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Monday, December 28, 2009
somewhere along in the bitterness

hey ho.I'm back.haha.i think my body clock is screwed up.I'm so fcuking lazy in the morning and i can just watch tv/dvds all dayyyy.but when it comes to the night I'll be so damn wide awake,i think if u ask me to exercise or do sit ups i wouldnt even mind,just dun ask me to run! phobia..haha. anw,for the past few days i think Ive been a good daughter AND sister,really..tak tahu malu,self praise.HAHA! but maybe not a good fren i guess.I'm sorry to those frens Ive been ignoring or taking them for granted.i do miss some of them though,but no way I'm gonna tell. pride.ego.pride.fcukprideandego. so rudeee.ayoo..hahahaha.

Anw, this morning i drag myself out of bed just to follow my parents to some wedding at pasir ris.wahhh..congrats to me! its been like donkey years since i last follow my parents for wedding invitations.the only thing i like about malay weddings are the food and the berkat! haha.
when we arrived there i asked my mum whose wedding was it and she said it was my father's NUMBER 1 EX-CRUSH, daughter's wedding. erm,idk how to explain.k,she used to be crazy over my father and kinda waited for my father for quite some time,buttttt..my father didnt layan her. how sad. -_- and now, her daughter got married so she invited my father. kenangan silam ehh..hahaha. actually, thank god my father ignored her last time, cos u noe what she said to my father?!
"dulu org tunggu-tunggu..abes kau pilih yang nie jugak.." translate: "last time someone waited for u for so long but in the end u chose her.." something like that lah. WTF. that auntie said that right infront of my mum! tak tahu malu punya makcik, u hurt my mum's feelings u noe.knssss. thank god i didnt have her as my mum.everything really happens for a reason.if nt i wouldnt be here.haha.

anw, the food was alrighttt, my grandma can cook better! HAHA. and because of that i made a stupid comment to my parents that when i get married,i want my grandma and the family to cook for my wedding.wth wth. what was i thinking!? but surprisingly my father was so excited about it and started to plan the budget and all, in 4-5 years time. yeaarigghhhttttt! find a bf first or if by then still no bf, I'll just find some boy from my kampung and live happily ever after.hahahaha! and u noe, my mum anyhowwww suggested that maybe i should get married on the same day as my brother!no wayyy man..hahahahahahahaha! so after that retarded convo, i stopped talking abt weddings and food cos i noe they'll just go on and on..next time, i'll remember to keep my comments to myself!

oh, i finally told my father that (what if) i really want to continue my studies in UM then when i come back to spore, i'll continue my studies in NIE.kl's not that bad afterall,u all can always visit me there, every week! hahaha. (june and rann! i doubt i can enter ur schl leh..pls dun get angry.heh) i think my father dun really want me to study there but when i mentioned the NIE part, he sounded quite fine with it. oh god..i really dunno.im scaredddd! lets just pray for the best k(:

2009 is coming to an end.im so sad..for no reason.haha.
anw,what are we gonna do ehh?