rann, wanna go? its some carnival isit? nvm.
okie dokie! see ya! ((:
Riaaaaaaa
and if one day you wake up..
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Hey.. i accidentally link our blog to my class blog. -__-
isit link or something like that. hahaha. i feel dumb. heh.
i'll see what i can do later.
anyway, im in school now! haiyaaa..
Maths was finally over yesterday!
but now, we still have to go school for PW.
i swear im not gonna touch on my pw stuff after tmr. ha!
but i think im gonna miss doing PW.
stress.tertekan. stress. tertekan. shit. lol.
im feeling hungry now.
i haven't eaten anything from morning.
ok, bedek. i just had chocolate croissant. hahaha.
i want real-real food. heh.
haiyaaa. suddenly i feel like pouncing and hugging anyone
hahahaha. am i crazy or what!?
there's so many things i want to do..
ok, let's see:
1. Scream my lungs and heart out!
2. Go for Rihanna's concert.since i didnt get to go for Ungu's concert! ): *dream on ria*
3. Cycling!
4. Balik kampung
5. Go out everyday till im sick of going out.haha.
6. Find part-time job
7. Go for Ncc camps and contribute back to KC. heh.
8. Breakwater!
9. chill at Esplanade rooftop at night!!
10. MEET THE CHILLAK-A! auuuuuuwwww.. ((:
Riaaaaaaaaaaa... stop it....!!!
i want doesn't mean i really want or want people to fulfil my wants. hurrr..
i just want to let out my thoughts.ok, not all. haha.
yada yada. im not making any sense.
ok. gtg! this will be my last time in the school library till next year!! wheeeeee..
ima happy girl.in a happy world.
okkkk.. see ya friends! ((:
isit link or something like that. hahaha. i feel dumb. heh.
i'll see what i can do later.
anyway, im in school now! haiyaaa..
Maths was finally over yesterday!
but now, we still have to go school for PW.
i swear im not gonna touch on my pw stuff after tmr. ha!
but i think im gonna miss doing PW.
stress.tertekan. stress. tertekan. shit. lol.
im feeling hungry now.
i haven't eaten anything from morning.
ok, bedek. i just had chocolate croissant. hahaha.
i want real-real food. heh.
haiyaaa. suddenly i feel like pouncing and hugging anyone
hahahaha. am i crazy or what!?
there's so many things i want to do..
ok, let's see:
1. Scream my lungs and heart out!
2. Go for Rihanna's concert.since i didnt get to go for Ungu's concert! ): *dream on ria*
3. Cycling!
4. Balik kampung
5. Go out everyday till im sick of going out.haha.
6. Find part-time job
7. Go for Ncc camps and contribute back to KC. heh.
8. Breakwater!
9. chill at Esplanade rooftop at night!!
10. MEET THE CHILLAK-A! auuuuuuwwww.. ((:
Riaaaaaaaaaaa... stop it....!!!
i want doesn't mean i really want or want people to fulfil my wants. hurrr..
i just want to let out my thoughts.ok, not all. haha.
yada yada. im not making any sense.
ok. gtg! this will be my last time in the school library till next year!! wheeeeee..
ima happy girl.in a happy world.
okkkk.. see ya friends! ((:
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
hello!!!!
i should really stop whining but i can't.... lalala..
as expected, the days are passing so quickly and it's gonna pass even if my brain refuses to function. tht sucks!
GP was well hmmm rather shitty i'd say cos whatever i prepared for did not come out. well congrats rann. and math was ok but not so okay at the same time.. laalala there's still paper 2. darn! and tht teacher is so freaking irritating!!! lucky i insisted on not resetting the GC. Ha!
bio paper 2 tmr. man and im not prepared and im scared! im never good at memory work. i tend to forget whatever i study like right after the exam so no matter how well i've scored before, it's little help. what kind of shit brain do i have mannn... and there's so many shit to remember.. i need to make sense of it but the brain ain't really functioning now! so goodluck to me! thank goodness it's a afternoon paper! but then again thurs is chem and it's morning paper soooooo this means that i'll have very little time to revise for chem paper 3! oh nooo! well i'll survive....
i can't wait to see you guys!!!!! i miss u all soo sooo much! haiyoooo... eeyurrrr!
i should really stop whining but i can't.... lalala..
as expected, the days are passing so quickly and it's gonna pass even if my brain refuses to function. tht sucks!
GP was well hmmm rather shitty i'd say cos whatever i prepared for did not come out. well congrats rann. and math was ok but not so okay at the same time.. laalala there's still paper 2. darn! and tht teacher is so freaking irritating!!! lucky i insisted on not resetting the GC. Ha!
bio paper 2 tmr. man and im not prepared and im scared! im never good at memory work. i tend to forget whatever i study like right after the exam so no matter how well i've scored before, it's little help. what kind of shit brain do i have mannn... and there's so many shit to remember.. i need to make sense of it but the brain ain't really functioning now! so goodluck to me! thank goodness it's a afternoon paper! but then again thurs is chem and it's morning paper soooooo this means that i'll have very little time to revise for chem paper 3! oh nooo! well i'll survive....
i can't wait to see you guys!!!!! i miss u all soo sooo much! haiyoooo... eeyurrrr!
Harlooooo! It's been a while, I know. Already the third week of school, and problems just keep piling up. Sighs. Projects, I can deal. Problems, not so much.
Oh yeah, on another note, it's confirmed that I'm getting the metal on my mouth HAHA. So yeah.. :D :D I just had a tooth extraction yesterday (friggin painful omg!) and another one next Monday. LOL. So cool lah omgzz That's the most interesting part of my life already. No lifer.
Hehhe okie dokie, I think I'll go get ready for school already.
Love,
Sarah Adnan :)
Oh yeah, on another note, it's confirmed that I'm getting the metal on my mouth HAHA. So yeah.. :D :D I just had a tooth extraction yesterday (friggin painful omg!) and another one next Monday. LOL. So cool lah omgzz That's the most interesting part of my life already. No lifer.
Hehhe okie dokie, I think I'll go get ready for school already.
Love,
Sarah Adnan :)
Sunday, November 2, 2008
breathe in breathe out... i swear im gonna hyperventilate..hahaahaha.. well at least i can still laugh right??
gosh time really passes at lightning speed. i feel like im courting death dam it... shit face.. arhhhhh... 10 hrs to my gp paper!! arhhhhhhh shit shit shit.. lalala...
actually im not all tht nervous. or maybe i am.. it fluctuates but most of the time... im normal which isn't very normal too la.. but yah relatively normal... im going crazyyy....
i really think im schiza... what if i become schizo halfway while writing my essay?? omg! shit! hahahaah lalala... eeeeyurrrrr... i need to scream now... like go to the breakwaters and SCREAMMM!!!
gosh time really passes at lightning speed. i feel like im courting death dam it... shit face.. arhhhhh... 10 hrs to my gp paper!! arhhhhhhh shit shit shit.. lalala...
actually im not all tht nervous. or maybe i am.. it fluctuates but most of the time... im normal which isn't very normal too la.. but yah relatively normal... im going crazyyy....
i really think im schiza... what if i become schizo halfway while writing my essay?? omg! shit! hahahaah lalala... eeeeyurrrrr... i need to scream now... like go to the breakwaters and SCREAMMM!!!
Hello! ape khabar kawan-kawanku? hahaha. anw, i feel sooooooooooooo relieved!ok, not entirely relieved cos there's still my H1maths -_-
and i think im crazy.
crazy to be taking my A level like a joke! ok, not really a joke.it's like i see the importance of it, but sometimes i just don't see the need to work hard enough. ???? what the toot im talking about? ok.this is my life and future im talking about.
sometimes, i just dont know what im doing
haiyaaa..
last year, i thought to myself that i'll just do what my father want and sit for my A levels.
but... somehow along the way, i realised that i want to take my A levels cos i want do it.
with at least a decent A level cert, i'll get to enter a uni, then i'll make my parents proud, then i'll have a bright future, then i'll secure a good paying job? then i'll make everyone happy!
sounded so simple hurr.. yarr right.
haha. and i dont think i will ever get to achieve all those if i keep sitting here and whining my life away. lol! yada yada.. enough said. heh.
anw.. back to my 'relieved' story...
"as i was saying...." hahahahaha.
im soooo happy cos my PW will be over soon!!
im done with OP!!! wheeeeee...!!!!
GOD knows how scared i was..
my hands was freaking cold and to make things worst,
the examination room was air-conditioned! -_-
and and.. there was about 12 student audience! can you believe it?
ME? talking so 'confidently' hand gestures all, in front of so many people! eeeeee..
it feels weeeeirrrrddd... i dont even want to make eye contact with my friends.
cos i was scared i'll end up laughing. heh.
Thank GOD! alhamdullilah.. ((: yay!!
THANK YOU MY PROJECT WORK GROUPMATES!
HAYATI... i love you! and i'll always remember our 'pw meetings' that will always end up into some singing and you tubing sessions! hahahaha.
THANK YOU RANN TAN, JUNE LIO, SARAH ADNAN, DIAN, CARINE, VANNESSA
for helping me in one way or another. eventhough some of you might not realised that u did helped me. its the small things that matter. heh.
and and THANK YOU DIY!!!! it was because of you that we decided to stick to our project task! Thank You for helping us to get through DZULFADLY! we almost give up trying to find information about him! hahahaha. thank God u helped. ((:
Thank You to ALL my friends and classmates for everything..
i cant list down all the names cos there's just too many to be listed down. cheh. heh.
anw... just know,when i was otw home in 36, there's this group of punk kids in the bus!
can you believe it? it was my first time seeing punk kids taking a bus! hahaha. freaking hell, they look scary shit! their hair reminded me of gatsby!!! LOL. then the minah was wearing a stocking that reminds me of a fishing net yang tak dibasuh selama beberapa bulan sehingga ianya dimakan ikan2 di laut! hahahaha! eeeeeee.. and noe what, my knees went weak after i got down the bus! hahahah. weirrrrdd eh.. actually, im scared of punk ppl since i was young? i dont know why.. i was walking damn fast laa. cos i thought they were behind me! hahaha. paranoid. then... i thought i felt safer after getting off the bus. skali..... there's another group of mats infront of me! this time it was SKA kids! -__- toot. hahahaha. i feel so stupid. heh. usully im scared of ghosts or something like that, but this time im scared of PEOPLE! whuutttttt.. hahaha.
i conclude that i have a weak heart. -_- hahahahaha.
ooomg. im still awake! im supposed to be sleeping or studying! heh. ok. i shall sleep soon. hahaha.
see ya! ((:
All the best friends!
You live the life you're given with the storms outside
somedays all i do is watch the sky..
and i think im crazy.
crazy to be taking my A level like a joke! ok, not really a joke.it's like i see the importance of it, but sometimes i just don't see the need to work hard enough. ???? what the toot im talking about? ok.this is my life and future im talking about.
sometimes, i just dont know what im doing
haiyaaa..
last year, i thought to myself that i'll just do what my father want and sit for my A levels.
but... somehow along the way, i realised that i want to take my A levels cos i want do it.
with at least a decent A level cert, i'll get to enter a uni, then i'll make my parents proud, then i'll have a bright future, then i'll secure a good paying job? then i'll make everyone happy!
sounded so simple hurr.. yarr right.
haha. and i dont think i will ever get to achieve all those if i keep sitting here and whining my life away. lol! yada yada.. enough said. heh.
anw.. back to my 'relieved' story...
"as i was saying...." hahahahaha.
im soooo happy cos my PW will be over soon!!
im done with OP!!! wheeeeee...!!!!
GOD knows how scared i was..
my hands was freaking cold and to make things worst,
the examination room was air-conditioned! -_-
and and.. there was about 12 student audience! can you believe it?
ME? talking so 'confidently' hand gestures all, in front of so many people! eeeeee..
it feels weeeeirrrrddd... i dont even want to make eye contact with my friends.
cos i was scared i'll end up laughing. heh.
Thank GOD! alhamdullilah.. ((: yay!!
THANK YOU MY PROJECT WORK GROUPMATES!
HAYATI... i love you! and i'll always remember our 'pw meetings' that will always end up into some singing and you tubing sessions! hahahaha.
THANK YOU RANN TAN, JUNE LIO, SARAH ADNAN, DIAN, CARINE, VANNESSA
for helping me in one way or another. eventhough some of you might not realised that u did helped me. its the small things that matter. heh.
and and THANK YOU DIY!!!! it was because of you that we decided to stick to our project task! Thank You for helping us to get through DZULFADLY! we almost give up trying to find information about him! hahahaha. thank God u helped. ((:
Thank You to ALL my friends and classmates for everything..
i cant list down all the names cos there's just too many to be listed down. cheh. heh.
anw... just know,when i was otw home in 36, there's this group of punk kids in the bus!
can you believe it? it was my first time seeing punk kids taking a bus! hahaha. freaking hell, they look scary shit! their hair reminded me of gatsby!!! LOL. then the minah was wearing a stocking that reminds me of a fishing net yang tak dibasuh selama beberapa bulan sehingga ianya dimakan ikan2 di laut! hahahaha! eeeeeee.. and noe what, my knees went weak after i got down the bus! hahahah. weirrrrdd eh.. actually, im scared of punk ppl since i was young? i dont know why.. i was walking damn fast laa. cos i thought they were behind me! hahaha. paranoid. then... i thought i felt safer after getting off the bus. skali..... there's another group of mats infront of me! this time it was SKA kids! -__- toot. hahahaha. i feel so stupid. heh. usully im scared of ghosts or something like that, but this time im scared of PEOPLE! whuutttttt.. hahaha.
i conclude that i have a weak heart. -_- hahahahaha.
ooomg. im still awake! im supposed to be sleeping or studying! heh. ok. i shall sleep soon. hahaha.
see ya! ((:
All the best friends!
You live the life you're given with the storms outside
somedays all i do is watch the sky..