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Thursday, June 25, 2009

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

patience..i need to have more patience.pls tell me how am i supposed to face this? sometimes, it feels like we're living in a world of denial.fcuk it lah.i dont want to think about it. but, for how long can i pretend?i feel like a freaking hypocrite or a pretender, maybe im just used to it.haa.. i always wonder why life is so unfair?its not my choice right.. why my ___ is like this? why must __ caused ___ so much pain? why am i so damn emotional sometimes?? i noe im not supposed to ask or question god.im sry. but sometimes, i hate myself for forgetting God whenever im angry or feels that life is unfair. i need to have more faith.i will.. anw thanks kecik for reminding me.i love you and im gonna say this, i love you all too.and idk how to say this to face to face or even thru the fone..hehh.but, thanks so much for being there for me and sorry if i always complain to you all abt my stuff.thank you for just listening(: haha.breatheee deep2 and smile!