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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

i hate it whenever we talk about LIFE!
as in not that i hate-hate talking about it,
but I'm just scared and freaking uncertain over the future.
there's soooooooo many damn things to think about.
maybe not 'damn' things but... I REALLY DON'T KNOW.
sometimes, when u really think deeply about your life-back then and now, about your surroundings, about money and wealth, about your loved ones and about your future, it really makes me think that whatever shit problems i have now is actually NOTHING. i think partly that's the reason why i try to avoid having problems as much as i could.why?!?! dont we all have enough problems? cant people just live in peace and love one another.isit that difficult? its not as if im asking for money or attention from everyone. i noe its difficult when it comes to this kind of things.cos like what we always say "different people, different" yaa. i noe.. sometimes i really don't want to grow up. all those commitments, responsibilities and wise decision making..i don't think I'm prepared for all those-yet.idk. i wouldn't want to commit something and end up braking my commitments.just imagine you were the one in that situation.. idk. people always tell me not to bother so much about other people's feelings..cos it might hurt me. I'm TRYING. heh! *erm.i don't like to use the word hurt.ha! * eeeeeeee...idk laa.
lets just thank God for everything. (: okay.
Ehhh.. this post is going to timbaktu already!!!! hahahahahahaha.nvmm...
don't bother okaykay.i just want to let it out.cheh. hahahaha.