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Sunday, May 31, 2009
hello there, the angel from my nightmare
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.
.
idontknow.
hahahahahahahaha.
i think i need food for now.heh.
you noe i feel like doing the hair2 thingy.
or pierce my ear. since its June hols,why not rightt..
idklaah..nvm ar..
on a random note,
i want to go kampungg so badlyyy..
i miss my niece and nephew ):
i miss my nenek and all my cousin,
i miss being so freeeeee, like a bird! hahahaha.
its not always and easy for me to say that i say i miss people
and when i do,
i really wanna see them nowww..
but i cant, i have school!
haaizzz.. shutuplahria.
seeya friends(:
hahahahahahahaha.
i think i need food for now.heh.
you noe i feel like doing the hair2 thingy.
or pierce my ear. since its June hols,why not rightt..
idklaah..nvm ar..
on a random note,
i want to go kampungg so badlyyy..
i miss my niece and nephew ):
i miss my nenek and all my cousin,
i miss being so freeeeee, like a bird! hahahaha.
its not always and easy for me to say that i say i miss people
and when i do,
i really wanna see them nowww..
but i cant, i have school!
haaizzz.. shutuplahria.
seeya friends(:
Saturday, May 30, 2009
just when i was about to type, i suddenly felt a sharp stinging pain on the right side of my head which travelled down to my eye and now the right side of my head just feels odd. i wonder if this is just part of growing older....
blame it on migraines!!! blame it on genes! maybe one day i'll get high blood pressure and die of it!
this is the point when im suppose to say tht life sucks!!! BUT NO im not gonna say it cosssss i loveeeee my lifeee! sooo much soo that i treasure and embrace every single second that im given. i just dislike and yes it's dislike, not hate.. some of the goings around me. ok fine maybe i do hate some stuff but really, there's nth i can do about it! life will be life and that's how it goes... i wonder if anyone has written a song on life.... well i shall not be the first haha
i need to charge my handphone but if i charge nowww then i will overcharge it! i think i'll charge it tmr when i wake up... yeah sounds like a good idea. all i have to do is to remember to charge it.
okay friends! seeyaaaa tmr!!!!!! or later!
blame it on migraines!!! blame it on genes! maybe one day i'll get high blood pressure and die of it!
this is the point when im suppose to say tht life sucks!!! BUT NO im not gonna say it cosssss i loveeeee my lifeee! sooo much soo that i treasure and embrace every single second that im given. i just dislike and yes it's dislike, not hate.. some of the goings around me. ok fine maybe i do hate some stuff but really, there's nth i can do about it! life will be life and that's how it goes... i wonder if anyone has written a song on life.... well i shall not be the first haha
i need to charge my handphone but if i charge nowww then i will overcharge it! i think i'll charge it tmr when i wake up... yeah sounds like a good idea. all i have to do is to remember to charge it.
okay friends! seeyaaaa tmr!!!!!! or later!
Friday, May 29, 2009
when life gets boring... it's time to break free from routine work. well it's easier said then done.
work later... there'll only be me working. well, with the exception of the doc of course. i get tired of work sometimes. feel like quitting but then again... sometimes it feels like part of life. i think i'm a loner cos i do enjoy working alone. at least i don't have to hear the problems, ideas and behavior of others which i totally don't condone but really... it's none of my business... why should i get involved in them? it does me no good. my life is confusing enough... i don't need extra problems which aren't even important to me.
bitching bitching bitching = rann nodding nodding nodding...
i've got my own problems to think about. not soo free to bitch about others.
well it can be fun though when whoever it may be pisses me off... but... nothing has pissed me off soo far except the bitching of others and the behaviour of some whichhhhh is none of my business...
you know... these bitching and behavior of others which i claim is none of my business.. may in fact be affecting me more than i want to admit!!! hahahahaha cos if it doesn't affect me... i wouldn't even be blogging it! bleah!!!!! hahahahah irritating! yes im actually irritated but there's no point telling those colleague or that colleague of mine how much i dont condone her behavior cossssssss i know she wouldn't listen!! don't wanna waste my breath man!!! plussss it'll only cause me to step on her wrong foot! it's times like these when i totally rather not care!
2 hours to work.. woooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooo
i'm trying to self high here.
i feel like sleeping dam it!!! need to get a little hyper before i feel like sleeping again! arhhhhhhhhhhhhh lalalalalala!!!!!
wah i suddenly had migraine yesterday at work! it sucks but it went off dam fast! hahaha cool or wat?! im currently in a mad mood. like not funny also think it's funny!!! it's called self highing!!! i do that when im tired so that i would not be tired!!! get it? haha bleah bleah bleah
okay!!!! see ya people!!! lalala!!!!! im not acting cute alright!!! lalala bleah bleeee bluhhhhh bluuuu
work later... there'll only be me working. well, with the exception of the doc of course. i get tired of work sometimes. feel like quitting but then again... sometimes it feels like part of life. i think i'm a loner cos i do enjoy working alone. at least i don't have to hear the problems, ideas and behavior of others which i totally don't condone but really... it's none of my business... why should i get involved in them? it does me no good. my life is confusing enough... i don't need extra problems which aren't even important to me.
bitching bitching bitching = rann nodding nodding nodding...
i've got my own problems to think about. not soo free to bitch about others.
well it can be fun though when whoever it may be pisses me off... but... nothing has pissed me off soo far except the bitching of others and the behaviour of some whichhhhh is none of my business...
you know... these bitching and behavior of others which i claim is none of my business.. may in fact be affecting me more than i want to admit!!! hahahahaha cos if it doesn't affect me... i wouldn't even be blogging it! bleah!!!!! hahahahah irritating! yes im actually irritated but there's no point telling those colleague or that colleague of mine how much i dont condone her behavior cossssssss i know she wouldn't listen!! don't wanna waste my breath man!!! plussss it'll only cause me to step on her wrong foot! it's times like these when i totally rather not care!
2 hours to work.. woooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooo
i'm trying to self high here.
i feel like sleeping dam it!!! need to get a little hyper before i feel like sleeping again! arhhhhhhhhhhhhh lalalalalala!!!!!
wah i suddenly had migraine yesterday at work! it sucks but it went off dam fast! hahaha cool or wat?! im currently in a mad mood. like not funny also think it's funny!!! it's called self highing!!! i do that when im tired so that i would not be tired!!! get it? haha bleah bleah bleah
okay!!!! see ya people!!! lalala!!!!! im not acting cute alright!!! lalala bleah bleeee bluhhhhh bluuuu
sew myself shut
I hate my brother for losing my mp3.. ):
and he's not even sorry about it.
daaamn lah, he broke my headphones and i didn't even bother asking him to buy me a new one.
cos he said he didn't broke it.. wtf.i don't really care anymore.
so i bought a new earpiece just last week and now, he said he lost my mp3..
you know, i have so many pictures in my mp3 and now its all gone.
thanks so much abang-for giving me that mp3 as my bdae present and for losing it.
i don't care if he reads this.
imstillangry.idk.fcukla.
and he's not even sorry about it.
daaamn lah, he broke my headphones and i didn't even bother asking him to buy me a new one.
cos he said he didn't broke it.. wtf.i don't really care anymore.
so i bought a new earpiece just last week and now, he said he lost my mp3..
you know, i have so many pictures in my mp3 and now its all gone.
thanks so much abang-for giving me that mp3 as my bdae present and for losing it.
i don't care if he reads this.
imstillangry.idk.fcukla.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
HELLO!!!
ON SATURDAY MEET AT 12PM FOR KC FAMILY DAY!!!!
HEH
ON SATURDAY MEET AT 12PM FOR KC FAMILY DAY!!!!
HEH
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
hahaha we cut Obees hair, ok fur, just now cos it got knotted and looked terrible... we cut the fur near her eyes too!! know she looks kinda weird! like u know when girls over pluck their eyebrows? ahahahha and she looks freaking skinny too with all the fur gone.. hahaha!! and she got uneven patches of hair cos charm tried to make it even but it just got worst! hahahahaha need to buy shaver!!! kehahahaha
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
noe what??! my brother's HAMSTER'S IS OUT OF IT'S CAGE and I DON'T DARE TO PICK IT UP! howwwww.. what if it run away like the previous hamsters?? -_- but its not my fault.... cos i just came back home and i wanted to play2 with the hamsters. i mean, look2 at the hamsters cos errrr..obviously i don't dare to touch it.hehhh! and i was trying to find the hamsters when i saw one cute little thing staring at me beside the cage! wahhhhh...!! HAHAHAHAHA. what should i do?? my mum and me tried to catch it buttttttt she's scared to touch it also! i feel like an ediot cos the hamster was running2 around and im scared of it. wth. -___- hahahaha! someone teach me how to hold a hamster can..haha. so much for me wanting to have my own hamsters! heh.
Good luck little hamster, dun run away far far k. hahahaha.
kklah. i better be studying! i have GeePee and Malay tmr!! ): seeya!
Good luck little hamster, dun run away far far k. hahahaha.
kklah. i better be studying! i have GeePee and Malay tmr!! ): seeya!
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Lazy to think of a title..
this weekend was :) Thanks to the many2 people. Wheeeeee! I get to spend time with chillak-a, parents - watching a slideshow of their trip, dad's side, and my BIE friends, for a 21st bday party............. :) To top it off, I got a t-shirt! And the pink is blardy nice omgggg!!!!!!!<33 Pics will be up soon, esp the Saturday ones. *right june!*
Hehe.
Ok lah, off to bed. It's waaaay past my bedtime already.
Look forward to a post by Sarah Adnan next month or smth.
Byeee! School tmr!!!!!!!!!!!
Hehe.
Ok lah, off to bed. It's waaaay past my bedtime already.
Look forward to a post by Sarah Adnan next month or smth.
Byeee! School tmr!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes i think im too emotional and fickle...
i like to dream and be in my own world.
i know its not good but.. who cares?
idontknoe.
i like to dream and be in my own world.
i know its not good but.. who cares?
idontknoe.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
There’s a moment in time
And it’s stuck in my mind
Way back, when we were just kids..
And it’s stuck in my mind
Way back, when we were just kids..
i won't bother anymore..
i promise.no.i'll try my best.
Goodnight.goodnight.
i promise.no.i'll try my best.
Goodnight.goodnight.
Friday, May 22, 2009
where nobody knows,if its night or day
-i didn't go to school today and i woke up late.greaat..
-i have to run some errands for my mum but i feel so lazyyy..
-my stomach is happy now and i feel like playing the whole day.
-i wanna play at the BIG fun fair at tamp! those jump2 game! hahaha.
-i wanna get this dark blue pullover at Uni Qlo!! but its sooo ex. ): ediot.
-i wanna eat tako balls but its soo far and they'll be away by this sun.
-i feel like watching movie at at iluma cos i HAVE to drop by bugis for a while later.
-i found this nice jacket that june and me have been looking for!online.
-i dont know why i like to distract myself!?
-IF only i was rich..or rich-er..right rann..? hahahahahaha.
-my brother said i bother too much about what others think about me.
-really? idk.i dun think so.
-i think i shouldnt be complaining so much..
-im supposed to be studying.
-okaaaay.goodbye.
-i have to run some errands for my mum but i feel so lazyyy..
-my stomach is happy now and i feel like playing the whole day.
-i wanna play at the BIG fun fair at tamp! those jump2 game! hahaha.
-i wanna get this dark blue pullover at Uni Qlo!! but its sooo ex. ): ediot.
-i wanna eat tako balls but its soo far and they'll be away by this sun.
-i feel like watching movie at at iluma cos i HAVE to drop by bugis for a while later.
-i found this nice jacket that june and me have been looking for!online.
-i dont know why i like to distract myself!?
-IF only i was rich..or rich-er..right rann..? hahahahahaha.
-my brother said i bother too much about what others think about me.
-really? idk.i dun think so.
-i think i shouldnt be complaining so much..
-im supposed to be studying.
-okaaaay.goodbye.
sometimes i feel like quitting my job. it's too much responsibility, politics, shitty people and too little money. work this month sucks! there's so much screw ups!! i hate it man! damn all mankind! i know i'm being naive but i hate politics!!! hate it soo much.. sometimes i just dont understand why we all can't just live peacefully with one another. i know there's a reason for rules and regulations but dam them!! i hate it sooo sooo much!!! wow! yes this is coming from me!!! me hating rules and regulations? yes i hate them! i really do.
it sucks u know!! people at work are all sooo hypocritical.. how exactly does people change from innocent little naive kids to cunning selfish adults who only care to save their own asses?? it sucks doesn't it? who is the childish one then?? well i try to stay out of politics as much as i can but you know.. that only makes me more vulnerable and i hate it!! the truth is.. i'm seriously not the sort who would backstab others so it leaves me with listening to others backstabbing others and just me nodding my head and giving as little comments as possible... it just sucks!!!!
ok enough... haiyaaaa i really feel like quitting u knowww but i wanna continue with work when uni starts sooo how leh?? finding another job isn't really an option right? since it won't give me much flexibility... arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this sucks!
it sucks u know!! people at work are all sooo hypocritical.. how exactly does people change from innocent little naive kids to cunning selfish adults who only care to save their own asses?? it sucks doesn't it? who is the childish one then?? well i try to stay out of politics as much as i can but you know.. that only makes me more vulnerable and i hate it!! the truth is.. i'm seriously not the sort who would backstab others so it leaves me with listening to others backstabbing others and just me nodding my head and giving as little comments as possible... it just sucks!!!!
ok enough... haiyaaaa i really feel like quitting u knowww but i wanna continue with work when uni starts sooo how leh?? finding another job isn't really an option right? since it won't give me much flexibility... arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this sucks!
we have a new playlist! yayeee.. ((:
sorry eh, idk what songs to put in somemore.
so pls tell me any songs u all want and I'll TRY to add it in.heh.
and it was so difficult for me to change and put the new codes all.
i feel so dumb cos i don't know a single thing about codes. but congrats to me! -_-
oklaah..I'm not sleepy but i don't want to stay awake.idk why.. whateverlah.
im not going to school tmr.i just don't have the mood.
i'll study at mp lib.i think.
shitlah.im confused.hahahaha.
goodnight.goodnight. (:
sorry eh, idk what songs to put in somemore.
so pls tell me any songs u all want and I'll TRY to add it in.heh.
and it was so difficult for me to change and put the new codes all.
i feel so dumb cos i don't know a single thing about codes. but congrats to me! -_-
oklaah..I'm not sleepy but i don't want to stay awake.idk why.. whateverlah.
im not going to school tmr.i just don't have the mood.
i'll study at mp lib.i think.
shitlah.im confused.hahahaha.
goodnight.goodnight. (:
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
wahhh im sooo bored!!!! anyone has any nice books to recommend?? and june i havent finished reading the time travellers wife. don't have the correct mood la.. like i keep getting distracted... now i need either a very engaging book or a very thin book.. hahahhaa
ok soooo who else is free on friday night???
ok soooo who else is free on friday night???
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
i would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming
Monday, May 18, 2009
i got nothing better to do..
actually got, studyyyinggg!!!
hahahahahahaha. but im taking a break.
yeaaa.righttt..HAHAHA!
and random questions just make me wanna laugh sometimes.
1. Tonight I am so..
not looking forward to tonight cos there's schl tmr!
2. The weather was..
gooooood this morning! ((:
3. My favorite time of day is..
sunrise and sunset
4. The last thing I do before I go to bed at night is..
dreaaaammm..and baca doa.hehhh..
5. I wish that I could go..
on a holiday and all the 7 wonders of the world!!
6. The first thing I do in the morning is..
check the time
7. I should have ___________ yesterday.
studied.
8. Do you go to church?
takkan aku pegi church pulaak... no.
9. Do you pray or ask God for something?
ya.
10. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
errr..supposed to.
11. Do you color your hair?
hahahahahahahahaha.
12. How often do you wear makeup?
is eye liner considered as makeup? haha
13. Describe yourself in three words.
clumsy.happy.penakut!
14. What is your favorite thing to wear?
NOTHING! HAHAHAHAHA! kiddinggg!!
15. What is your favorite animal?
ME = like animals???!!?!? errrrrrrr... hahahahaha!
16. Tell me something you are planning to do today.
study.eat.sleep.stone.watch tv.meet sarah at tamp.talk to people.sleep.
17. What was your favorite cartoon as a child?
Popeye the sailorman!!!
18. Who are you in love with?
errrrrr.. noone. myself! hahahahahahaha.
19. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
naaah.. anyone wanna go??
20. What do you want to know about the future?
i dont want to know anything!!!
21. Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
ha! dreaaam on.haahahahaha.
22. If you were a tree, what would be carved in your trunk?
ria raziany razak was here. HAHAHAHA. idk..
23. Want Kids?
of course! ((: hehhhh..
24. Regret Something You Did In The Past?
i think so..idk.
25. Whats your favorite horror movie?
Casper the friendly ghost! hahahahaha
26. At the beach would you rather play in the sand, or play in the water?
play in the water.but not the deep water.heh
27. Who was your first crush?
cant remember! isit? hahaha.
28. Are you usually late, early or right on time?
errrr.late. sorrrrryyyy...
29. When and how was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
never.idk.
30. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love?
trust. (:
yadayadayada..
im gg to study nowww.seeya! (:
actually got, studyyyinggg!!!
hahahahahahaha. but im taking a break.
yeaaa.righttt..HAHAHA!
and random questions just make me wanna laugh sometimes.
1. Tonight I am so..
not looking forward to tonight cos there's schl tmr!
2. The weather was..
gooooood this morning! ((:
3. My favorite time of day is..
sunrise and sunset
4. The last thing I do before I go to bed at night is..
dreaaaammm..and baca doa.hehhh..
5. I wish that I could go..
on a holiday and all the 7 wonders of the world!!
6. The first thing I do in the morning is..
check the time
7. I should have ___________ yesterday.
studied.
8. Do you go to church?
takkan aku pegi church pulaak... no.
9. Do you pray or ask God for something?
ya.
10. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
errr..supposed to.
11. Do you color your hair?
hahahahahahahahaha.
12. How often do you wear makeup?
is eye liner considered as makeup? haha
13. Describe yourself in three words.
clumsy.happy.penakut!
14. What is your favorite thing to wear?
NOTHING! HAHAHAHAHA! kiddinggg!!
15. What is your favorite animal?
ME = like animals???!!?!? errrrrrrr... hahahahaha!
16. Tell me something you are planning to do today.
study.eat.sleep.stone.watch tv.meet sarah at tamp.talk to people.sleep.
17. What was your favorite cartoon as a child?
Popeye the sailorman!!!
18. Who are you in love with?
errrrrr.. noone. myself! hahahahahahaha.
19. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
naaah.. anyone wanna go??
20. What do you want to know about the future?
i dont want to know anything!!!
21. Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
ha! dreaaam on.haahahahaha.
22. If you were a tree, what would be carved in your trunk?
ria raziany razak was here. HAHAHAHA. idk..
23. Want Kids?
of course! ((: hehhhh..
24. Regret Something You Did In The Past?
i think so..idk.
25. Whats your favorite horror movie?
Casper the friendly ghost! hahahahaha
26. At the beach would you rather play in the sand, or play in the water?
play in the water.but not the deep water.heh
27. Who was your first crush?
cant remember! isit? hahaha.
28. Are you usually late, early or right on time?
errrr.late. sorrrrryyyy...
29. When and how was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
never.idk.
30. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love?
trust. (:
yadayadayada..
im gg to study nowww.seeya! (:
Sunday, May 17, 2009
HELLO!
i realli feel like playing that old schl arcade game.
u noe de one det u slam ure fist on crocodiles when they pop out???
or de one det u step on red bulbs det are apparently spiders??
YA.
omg..play arcade wif me lehh??
i miss gng in de reverrse direction on Daytona.
haha.
and we can play de jackpot thingie toooo!!
and de ones det got de 'hand2' thing reach down to grab sweeeets!!
hahaha
den i wan to exchange my coupons for small2 souvenirs.
hahahahah.
omg i miss my childhood so much.
arcade wif me soon anyone??
((:
dianloveyoumanymany(:
i realli feel like playing that old schl arcade game.
u noe de one det u slam ure fist on crocodiles when they pop out???
or de one det u step on red bulbs det are apparently spiders??
YA.
omg..play arcade wif me lehh??
i miss gng in de reverrse direction on Daytona.
haha.
and we can play de jackpot thingie toooo!!
and de ones det got de 'hand2' thing reach down to grab sweeeets!!
hahaha
den i wan to exchange my coupons for small2 souvenirs.
hahahahah.
omg i miss my childhood so much.
arcade wif me soon anyone??
((:
dianloveyoumanymany(:
Thursday, May 14, 2009
should i go to school tmr?
my heart says no. but my mind says.. yes?
idk. gp for 3 hours!
and i'll end up sleeping, doodling or dreaming after one hour.
that's IF im not involved in my school official opening.. -_-
IF im involved, there will be no lesson for the whole dayy!
thanks to my frens who VOLUNTEERED for me as a food server!
food server?! think im a waitress isit..?
i have to come to school as early as 6.45am on saturday just to serve food??
-_____- cant they just take their own food....???
think they're some prince or princess isitt?
ediot la.what to do. i cant possibly say no to my teacher right.idk.
aaah.. dont bother.
anw im feeling sad cos my home tutor will be leaving MI and my class..
you noe I've always complained about my school,
that i don't feel the sense of belongingness and all the nonsense stuff..
but i think im getting emotionally attached to my school and my frens.
it sucks when i start to get emotionally attached to someone or people,
and all of a sudden or some time later, they'll have to leave or they just fade away..
get what i mean..idk.
in class just now, he sang always be my baby and we were crying like- babies!
its kinda funny but its nt supposed to be funny.idk la..
I've never really cried for a teacher except for, arwah cikgu Rathia..
..................
ok, i shall not say anything anymore.
I'm sorry for disappointing you, Mr Lim.
thank you for all the things that you have done to me and my frens and everyone else around.
thank you and i'll miss you.
so long, farewell..
my heart says no. but my mind says.. yes?
idk. gp for 3 hours!
and i'll end up sleeping, doodling or dreaming after one hour.
that's IF im not involved in my school official opening.. -_-
IF im involved, there will be no lesson for the whole dayy!
thanks to my frens who VOLUNTEERED for me as a food server!
food server?! think im a waitress isit..?
i have to come to school as early as 6.45am on saturday just to serve food??
-_____- cant they just take their own food....???
think they're some prince or princess isitt?
ediot la.what to do. i cant possibly say no to my teacher right.idk.
aaah.. dont bother.
anw im feeling sad cos my home tutor will be leaving MI and my class..
you noe I've always complained about my school,
that i don't feel the sense of belongingness and all the nonsense stuff..
but i think im getting emotionally attached to my school and my frens.
it sucks when i start to get emotionally attached to someone or people,
and all of a sudden or some time later, they'll have to leave or they just fade away..
get what i mean..idk.
in class just now, he sang always be my baby and we were crying like- babies!
its kinda funny but its nt supposed to be funny.idk la..
I've never really cried for a teacher except for, arwah cikgu Rathia..
..................
ok, i shall not say anything anymore.
I'm sorry for disappointing you, Mr Lim.
thank you for all the things that you have done to me and my frens and everyone else around.
thank you and i'll miss you.
so long, farewell..
Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
when a person is old or sickly, u just have to be prepared to let him or her go. holding on would not do any help. it will only make things worst...
relationships are the same. isn't it? no marriage last forever for one will definitely leave the other. either through death or divorce.
when a relationship turns bad and cannot be salvaged despite multiple attempts to, we should let it go right? holding on will only cause more pain and sufferings... well this is my stand. haha
relationships are the same. isn't it? no marriage last forever for one will definitely leave the other. either through death or divorce.
when a relationship turns bad and cannot be salvaged despite multiple attempts to, we should let it go right? holding on will only cause more pain and sufferings... well this is my stand. haha
i feel so restlessssssssss........
goodnight.
goodnight.
hahahahaha there's 2 i hate post and 1 i hate draft! its funny!!!! soooo angsty ar fellow chillak-aers!!! i shall stop calling u guys chillak-assess.. as much as i think it's funny... it's blady rude too!! hahahaha!..
ok i've really got nothing to do now but i really can't sleep soooo here i am! the tv is switched on, the laptop is switched on, the modemn is switched on, the lights are switched on. well yes im wasting electricity which equates to wasting money..... gosh! i should start sleeping early and waking up early!! late night sleeping is bad...
im still craving for lagsana... my cravings don't go off sooo easily and i like steak... i can eat steak consecutively in maybeeee 3 days? ok maybe 5? hahaha but of course the steak has to be good! and not taste like raw fish!!!! ria and june! u know what i mean? hahahaha gross! tht was the worst steak EVER!!!! omg! spoils my appetite!
hmmmmm i feel like making something to eatttt but what??? haiyyyyyy..... popcorn chicken? nahhh.. burger? nahhh... sandwich? nahhh.... maggi mee? nahhh.... lagsana? I WANT!!!!
ok i've really got nothing to do now but i really can't sleep soooo here i am! the tv is switched on, the laptop is switched on, the modemn is switched on, the lights are switched on. well yes im wasting electricity which equates to wasting money..... gosh! i should start sleeping early and waking up early!! late night sleeping is bad...
im still craving for lagsana... my cravings don't go off sooo easily and i like steak... i can eat steak consecutively in maybeeee 3 days? ok maybe 5? hahaha but of course the steak has to be good! and not taste like raw fish!!!! ria and june! u know what i mean? hahahaha gross! tht was the worst steak EVER!!!! omg! spoils my appetite!
hmmmmm i feel like making something to eatttt but what??? haiyyyyyy..... popcorn chicken? nahhh.. burger? nahhh... sandwich? nahhh.... maggi mee? nahhh.... lagsana? I WANT!!!!
Monday, May 11, 2009
I hate complaining and complaining like a b***h..
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........... but i think,
I AM LOSING MY DRIVE TO S.T.U.D.Y OR EVEN DO ANYTHING SOMETIMES..
i just want to rot at home or go somewhere faaaaar....
i noe I'm being selfish. but have you all ever imagine, not worrying about so many (damn) things..?
if only i could, i don't want to think about my family.my friends.my schoolwork.my exams.my teachers.my finances.my future.my life -maybe just for one day.. but then again, there's no purpose in life without all these right? I'll be living like a loner and have NO LIFE! ha! shouldn't i know what i want in life? i think I've always known what i want in life.my big dreams and aspirations all! heh. But.... there's always a BUT! how sad right.. ha! another thing is about EXPECTATIONS!!! and disappointment! thinking about all these just makes me want to hide and run away.yea rightt.. i think my mood changes so fast nowadays.. I'm not saying that I'll get all moody and emoemo..NAH! its just that my mind has been playing tricks on me and I'm slowly losing my motivation! this sucks. i cant go on like this.its as if I'm finding for attention. NO! i just want to complain here cos i don't know how to tell you all these nonsense stuff! and it feels stupid to complain about this. -_- haha.
on the bright side.. I'm still fine and alive.hahahaha.
im spending money like water and they're both wrong! i hate the after feeling of spending money... it sucks!!!!! eeeeee ok i shall save more of next months pay..... im like some spendthrift idiot!!!! yes idiot!!! omg!!! what the hell is wrong with me!!??!! but i still wanna buy tht shoe! ria!!! u know that shoe?? hahahaha yes i want the white one! hahahahaha!!! hmmm and i wanna buy track shoes too!! hahahaha goodness me!!!! im gonna buy a saxophone too u know!!??!! hahahaha but i don't even think i'll be able to play properly!!! talk about being impulsive. i think i am!!
Sunday, May 10, 2009
u noe how i always tell you guys how i'll get easily hurt (errrr, i just hate using the word hurt,but whatever) whenever people tell/scold me with rude remarks or even tell me to simply shut up.. and then recently only, i told u guys that I'm slowly accepting this kind of remarks cos somehow it just gets in my head.. cos i managed to convinced myself that its merely words. But....to think about it, i think I'm still kind of a pussy.ha! i don't know.. i just feel like sh!t and sad whenever people say things that isnt right about me or the people i know. its not that i don't feel angry, i do. who doesnt. but, it hurts to think that some people behave in a certain way and think of you in a negative way when you actually have good intentions.its just sad that people don't see the light and let hatred destroy them. its not about being overly sensitive, its just about being tactful and putting yourself in someone else's shoe. just imagine how someone else feels when we say stuff that we dont even noe if its true or not..isnt it called accusation? once u accused someone, doesnt it mean that you don't trust the person anymore.. isn't it..? hate is such a strong word dont you think..but I'm not saying I'm an angel cos i do hate some stuff/people too.i noe. but you dont have to tell people that you hate something or someone just because you hate it. (i noe i may contradict myself here.but at least i noe my own mistakes and im trying to change) Think again, what if the person you hate knows about it(your hatred towards he/she) ok, you hate the person, you dont/wont bother. but then again, would you like it if someone does the same thing as you..? i bet you'll start cursing the person and your hatred towards the person will just grow! right. so whats the point. it'll never end..
idk what I'm talking about.. heh,I'm lying.don't bother la.
idk what I'm talking about.. heh,I'm lying.don't bother la.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
I hate studying...
but i know i cant hate studying.
so how?
stop complaining and just study. ):
HA!
Dear ria,
please stop distracting yourself and focus.
SIX more months and you'll be freeee! just endure and persevere.
leave everything behind except for your studies. you can!
you don't want to repeat your stupid mistakes.
and you must make everyone proud of you.
you can do it! yes you can!
love, me(:
HAHAHAHAHA. self-motivation. -_-
shut up you assss!!!
but i know i cant hate studying.
so how?
stop complaining and just study. ):
HA!
Dear ria,
please stop distracting yourself and focus.
SIX more months and you'll be freeee! just endure and persevere.
leave everything behind except for your studies. you can!
you don't want to repeat your stupid mistakes.
and you must make everyone proud of you.
you can do it! yes you can!
love, me(:
HAHAHAHAHA. self-motivation. -_-
shut up you assss!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHH!!!!!
dun turn de tables.
dun u fcuking turn de tables on me.
i'm as confused as i cud ever be.
torn between million feelings that i cant even identify
i'll explode like u've never seen me explode before.
i swear.
dun turn de tables.
dun u fcuking turn de tables on me.
i'm as confused as i cud ever be.
torn between million feelings that i cant even identify
i'll explode like u've never seen me explode before.
i swear.
Friday, May 8, 2009
I have Revolutionary Road in High Definition :)
Thursday, May 7, 2009
why is no one awake to watch the chelsea barcelona match???? the first goal was damn good btw! hahahaha im so boredd!!!!!! i missed the man u vs arsenal match yesterday or rather the day before yesterday.. so dumb! i shall not miss the championship... bleah. it's not as if im very into soccer... just nice to watch once in a while... got adrenaline rush.. hahaha especially when there's a team you support. btw i support man u. haha and real madrid... typical la but i swear i don't watch for the hot guys... they're not exactly hot anw.. hahahaha... eeee but its so boring to watch alone... at least last time there was rach to watch with me... :( maybe i should sneak to punggol now!!! hahahahaha!!!!! if u guys watch soccer tooooo then we can all hang out at night at someones house.... to watch!!!! bleah! :( it's 3.o6am but i don't wanna sleep! i wanna watch the match! but i don't wanna watch alone... no fun... hahahaha!!!!! oh crappp i shall just go to sleep now and then watch the championship..... blu blah bleeee! wah nearly goal .. hahahahaha!! i think chelsea will win.. hahaha then man u and chelsea will fight for championship again... sooo fun!!! hahahaa
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
My love for you is like diarrhoea, I just can't hold it in.
A BIG L.O.L TO TO THE TITLE!
anw, guess who's still in LOVE with.......
PARAMOREEEEE!!!??!??!?!
meeeeeee..meeee..
(:
june, u better not say yuck or i'll smack you.hahaha.kidding.
i tried not listening to paramore but... i cant la. hehh..
i think those usual ppl at my house bus stop thinks I'm some action cool kid.
cos everymorning I'll be listening to paramore so damn loudly using my headphones and i'll be stoning while waiting for the bus.who doesnt?haha. and I'm using my backpack nw.heh.
wanna noe why i changed my bag?
cos i weigh my bag that day and i didnt noe
Ive been carrying a sack of rice to school everyday!! 5kg of books, papers, and rubbish!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
okiedokie.I'm gonna isolate myself.haha.
who miss me?? say ayee!!
hahahahahahahahahaha.perasan.
anw, guess who's still in LOVE with.......
PARAMOREEEEE!!!??!??!?!
meeeeeee..meeee..
(:
june, u better not say yuck or i'll smack you.hahaha.kidding.
i tried not listening to paramore but... i cant la. hehh..
i think those usual ppl at my house bus stop thinks I'm some action cool kid.
cos everymorning I'll be listening to paramore so damn loudly using my headphones and i'll be stoning while waiting for the bus.who doesnt?haha. and I'm using my backpack nw.heh.
wanna noe why i changed my bag?
cos i weigh my bag that day and i didnt noe
Ive been carrying a sack of rice to school everyday!! 5kg of books, papers, and rubbish!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
okiedokie.I'm gonna isolate myself.haha.
who miss me?? say ayee!!
hahahahahahahahahaha.perasan.
diannn.. read drafts.ok. (:
Dian, read drafts.
i'm lacking my dose of Chillak-a!!!! i can't wait to see u guys!!! hahahahahaha! who feels me??? say aye! hahahaha
chillaka.. i left sumting in de drafts for u guys.
inital plan was to do a post, but i couldnt.
Read it k?
wdver is in there stays STRICTLY between us k?
thx guys..
Read it k?
wdver is in there stays STRICTLY between us k?
thx guys..
dianloveyoumanymany(:
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
lets play in the rain!
remember i complaint about my toothache not long ago..?
noe what, i just found out yesterday that
MY WISDOM TOOTH IS GROWING!!
and it hurts-it comes on and off. ):
i've not eaten any PROPER chocolates cos i thought my toothache will go away ONE day, but NO! at first i thought i had food particle stuck at the back of my mouth..and i wondered why is it always stuck there?! then...... yesterday i felt the gum at the back of my jaw using my tongue and waaaaaaaaahhhh...!!! it obviously cant be any food particle cos i felt my own TEETH! hahahahahahahahahaha.
"They are called wisdom teeth because usually they come in when a person is between age 17 and 25 or older—old enough to have supposedly gained some wisdom. "
-____- Im 19 means im getting wiser??!? reallyyyy? hahahahahahaha.
noe what, i just found out yesterday that
MY WISDOM TOOTH IS GROWING!!
and it hurts-it comes on and off. ):
i've not eaten any PROPER chocolates cos i thought my toothache will go away ONE day, but NO! at first i thought i had food particle stuck at the back of my mouth..and i wondered why is it always stuck there?! then...... yesterday i felt the gum at the back of my jaw using my tongue and waaaaaaaaahhhh...!!! it obviously cant be any food particle cos i felt my own TEETH! hahahahahahahahahaha.
"They are called wisdom teeth because usually they come in when a person is between age 17 and 25 or older—old enough to have supposedly gained some wisdom. "
-____- Im 19 means im getting wiser??!? reallyyyy? hahahahahahaha.
So look up, take it away
Don't look da-da-da-down
the mountain
If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return
Anyone, anything, anyhow...
yeaa, ANYHOWWWW..
hahahahahahahaha.
Don't look da-da-da-down
the mountain
If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return
Anyone, anything, anyhow...
yeaa, ANYHOWWWW..
hahahahahahahaha.
Monday, May 4, 2009
im gonna be a whinner but who cares! im freaking pissed off! but at the same time... im feeling emotionless. what the hell la! i had to fork out $20 today cos the stupid session total amount was short of $60 and so each had to pay $20!!! GROSS!!!! why did i even go to work today? i might as well not go right?? opportunity cost wise... going to work today was not worth is AT ALL!!!! freak shit! what make things even worst is that just 2 days back.... my session was short of $52 but offf course i didnt payyy... i just remarked it on the log book. i don't know if the doc will make me pay but heck it!!! no more being ms nice in the clinic!!!! screw the clinic man... i will make use of every incentive im entitled to. bleah!
hello.
haha im typing with Obee on my lap. something i couldn't do previously cos Spot is soooo freaking active so he wouldn't let me put him on my lap to sleep. hahahaha
alright im really bored and hungry now but im too lazy to search for food or make anything. how i'd wish i had super powers... then i'd wished for a feast and of course the company of u guys! hahaha no fun eating alone eh? haha...
i've got work tmr but thank goodness its not early in the morning!!! haha it's from 2 to 7pm. what weird timing eh? lalala
i shall wake up at 12pm tmr! hahahaha
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee! seeyaaaaaaaaa!!
haha im typing with Obee on my lap. something i couldn't do previously cos Spot is soooo freaking active so he wouldn't let me put him on my lap to sleep. hahahaha
alright im really bored and hungry now but im too lazy to search for food or make anything. how i'd wish i had super powers... then i'd wished for a feast and of course the company of u guys! hahaha no fun eating alone eh? haha...
i've got work tmr but thank goodness its not early in the morning!!! haha it's from 2 to 7pm. what weird timing eh? lalala
i shall wake up at 12pm tmr! hahahaha
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee! seeyaaaaaaaaa!!
well well. so far... May has not been a very good month. ok first may wasn't tht bad besides the fact that we didn't get to watch our movie and i had to run for the bus! embarrassing but fine. 2nd May was the shittiest!!!!!! I missed my SAT and had a shortage of $52 when me and my colleague tried to tally the days total sales! kns!!!! i don't think the doc knows abt it yet. we wrote it on the log book but i think he hasn't seen it. if he makes us pay..... then i'll be losing $26 plus the cost of SAT which is roughly 90USD!!! my ohhh my... lets just hope the days to come wouldn't be as bad or better still... lets hope that my luck will change. this sucks soooo bad! butttttt im FINE! hahahahah!
Saturday, May 2, 2009
june and i should just kill ourselves!!! who would have thought that it's humanly possible to miss an exam???!!! ohhh i don't think it's humanly possible now but i KNOW it is!!!! arhhhhhhhhh i wanna scream soooooo badlyy!!!! i was in even greater shock just now!!! arhhhh waste moneyyyyyyy and now i definitely have to take the QET at nus! darn!!!! i should stop this whinning but really i can't help it! arhhhhhhhhhh omg omg omg!!! this sucks!!! typing and ranting it out in blog is not enough!!! i need to say it out verbally!!!!! eeeeeeeee.... goodness me!!! arhhhhhhhhhh so dumb!!!! gross!!!! now i have to go for work at 3pm to 11pm!!!!! arhhhh trapped in a bacteria filled place for 8 hrs!!!! hahahha
eh H1N1 spread to asia already!!!! sooooo dangerous!!!!! hk and south korea both got confirmed cases!!! lets pray that it doesn't spread to singapore.....
eh H1N1 spread to asia already!!!! sooooo dangerous!!!!! hk and south korea both got confirmed cases!!! lets pray that it doesn't spread to singapore.....
Let's pretend everything's fine...
(:
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
(:
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Friday, May 1, 2009
Kamu bukan super, kamu bukan setar
Kalo digabungin kamu bukan supersetarr..
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai
Kalo digabungin kamu bukan supersetarr..
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai
Haa haa haaa… Haa haa haaa…
hahahahahahaha!
I feel cheated also..
i wanna watch revolutionary road.but the timing just sucksss.. ):
now i think I'll never get to watch it in the cinema.cossss..i'll be at my kampung for this weekend and by next weekend, obviously there wont be anymore of that movie..
whatever la, I'll just buy the pirated movie or watch my ex-husband online!
hahahaha.
seeya people.
takecare horrr.. SWINEEEEE..!!
(I'm meeting u all rightttt. -_- )
hahahahahahaha!
I feel cheated also..
i wanna watch revolutionary road.but the timing just sucksss.. ):
now i think I'll never get to watch it in the cinema.cossss..i'll be at my kampung for this weekend and by next weekend, obviously there wont be anymore of that movie..
whatever la, I'll just buy the pirated movie or watch my ex-husband online!
hahahaha.
seeya people.
takecare horrr.. SWINEEEEE..!!
(I'm meeting u all rightttt. -_- )
it's like war of the worlds....
so dangeroussss!!!!! hahaha first it was Sars and now its Swine flu! kahahaha!!!
I have to wear a mask at work starting today coz the swine flu pandemic alert was raised to orange.
blah blah blah....
Rach works at the airport, Charm flies around and i work at the clinic! die la! hahahahah!!!! Charm's going Texas mid month!!!!! ohhhhnooooooo!!!!!! she said she gets free flu vaccine but but there's no flu vaccine for this strain of flu!!!! haiyooooo..... wthhhhhh!!!!!! bleah bleah bleah!!!!
so dangeroussss!!!!! hahaha first it was Sars and now its Swine flu! kahahaha!!!
I have to wear a mask at work starting today coz the swine flu pandemic alert was raised to orange.
blah blah blah....
Rach works at the airport, Charm flies around and i work at the clinic! die la! hahahahah!!!! Charm's going Texas mid month!!!!! ohhhhnooooooo!!!!!! she said she gets free flu vaccine but but there's no flu vaccine for this strain of flu!!!! haiyooooo..... wthhhhhh!!!!!! bleah bleah bleah!!!!
the drink machine cheated my money and i'm pissed off! yes i am! not! hahahah kns la cheat my 60 cents! hahahahaha
bleah bleah bleah im sooooo bored!!!! arhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! i feel cheated that we didn't go out today. i went to work thinking that i didn't have to go straight home after work! i feel cheated! bleah bleah bleah!!! ok la imm fine already but was pissed off just now.... hahahahah!!! bleah!!!!
bleah bleah bleah im sooooo bored!!!! arhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! i feel cheated that we didn't go out today. i went to work thinking that i didn't have to go straight home after work! i feel cheated! bleah bleah bleah!!! ok la imm fine already but was pissed off just now.... hahahahah!!! bleah!!!!