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Hello! We are the Chillak-a

Tuesday, June 9, 2009
our hopes and expectations, black holes and revelations



i hate going back to school noww..i reallyy dont see the point.
first of all, its such a waste of my time.
just now during malay lit, i was practically doing nothing but doodling on my paper and playing games on my fone.ok.abit. and half of the time, i was dreaaaming awayy. my teacher talks about things that we already noeee since year one! im not trying to say that im smart or what..but reallyy..its killingg me..and whats the point of going to class when some of my 'smart' classmates just want to show people and my teacher that they have actually studied and they just keep rebutting each other's point.i come to school not to listen to discussions or whattt.shit lah.i rather wake up early and go to the lib rightt.at least i'll be more focus and i noe i'll studyy.i need to start studying properlyyy.u noe im daaamn scared actually but i just pretend im not.fcuklah.sometimes im so angry with myself. i keep distracting myself with idk what also.and im not saying u guys are my source of distraction.nt at all.haha. its just that sometimes when im so motivated to study and all, my mind will just wander off for a moment and i'll start thinking of stuff that i should not even be thinking of or hate thinking about.u noe this really suckss.idklaaah.dun bother. anw, its almost 1am and im still up. i have econs class at 9am tmr. its from 9-1am. and from 1-4pm i have malay lit! fishhhhhhhhh..and i got some stuff to settle alsooo.can i just cabut?! i just want to see my nephew and niece!!! i noe there's no link.but i realllyyyy miss them.. haizzz.shutuplah.
goodnight blue moon(: