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Thursday, April 7, 2011

hmmm, i feel strange.

in the day, i am a bubble of energy , buzzing around, sending smile and in the night, i sit here and literally, i can almost see/ feel the metaphoric grey cloud overhead. i hate being whiny but i REALLY am whiny in my head in the night. i feel like giving up trying and in the day, i have so many dreams i keep running. i don't know what i am finding, but it does feel like i am running, running away from things into my head.

it is strange. and i am tired. and i realise i am in some ways getting scared of aloneness.