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Sunday, October 31, 2010

I'm Missing some CHILL in my life

My Chill ak-as that is

Saturday, October 30, 2010



the vid is so holiday~~~~~

dont know what took me so long to find mike posner but i like his sound, generally~



Tuesday, October 26, 2010

This video is wayyyy better than my ugleh video.haha.
actually cos this song keep getting stuck in my head nowadays.i noe its quite long ago since it came out,but who cares.and ya,i sing this song to myself -.- tak tahu malu.ha!



I can be in love,but i just don't know

hahahaha.oh and he's so sexaaaayyyy.i mean when he dance only.
goodnight.


poof!


hahahaha.too much of an ol' school and memories.
righttt.haha.bye.




haha video contribution!

Monday, October 25, 2010

it feels so odd seeing the post about not wanting to smile blah blah blah cos it's exactly what i felt the other day and it was exactly what i wanted to post  but decided not to spread that bad feeling.

but yes. i get that feeling time to time. sometimes i wonder if im smiling for others. maybe im a person who don't like smiling. smiling only because it makes living in this world a whole lot easier.

imagine if one day, i just stop smiling, stop talking, stop trying to be lame, stop acting lame. it would be odd wouldn't it? i mean people would start talking about it.

"what's wrong with her" "is she experiencing some problem?" "she never used to be like that""i think she's depressed""she's behaving so oddly"

but who knows the real me? maybe i am like that. maybe it is you who dont know me.

yea i wish to detach myself from the world

but i will not.

cos drama is not my thing


This video may contain content that is inappropriate for some users,(as flagged by Youtube's user community) -.-
but i find it so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. (: haha



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tmr till fri will be another round of, ''hi good morning,coffee or tea for you?''
sigh.
dear God, i hope it rains everyday so i can wear my sweater/hoodie every single day.and besides,i just love it when it rains.don't you? haha.
have a great week ahead friends.
goodnight.


ps: I agree with the 'its so hard to grip hold of what i know IS and what i know IS BECOMING'
oh wells..


hahaah people keep springing up with new shock news for me everyday! aiyo, its so hard to grip hold of what i know IS and what i know IS BECOMING. anyway, i love you all shooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo very very very much!

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and no,it's not pms either.haha

Saturday, October 23, 2010
Take me away,make me a holiday

It's saturday.and i'm (always) home alone doing nothing.how sad.haha.if it was last time,i think i'll be itching to go out even if there's no where to go to.but now,i'm just plain lazy and there's no one to go out with plus i'll still be a lazy bum in the end. -.- oh well.

This is not random but i really wanna go on a holiday so freakin bad ): anyone wanna pack your bag and go anywhere with me noa noaa noaaa??!  i bought a bagpack yesterday ya'know.hahaha.k neverminddd.
oh,i created a tumblr for myself thinking that no one would find it and guess what?my kaypoh brother found it.must be my damn selenger-ness that i forgot to log out and went to sleep straight away.urgh.annoying.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

i think bunned up hair complete with a net.. is making me tensed up.
pfft.

anywayyy~ to drafts.. I KNOW RIGHT!
wad happen to the carefree days man..
when literally we can zone out n think of nothing.
now when we zone out.. we think of our main hassle at the moment.
):

LOVELOVE!

P.S.
thursday, EARLY dinner??
say..5?
yes?
(i got 0530 shift next day la.. so cant stay out late.)


I'm so angry,ha! frustrated,sad,hurt,pissed and annoyed that i don't even noe what to do now.there's no point in complaining cos not as if it'll help in any way.fug lah.i'm fcuking tired of this.i don't mean to be crude,i just need to vent somewhere.sry
):

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

maybe it's time i stop being in denial and really start studying. all this slacking its gonna really kill me for my finals.


last min panic? yea i'm feeling it

Monday, October 18, 2010

really? neh,i just <3 sleep
i wish i could sleep at night,not when its in the morning ):

Saturday, October 16, 2010


My leg is so tired it feels like its gonna break anytime soon.haaaa..i stood for 5hrs straight at work just nw,no kidding.its freaking t.i.r.i.n.g. and half of the time i was feeling damn sleepy.and since i got nothing to do, after work i watched tv in the locker room.it becomes like a routine after work.anw i was watching channel v and super junior,sorry sorry,came out. -.- and then in less than 2mins,suddenly 2 housekeeping auntie and a china girl was watching the tv with me.hahaha.they were talking abt super junior to me,in chinese.super funny.nt that i understand2 but can still understand abit,u get what i mean la.haha.i guess as sucky as my work can be,the people i work with or may not work with,feels more like a one big family sometimes.i feel loved :D aauuww.shaddup lah.hahaha.

oh! my mum just reminded me that today is my cousin's bdae and that we're supposed to go for some dinner at jurong west after 7.30pm.whuuuutt..i'd rather stay hm and watch tv la pls..and then she said that the date today is 16th October.means i am 20 and 8mths old. oh.wow.i kinda know that cos on the 16th of every mth,i'll feel, different.haha.and i even forgot what i did for my bdae this year.wth. oh!hahahaha.neverminddd.
its 4plus and im gonna sleep nw.goodnight.or maybe i'll end up watching the hindustan movie on vasantham! haha

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

"Twenty years from now, you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do..."
but then again, some would say 
"I would rather regret the things that I have done than the things that I have not."
so which is better?idk.it depends.
I'm just bored while waiting for my eyes to get sleepy and my body to get tired of waiting for my eyes to get sleepy.huh? makes no sense? no? haha.whatever.
OH! i stumbled upon this on some random person's tumblr.


"When faced with two choices, simply toss a coin.
It works not because it settles the question for you,
But because in that brief moment, when the coin is in the air,
You suddenly know what you are hoping for."


Rann! if i could tag u here, i would.
hahahahaha
Anywaysss..here's one of my favourite song! 
(for now.since i have so many fav songs.haha)
idk why but it just makes me happy.

((:

Sunday, October 10, 2010

MY SIS IS GETTING ENGAGED TOMORROW!!!!!

omgnessss the house like tongkang pecah i tell u!
so messy!
messy + nonstop nagging parents + dictating sisters...
STRESS!
haha.
but i escaped to the kitchen most of the time for my brownies.

will tell u guys all about it when we meet!!
or by fb pics.
u noe since pictures tell a thousand things..
OKGNIGHT!

Saturday, October 9, 2010

haha tunku say no one blogs, lookkk!! we're all blogging now. hahaha anyway, this song makes me happyyyy although the vid is a little ra. hahahaha 

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND MATES~!


Friday, October 8, 2010

i wanna cut my hair again but i wanna grow it long too. i need to find a new hair style where it can grow out properly and is not too short. stupid hair. and i want my old hair colour back!!! eeeeee

Monday, October 4, 2010
How many special people change? How many lives are living strange?

Hello there.guess what i did today? I got so bored staying at home,doing nothing (except for the fact that i keep making my butt and stomach grow bigger and bigger,day by day.haha) so i decided to go down, rent some new dvds, buy bubble tea + snickers and walk to ecp! u noe, sitting on the beach(bench) and star gazing with food and music by your side is probably the best thing to do! not that there's many stars to gaze at,thanks to the stupid light pollution.haha.oh and i bought macs for my parents too (: it felt so darn gooood! i think the last time i did this was waaaayyy back in 1993(ok.kidding,duh) i think it was last year during my A's period when i got so stressed out over everything that i keep going to ecp.oh wells.how i wish u all stay near here then we can go to the beach everynight. anw the reason i don't go to the beach everynight though its so near my home is cos err, i'm scared to walk through the tunnel especially if there's nobody in it and secondly, i don't want to be seen as an emo kid sitting by the beach at night,alone.what if suddenly u have an unvited guest sitting by your side?!? hahahaahaha

I think i seriously need to make a list of things to do to kick my damn boredom out!right june and dian?haha.but making a list is one thing,to get me doing it is another.hahaha.
and my flu/phlegm/chendol is not gettin any better.evrynight i sleep with a box of tissue by my side.annoying like shitz man.

Sunday, October 3, 2010


Yesterday was the ULTIMATE BESTBESTBESTTTTTTEST day i've had in sucha loooong time.
u guys are beyooooooond loved.
(((:


♥dianfatsoilhahahaha