<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/2379035623242853548?origin\x3dhttp://chillak-a.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Hello! We are the Chillak-a

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I've not been to this blog for a few days and it feels weird how all of us are talking about trust and hurt these few days..isn't it? even in school, the teachers are talking about trust, truth and lies.. whats going on??i don't even noe myself.they always say we should tell the truth.but what happens if the truth hurts? at least its the truth right? idk.i think I'd rather not tell the truth and lie if the i noe the truth will hurt.but then again, i cant bring myself to lie to someone, especially to the people i love. i wouldn't mind if i lie to myself cos at least i noe im nt hurting others.or so i thought. but by lying to myself, am i hurting myself? or am i being a hypocrite?crap. this whole thing about truth and lie is really confusing me.. and one of my fren will always tell me this, the truth hurts, a lie is worst.. yea.i noe that, cos I've been singing it whenever the teacher talks about~truth. ha! actually there's so many things i want to talk about but i just cant. i think i've learnt alot these past few days/weeks. about him, about her, about them, about us, about the past, about the future, about family, about love, about trust, about liars, about pretenders, about friendship, about being hurt(heh)... all about life!
-____________- I'm still learning.haha. having said that,i forgot what i wanted to say. nvm..
anw,my mother and me had a long talk the other day.i guess i really need to change-for the better.i need to be more tegas and stand up for my own rights..I'll try.. (:

on a happier note,
i donated blood just now! Hayati too! ((:
it was kinda painful at first, cos the lady said my vein is VERY SMALL! so its difficult for them to POKE the needle in! #@$#%$^! but later she said,
"don't worry, your vein small, but firm! so can..."
-_- hahahahahahahahaha. i wanted to laugh out loud when i heard that.
u noe, my hands felt damn cold cos i was obviously scared! but i kept reminding myself that what if i were the one in need of the blood or any of my family member is in need of it? it doesn't hurt actually..yadayada. anw,the girl beside me fell sick and she felt giddy after donating her blood! it only make me more scared! i kept psycho-ing myself that i wont feel giddy and I'll be strong! yarr right! i felt like one drunkard when i reached west mall cos my head was spinning like a gasing.hahahaha. okokok. enough with my story. heh.
.
lying on the floor,where were you?