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Monday, April 6, 2009

6th April 2009. how time flies.............

not so long ago, things had been very different.
April 2008 feels like yesterday. i'm not exaggerating, really. cos to me, it really feels like well.... yesterday. things, circumstances, people and sooo many other things had been so different then. the gradual change in ones lifestyle and the people around you has made me wonder if life was ever different before. was this who i was before? 10 years ago, or maybe just 1 year. has this always been me?

i've learnt. yes literally learnt in the last year that choices can make a big difference and impact on the future. well it probably sucks even more when you know that it'll affect someone else's too. yes, i do count myself lucky that at least i've got a place in uni already but since we humans have unlimited wants and is constantly insatiable, of course i would want my nus accptnce too. but that would pose another problem too as then i'll have to make a choice and weigh the opportunity cost of declining either one. it's never easy cos we're talking about the future now and not any instant gratification. to put it more seriously, my future is at stake. ha! what a joke.

so ntu or nus? i have to think really carefully cos i dont wanna make another wrong choice. making a wrong choice for this would in the future prove to be too big a mistake. choosing science over other subjects has already made me liable to a life long mistake but since there is no turning back..... then i'll just have to live with it. well then maybe if i just eeni meeni mini more..... i'll be able to make a choice between the 2 and then just let things iron out in the future...... right maybe.

omg this post wasn't even suppose to be about uni but i guess i probably just deviated from my actual point cos uni is currently on my mind.