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Monday, September 6, 2010

"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales,that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress,prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith.Santa Claus,the Tooth Fairy,Prince Charming,they were so close you could taste them,but eventually you grow up,one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust.But the thing is,its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope,of faith,that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.."

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hi.if there's one thing i could really do nw is that, i srsly need to go somewhere far and take a breather.and i guess it'll help alot too if there's someone, anyone, who would just listen.and no,its not that i can't/dont wanna tell you guys.its just that whatever mid-life crisis(haha)/feelings that im having now,it feels,kinda petty and i dont wanna bother ppl so much.you noe,lately,ive been putting alot of things off and just live in the moment.yea,i know it feels really good livin life like this.no school,no work(a proper kind), no worrying abt assignments or things ure supposed to do but didnt do,no having trouble waking up in the morning,no parents to constantly tell u whats right and whats wrong,no boy/girl problems,no strings attached(HAHA) and bla bla blaa..but at some point of time,u cant help but ask urself, how long will all these last? I noe that whatever actions/steps that we choose to take now sort of determine our lives and our future.isnt it scary?just the thought of it can make me put things off.haha.oh well,maybe the thing thats been making me to put all these things off is,fear. Fear of failure,fear of rejection,fear of just making a decision because,what if you're wrong? what if you're making a mistake you cant undo? what if? what if? it sucks and i suck for fearing so much.haha.u see,i dun even noe what exactly im complaining abt.i'll just leave it all to fate and faith (: and of course my rational mind,sometimes.haha
baaaaahhhh..this is what happens when i think and talk(type) too much! k,im gg back to my own dvd slumber party! hahahahaha