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Sunday, November 2, 2008

Hello! ape khabar kawan-kawanku? hahaha. anw, i feel sooooooooooooo relieved!ok, not entirely relieved cos there's still my H1maths -_-
and i think im crazy.
crazy to be taking my A level like a joke! ok, not really a joke.it's like i see the importance of it, but sometimes i just don't see the need to work hard enough. ???? what the toot im talking about? ok.this is my life and future im talking about.
sometimes, i just dont know what im doing
haiyaaa..
last year, i thought to myself that i'll just do what my father want and sit for my A levels.
but... somehow along the way, i realised that i want to take my A levels cos i want do it.
with at least a decent A level cert, i'll get to enter a uni, then i'll make my parents proud, then i'll have a bright future, then i'll secure a good paying job? then i'll make everyone happy!
sounded so simple hurr.. yarr right.
haha. and i dont think i will ever get to achieve all those if i keep sitting here and whining my life away. lol! yada yada.. enough said. heh.

anw.. back to my 'relieved' story...
"as i was saying...." hahahahaha.
im soooo happy cos my PW will be over soon!!
im done with OP!!! wheeeeee...!!!!
GOD knows how scared i was..
my hands was freaking cold and to make things worst,
the examination room was air-conditioned! -_-
and and.. there was about 12 student audience! can you believe it?
ME? talking so 'confidently' hand gestures all, in front of so many people! eeeeee..
it feels weeeeirrrrddd... i dont even want to make eye contact with my friends.
cos i was scared i'll end up laughing. heh.
Thank GOD! alhamdullilah.. ((: yay!!

THANK YOU MY PROJECT WORK GROUPMATES!
HAYATI... i love you! and i'll always remember our 'pw meetings' that will always end up into some singing and you tubing sessions! hahahaha.
THANK YOU RANN TAN, JUNE LIO, SARAH ADNAN, DIAN, CARINE, VANNESSA
for helping me in one way or another. eventhough some of you might not realised that u did helped me. its the small things that matter. heh.
and and THANK YOU DIY!!!! it was because of you that we decided to stick to our project task! Thank You for helping us to get through DZULFADLY! we almost give up trying to find information about him! hahahaha. thank God u helped. ((:
Thank You to ALL my friends and classmates for everything..
i cant list down all the names cos there's just too many to be listed down. cheh. heh.

anw... just know,when i was otw home in 36, there's this group of punk kids in the bus!
can you believe it? it was my first time seeing punk kids taking a bus! hahaha. freaking hell, they look scary shit! their hair reminded me of gatsby!!! LOL. then the minah was wearing a stocking that reminds me of a fishing net yang tak dibasuh selama beberapa bulan sehingga ianya dimakan ikan2 di laut! hahahaha! eeeeeee.. and noe what, my knees went weak after i got down the bus! hahahah. weirrrrdd eh.. actually, im scared of punk ppl since i was young? i dont know why.. i was walking damn fast laa. cos i thought they were behind me! hahaha. paranoid. then... i thought i felt safer after getting off the bus. skali..... there's another group of mats infront of me! this time it was SKA kids! -__- toot. hahahaha. i feel so stupid. heh. usully im scared of ghosts or something like that, but this time im scared of PEOPLE! whuutttttt.. hahaha.
i conclude that i have a weak heart. -_- hahahahaha.

ooomg. im still awake! im supposed to be sleeping or studying! heh. ok. i shall sleep soon. hahaha.
see ya! ((:
All the best friends!

You live the life you're given with the storms outside
somedays all i do is watch the sky..