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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

sometimes i wish i could speak and write in a different language. a language only i understand and a language which enables me to express myself fully. but this would defeat the very prupose or speaking and writing. wouldn't it? maybe what i need is an inner voice who is wise enough to keep me on the right path.

the human mind works in a way such that within the few seconds which u have met a new person, u have already decided on whether u would want that person to be in ur circle of friends. of course it would be great if both parties feels the same way and welcomes each other. but what if one person just doesnt like the other person on first instinct or in a more humane way, first impression? well. i strongly feel that the other party should stop trying to be close friends with the other. haha coz it gets really irritating especially since the mind has long been made up.

to say that time has been passing super slowly is wrong. yet, it seems that it hasn't been flying pass either. maybe it's because as the hours pass, we soon arrive into a new day, a new month and even a new year. yet, our mind is constantly on the move and there is no exact way to calculate the amount of thoughts which has been processed and the amount of experience of a person. i don't expect anyone to understand what im talkin about cos i too don't. this is why i need another language. i think i've got a problem with expression. but really who cares, im flawed and so are you.

it's odd how everytime i mention about A level results, people tend to tell me not to worry. the thing is, i''m not exactly worried. im not worried not because i think i'll do well but i think i just do not feel extreme emotions which others feel. i tend to just feel for things at moderation. is there something wrong with me then? i really don't know. it just feels odd. i hate (one extreme emotion at least) it when people tell me not to worry coz i'll do well. firstly, im not worried and secondly, i know myself better than u guys know me. plus it's always better to be a little bit more pessimistic when it comes to such stuff. disappointments just sucks! sucks real bad!