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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
ria donated her blood! (:

*yay! can you see the yellow bumble bee bandage!?*


Hello frens!
guess what?
i donated blood just now!
after so long and having to wait for a year, i can finally donate!

ok.lets see, the first time i couldn't donate cos the doctor said my vein was too small!
-_- erk. He told me to exercise or carry more weights. :/
but i DO exercise.. then he said maybe its hereditary! er...
so i went for the next drive.
and again..... i couldnt donate!


....2008....
first blood donation drive. and i passed!
u noe i was so scared that my vein will still be small or there's not enough iron in my blood.
but...i passed ALL the 'test!' yay.
i never knew its so difficult to even just donate blood.the process i mean.
First: check for vein.
Second: fill up particulars. (there's like 1001 questions!haha)
Third: register for your particulars.
Fourth: Check for blood pressure.
Fifth: Blood test. check of iron level in blood. (this sucks! pain laaa..)
Final: BLOOD DONATION!
and i felt my warm blood!
i think i asked the nurse a dumb question,
"why is our blood warm? so cool eh.." (i felt stupid after asking the question.lol)
u noe i was alone.. :/ as in my frens all couldn't donate or didn't donate.
but its okaaay.. Ria is strong and brave!
hahahahaha.

okok. enough about my bloody story. haha.
after school went to PS with nurul.mala and aini.
so long since i last went out with them.
walk walk and walk walk. hahaha. daiso! (:
McDonald for dinner. and mala was so excited cos she saw her idol!
the guitarist from plain sunset! cool s**t.
nurul and mala left.so i teman aini to visit her fren who's working there.
and we got free mango smoothie from rocky master! hee.. ((:
took 16 home. and now im here.
supposed to do homework now! okok. I'll do.
OK bye!

its personal,myself and i..
riaaaaaa..

Sunday, April 27, 2008



ohmygoodness....yesterday and today was like storeroom cleaning day.. freak shit.. got soo many junk shit la...hahahahaha..and man u lost... hmmmm i still think the referee is bias...hahahaha...

anywayyyy... I FOUND LIZARD EGGS IN THE STOREROOM!!!!! gross shit la... hahahaha... it looks just like duck eggs, just that it's much smaller... soo imagine.. if there's such relatively huge eggs in the storeroom....... IMAGINE the size of the mama lizard...ahhhhhhhhhhh SCREAMMMM NOWWWW!!!!! ohoh and and out of the 4 eggs... one wasn't hatched yet, 3 hatched but one had a dead baby inside..ohmannnnnnnn..


hahahahahahaha!!!!!!! anywayyyy.... i've still got tonnes of HOMEWORK!! heh.. my friends and i were first in math lect again..haha as in come early when no one's around kinda first... the teachers ought to give us a sticker of excellent stamp for being sooooooo enthu...hahahahaha...talk about being a nerd?? i talk no shit.. i am one..hahahahah yayyyyy

it'srannit'srannit'srannit'srannohhhhyesssit'srannnn

Saturday, April 26, 2008

i know this is not a nice word to use but i'm fucked up!!!!

over many little small reason and i needed a tgif sooooooooooo bad. i hate atributing mood swing to periods but oh my, hahaha i finally gt my period so ya, i guess we've gt our culprit.its really bad. i dont i felt this bad in my life before. being upset over.. precisely, nothing. actually its so many things. i got my prelim grade back.. and besides acadamics, there are just soo many other little expectations and things that keep disappointing me, small or large alike, they just seem to serve their main purposes of feeding off my faith. i can do anything when i am happy but right this instance, i m not and my stomach is killing me. i feel so small and petty now but its okay..

there are many gd things also la. but the bad ones just seem to overide them on an emotive level. i want life to be really really simple. i wish everyone and myself to be happy, good and all the stupid things we wish for when we were children.

fine rann, hahaha

love, june

Friday, April 25, 2008
the end of Earth week.. ):

Helo frens..
im in school now-doing nothing.
thats why im here.
this week feels so fast.
i have no idea why..
i think cos i start the week with a happy and healthy mind.(yar right..)
someone told me that we should love tmr and the week ahead,
so we wont feel so down or sad.
so i tried convincing myself that the week will be fine..
and it did. (apparently..) heh.

guess what my school did for Earth week?
the whole school were to cut down on their electrical and energy usage by switching off the lights and fans for the first period from tues to thurs.
and it left us feeling so HOT! Sweaty! Disgusting!
worst still, most of us walked to school nowadays! (im included too! haha)
cos the damn bus took a freaking looong time to come. and by the time it comes, we couldnt get in.
everyday, there's a whole lot of MI students walking to school now.
sometimes it feels funny cos its like a morning exercise/ jog!
hahahahaha.
and by the time we reached school, i'll be like one bimbo fanning myself!
during national anthem and pledge taking, i can feel my perspiration tickling down my bare skin..
tadaaa!!
smart aini and me will always go to the toilet during the first period cossss...
the fans in the toilet are not switched off! hahahaha. smart or smart?? hahaha.
but im proud of my classmates and myself!
cos... even though we were perspiring like mad,and my teacher even wanted to switch on the fans, we insist.
yada yada..

i gtg. meeting adnan and rano at tamp now!
im late! heee heee.. (janji Ria)
sorry eh.. (:


shitty feeling.
go away.
awful feeling sucks..
im not being an emo.im just....
nvm.. -__-




i put up a smile evry single day

hoping that everything will be okay

but it still hurts me so deep

when i think of the promises i did not keep



heylouuuuu.....

i'm currently having a 2 hr break...hahahah..,canteen super crowded soo eating at the 2nd hr... anyway i cant tgif with you guys today cos i need to be home to look after the two not soo small kiddos..hahahaha... but if u guys are anywhere near.... i might drop by with them! hahahaha.. soo msg me eh.. if u guys are near...heh


U've always been there

To Love and To Care

But what have i done in return?

Mummy teach me. I'll Learn


It'srannit;srannit;srannohhhyessit'srann





Thursday, April 24, 2008

Hey allll

its 11.45, im about to begin studying cause i just cut my hair. i think its true, everytime i am not too happy i feel relieved after some hair is off. but not to worry, its still long...

I havent been the happiest of kids these days and i have no idea why. Life just reallllyyyy feels lacklustre and i hate thissort of humdrum living, like purposeless when i aint even enjoying myself. i miss my sister, she's been away for too long. well, back to complaining, it isnt even the schwork that is bothering me. maybe the people?maybe myself?maybe the lack of slp? MAYBE cause i feel sooo useless in sch. for real. note: i copy's ria post. haahhaa

thats not the point, the point is, whoever you are. I'm so glad im not alone in this and i wanna let ya'll know i feeellll ya'll!!!!! I seriously think i'm an oddball at times, but i cannot make myself relative to my surroundings. schs too tension smtimes and all i want is one buddy i can trust to have fun w. but THERE'S ALWAYS THE INTERUPTION of schhhhh shit. its so complicate when i try say it but when i feel it its just like piak! an emotion. and about my dear friend ___-, im happy for him for the way things are for him so yep... life goes on properly now. so i will no longer ever be merepek that way again. It's pretty sad actually. its a veryyy nice thing to feel as if theres <3>

haha i typed alotmor e but i think i deleted it.hmmmmm anyway, eh tunku, i'll be wearing our dress tmr to sch for some dramanight thing thing.hahaa main gist of what i deleted was that LIVE LIFE WITH PASSION, ITS THE ONLY WAY TO GO.WE'RE TOUGH GIRLS AND WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.where to.. i'm about to find my direction. This place is really a place to chillak when itfeels like soooo many things are weighing you down.I hope alll of u guys stay happy cause i loveeee ya'lllll;)))) haha hadddd to express a lil lovin.

<3,me





Heluu..

please promise not to waste food and not take things for granted.. ):




im gonna miss this kambing!




hi frens!
i realised i've not been updating this blog for a looooongggg time..
cos i think there's nothing much to update about.
if i update pun, i'll just complain and complain about how much i hate? ok hate is a strong word,dislike then, gg to schl.
sometimes,im still wondering what am i doing?
i cant seem to enjoy school..
isit the lessons? isit the teachers? isit the school? isit the frens? isit the influence?
or isit just plain lazy me?! haiz.. i dunno.
sometimes i really feel like withdrawing.ok,i've been thinking of that for the past few days!
but i noe its impossible. i wont want to withdraw due to my own selfishness. (is that how u spell?)
just because im too lazy to get up so early every morning just to get to a foreign land??
every day is somehow like a countdown for me.
reach school, countdown to the end of every period..and then countdown to end of school.
and the cycle goes on for the whole week! *smacks head*
i think one of the main reason why i wont want to withdraw is because i dunwant to disappoint my parents..
every morning when i leave home for school, i'll salam my parents and cant help but think about their hardship bringing me up till where i am now.
i dunno....
i just feel that they worked so hard to earn money to feed us and make sure we have a good education all. and the least we could do is to return their (......) by making them proud of us.
u get what i mean..i just dunno how to say la..
but it seems like im not doing anything. that makes me pissed-with myself. haiz..
i shall stop talking..if not i'll carry on and on..
hahaha.

okok. u noe i promised to never waste my food anymore!
ok.i'll try..
but i almost vomit in schl just now cos i forced myself to finish up the cream cheese spaghetti!
yuck... and it was mixed with tasteless black pepper sauce! eeeyur.. MI canteen food sedap huh..
yada yada. i havent do hmwk!!!!
but i finish my third draft PI! yay. haha.
ok bye..
take care frens! (:

riaaaaaaa..
i think im moving but i go nowhere..


Monday, April 21, 2008

hahaha! i like this picture ah! (:
I803! (: check it out full attendance! me like me like me like!


LOL!


Aftereffect of Saturday's non-stop emoing/cheering/dozing off:
SAKIT! SICK! Kental betul! Of all days, you know! First day of school... and i really wanted to be there when all the sub-comms + main-comm comes to school early2 to welcome in the freshies.. aka CHEERING!! BOO! :D :D haha diam ah, i noe u all think im craaaazy already. sick also want to cheer. well DUH. (:

haha. ok, i can't wait to see my classmates tmr: see whether there's any changes, better or worse.. me dunno heh heh. ok dah, byeee


SARAH ♥ engine!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

hello youuuu!!!!
hahaha... when ria said everything happens for a reason yesterday when we were on our way to the airport... those words kinda pierced through my heart... ohwells maybe everything does happen for a reason... mummy no longer has to worry and suffer... and kns la... blady hell yesterday got soo many long long bus rides... irritating shit.hahahahahaa.... but i guess i have to get used to tht too since i'll probably have to take the bus in order to get around singapore..hahahaha... i ain't gonna walk..haha.

i've got a whole lot of hw!!!!!!!!!arhhhhhhh!!!!!! hahahahahahahaah

Friday, April 18, 2008

i just realised that everytime i peek at my phone...i'm waiting for my mama to msg me... i really miss my mama bad.... when i'm at the bus stop after sch... i think of the times i wait for the bus to go meet my mummy.... and i hate long bus rides...just hate it...


sorry guess for making the blog all solemnish...haha... i've got no other place to vent it... lalala


HELOOOO!!
DIAN HERE(:

since SUMONE keep complaining that i rarely update dis blog..so might as well ryt?
hehh.
**hello razakkkkkkkkkkkk!!! i love u manymany!**
i'm trying to kill time anyway..so yupp.

i'm at TP's lib laaa.
its Orientation's Final day.. and as per norm, there's Regatta and jam&hop.
(((:

dropped by Regatta awhile ago.. and OMG PANASSSSS!!!
i had waterfall gng down my back de whooole time.
and de place looks like sum blardy fruit salad.
colourful like siowww.
pfft.

and as usual, IT **or rather IIT** will NEVERNEVER win de war.
siannnnnnnnnnn.
de amt of IT ppl left was pathetic lohh!!
Engine looks a good 5 times larger seh..
idiot ppl.

manage to catch de Cheerleading Competition though.
1 word.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

Biz= couldnt see.
IT = girls wore SKIIIIIIIIIMPY shorts.
**but ok la their cheers..must gv credit for cheering noobs, u see**
Engine = reeeeeeali cnnot rmber. or mayb i missed it totally..)):
Applied Sc = HAHAHAHAH!!! my matair cheer sia!!
**dis instantly calls for 2-3 months of blackmail.NYEHEHEH!!!**

i chaoed after cheering competition cos damn hot redi.
so here i am..blogging.

EHHHH.
island creamery lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
its accessible for EVERYONE!!

rann, a few stops from CCJ onliii..):
june, u can take 48 there u noe..
ria, either take 48 from home, or i'm veeery sure there's a bus frm ure skola.
TP PPL, we'll find our way.
((:

so set???
one day we meet at IC kaykaykayyyy???
i'm craaaaaaaaaving for APPLE PIE ICECREAM.

not apple pie AND icecream lehh..
apple pie FLAVOURED icecream.
how cooooolllll~!!

((:
bored.bored.bored.
i'm waitiiiing for jam and hop.
HURRY LA 1930!!

**and ya. i'll seldom be blogging at my blog for now cos my sis is being a mofo bitch.
until i get some kinda password, onli brief stuff wud be blogged there.
stupid witch.pissed off.**

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kdahbyeee!!!

dianloveyousososososoooooooMUCH!(:

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

it's been a week and thank you all for being there... i'm really fine now.. sooo please... no more that kind of msg alright?? haha...

lets see the things mummy did last wednesday.

i met mummy at hans after sch coz she and charm was going to upgrade and change their phones.. she ate black pepper chicken pie and drank diluted kopi-o..haha... she said the coffee in the past was of a better standard... i ate chicken pie... tab ate cheese cake. i went around ntuc while mummy sat in hans. i found chicken biscuit.. only 2.75 for a box. i bought 2 boxes but mummy asked me " why don't buy more?"haha .... mummy accompanied tab to but more stuff.. she came back first though coz tab went upstairs and mummy didn't want to climb. after drinking and eating.. we left for singtel to meet charm. mummy sat outside borders while charm chose her phone... then i ask ma to sit inside singtel but guess it was too stuffy in there.. she went out in the end... next stop, M1... to get mummy phone... she ask me which phone is better.. with her radio function. i picked the nokia music phone for her... it's 0 dollars with charms corporate plan... ma could have 300min free.... 500 sms... and free calls to 3 other m1 users... sooooooo free calls to me! haha... we joked... so mummy can call me allllll day.... hahahah every one hour??.... okay so settled.. we headed to giant... bought lots of sushissss coz its cheaper after a certain time..haha... mummy bought herself wine..... thennnnn we headed home..
watched tape with mummy as usual...ate sushi....... yup.. that was it...

ohh yes... though mummy never really woke up after that..... she waited for us til we came on friday morning... u see my mama was strong... yes very strong

Friday, April 11, 2008

For the love of God, I hate confrontations, especially when I get that heat-of-the-moment-I-Want-To-Lash-Out-On-You-Because-I've-Been-Feeling-Like-Shit.
But then again, I will always feel like shit because of your blase indifference.

The difference between you and I is that I use words - carefully; so as not to be so blunt - to let you know what I feel. Whereas your careless actions leave me hurt and disappointed. And just when I'm about ready to launch into everything that's been hurting, you push me away.

Well well well, my point exactly. CHALOS to you, too!

-NO love,
Sarah

Thursday, April 10, 2008
knock,knock! who's there?

(: girl power.heh.
 another girl power. hahaha.
rock on. wohooo.. usher-usher!
because we love KCNCC. (:
i miss those days... ):

hello.......
i think this blog is dying a painful death... (chey,dramatic.lol)
okay.okay.
i think all of us are busy with school and life.
no time to update with all the happenings. (chey chey..)
but at least update leh,or tagged.its easy as ABC,as simple as FA SO LA. ok.lame.
aniwaaes...


Affirmation ceremony was great!
i think i miss affirmation. sad ar.
u noe those feelings when u think that you are the most happiest person on Earth?? yaa.. i felt that. i have no idea why.. hahaha.seriously.
i think everything went well.
u noe i was so nervous when i had to hold the com. set with me 24/7!
it just felt weird talking over the com. set la.haha

Monday, April 7, 2008
Mentor Training Camp 2008



hell yeahz!

E is for Engine
We Love Engine!
If you wanna be the best..
Come join Engine!


:)

check out the cartoon dance in the video: that was morning PT. hahhaha

♥ Sarah

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

This time its done
It will never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it is sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn't matter somehow
But you were livin' proof of what love is about…..



:(

dang sad songs