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Monday, May 11, 2009
I hate complaining and complaining like a b***h..
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........... but i think,
I AM LOSING MY DRIVE TO S.T.U.D.Y OR EVEN DO ANYTHING SOMETIMES..
i just want to rot at home or go somewhere faaaaar....
i noe I'm being selfish. but have you all ever imagine, not worrying about so many (damn) things..?
if only i could, i don't want to think about my family.my friends.my schoolwork.my exams.my teachers.my finances.my future.my life -maybe just for one day.. but then again, there's no purpose in life without all these right? I'll be living like a loner and have NO LIFE! ha! shouldn't i know what i want in life? i think I've always known what i want in life.my big dreams and aspirations all! heh. But.... there's always a BUT! how sad right.. ha! another thing is about EXPECTATIONS!!! and disappointment! thinking about all these just makes me want to hide and run away.yea rightt.. i think my mood changes so fast nowadays.. I'm not saying that I'll get all moody and emoemo..NAH! its just that my mind has been playing tricks on me and I'm slowly losing my motivation! this sucks. i cant go on like this.its as if I'm finding for attention. NO! i just want to complain here cos i don't know how to tell you all these nonsense stuff! and it feels stupid to complain about this. -_- haha.
on the bright side.. I'm still fine and alive.hahahaha.