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Hello! We are the Chillak-a

Monday, December 28, 2009
somewhere along in the bitterness

hey ho.I'm back.haha.i think my body clock is screwed up.I'm so fcuking lazy in the morning and i can just watch tv/dvds all dayyyy.but when it comes to the night I'll be so damn wide awake,i think if u ask me to exercise or do sit ups i wouldnt even mind,just dun ask me to run! phobia..haha. anw,for the past few days i think Ive been a good daughter AND sister,really..tak tahu malu,self praise.HAHA! but maybe not a good fren i guess.I'm sorry to those frens Ive been ignoring or taking them for granted.i do miss some of them though,but no way I'm gonna tell. pride.ego.pride.fcukprideandego. so rudeee.ayoo..hahahaha.

Anw, this morning i drag myself out of bed just to follow my parents to some wedding at pasir ris.wahhh..congrats to me! its been like donkey years since i last follow my parents for wedding invitations.the only thing i like about malay weddings are the food and the berkat! haha.
when we arrived there i asked my mum whose wedding was it and she said it was my father's NUMBER 1 EX-CRUSH, daughter's wedding. erm,idk how to explain.k,she used to be crazy over my father and kinda waited for my father for quite some time,buttttt..my father didnt layan her. how sad. -_- and now, her daughter got married so she invited my father. kenangan silam ehh..hahaha. actually, thank god my father ignored her last time, cos u noe what she said to my father?!
"dulu org tunggu-tunggu..abes kau pilih yang nie jugak.." translate: "last time someone waited for u for so long but in the end u chose her.." something like that lah. WTF. that auntie said that right infront of my mum! tak tahu malu punya makcik, u hurt my mum's feelings u noe.knssss. thank god i didnt have her as my mum.everything really happens for a reason.if nt i wouldnt be here.haha.

anw, the food was alrighttt, my grandma can cook better! HAHA. and because of that i made a stupid comment to my parents that when i get married,i want my grandma and the family to cook for my wedding.wth wth. what was i thinking!? but surprisingly my father was so excited about it and started to plan the budget and all, in 4-5 years time. yeaarigghhhttttt! find a bf first or if by then still no bf, I'll just find some boy from my kampung and live happily ever after.hahahaha! and u noe, my mum anyhowwww suggested that maybe i should get married on the same day as my brother!no wayyy man..hahahahahahahaha! so after that retarded convo, i stopped talking abt weddings and food cos i noe they'll just go on and on..next time, i'll remember to keep my comments to myself!

oh, i finally told my father that (what if) i really want to continue my studies in UM then when i come back to spore, i'll continue my studies in NIE.kl's not that bad afterall,u all can always visit me there, every week! hahaha. (june and rann! i doubt i can enter ur schl leh..pls dun get angry.heh) i think my father dun really want me to study there but when i mentioned the NIE part, he sounded quite fine with it. oh god..i really dunno.im scaredddd! lets just pray for the best k(:

2009 is coming to an end.im so sad..for no reason.haha.
anw,what are we gonna do ehh?

Saturday, December 26, 2009

everyone's busybusybusy.oh well(:

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

HI LO MARSHMELLOWS

CHRISTMAS WILLLL BE HAPPENINGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE YOU ALLLL MANY MANY AND NO IM NOT FATSOIL HAHAHAHAHAHA

MUCH LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Friday, December 18, 2009

drafts my dears(:
lovefatsoil.
hahahahahahha

Thursday, December 17, 2009

oh God...
the last draft left was so chim..i couldnt read it.
midway thru a sentence, i felt like a bimbo

how like det?
):

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

wah it sucks to fall ill!!!!! i hate hate hate it!!!triple hate!wahahaha..... even as im typing this, my head don't feel like itt's functioning properly. my throat felt so swollen yesterday, i didn't want to talk though i knew that i could. dam stupid viruses! i hate feeling cold even when it's so darn stuffy!!! arghhhhhhh complain complain but whatever! where else can i complain!? hahahaha this fever is irritating me so i have to irritate some ppl by complaining! hahahaha

seeya soon guys

Monday, December 14, 2009

"I did not want to live out my life in the strenuous effort to hold a ghost world together. It was plain as the stars that time herself moved in grand tidal sweeps rather than the tick-tocks we suffocate within, and that I must reshape myself to fully inhabit the earth rather than dawdle in the sump of my foibles."

- Jim Harriosn, Julip

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Just suck it up!
its sad that i have a trust issue with ppl.why?
i agree with u june,
its mindfcuk.haha.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

one minute i was soooo damn scared and nervous like shit.the next minute, im a happy kid! (: hahahaha.all thanks to oreo mudpie and the cabby! (is that how u call a cab driver?i just dun like calling someone a driver lah.)haha.and i like that word,CABBY. HAHAHAHA! whatever. anw..i was so irritated just now cos my brother made me walked to pp when its alr 1am just because i wanted to borrow his mp3 for my run later and cos he's not coming home.tsk.im soooo gonna buy an mp3 for myself.or an itouch! ): hahaha.wvr. back to my story...i thought there were still buses but haprak..so walk lorr.i swearrr i was pretending to be so brave and i was praying that i wont see or feel anything behind me.HAHA. so much for being angry at my brother, in the end he gave me money to cab back home.yayyy! so with the money i bought oreo mudpie and took a cab home.then in the cab,u noe the cabby,ok driver,(haha!) thought that i was a chinese.then i said im a malay.then he looked thru the mirror and then he thought that im from myanmar! wah suka2 only..he think im like those myanmar bride arr. -_-wtf.hahahahahaha. then...he said i look ___ (fill in ur own blank but a +ve one lah) HAHAHA.perasan. ((: he kept talking and talking and when i was abt to get out,he said i should marry a chineseboy.wth.that reminds me of my sec schl dayssss..sepet boys with a mole,rememberrrr..if he told me this when i was still in sec schl, i think i'll be giggling away and smiling to myself..but naaahh.that was old schl man.hahaha. Haaaaaaaaa...i neeeeed to sleeep! dear God, please give rann and me the strength to finish the race.thank you.iloveyou.kbye. (:

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

hk weather is so much nicer than sg. omg!!! sg suddenly feels so humid and hot.....

i think im gonna fall ill... hahaha... don't know if i'd be able to run the marathon man.. haiyaaaaa.. maybe it's because im scared to run that's why im finding excuses... dam!!! i wanna run but dont wanna run.... how how how???!!!!???!!! eeeyurrrr and facebook sucks la.. i have prob uploading the pics. so irritating..

i seriously dont like this hot weather!!!!




i've always like her.heck if she's a hermaphrodite or not.hahaha.


sometimes, somethings are better left unsaid.
but sometimes, i dun necessarily agree with everything i said.

its raining and since everyone's busy,I'm just gonna rot at home.I'm gonna bury myself with my blanket, watch ellen, rachael ray, korean movies and more youtube videos.maybe i should rent all those dvds and have a movie marathon on my own.and i'll probably start reading all my books that I've read halfway/a few pages only.haha.
hello.goodbye.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

in response to draft...
i feel you.

things ain't so good on my side either.
if the worst of worse happens..
):

its sad when ppl justdon't have a place in their heart to care anymore eh?


HELLO PEOPLE.
cycling at ecp
@1700 on friday.
n we can go makan at the sea food place or ICC

call/msg carine if you all can make it!!
seeeyaaaa!