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Monday, September 29, 2008
hello! ok. i'll make this post a fast and short one. cos! im going geylang soon! noe what..i haven't buy my baju raya yet! oh no.. am i crazy or crazy. i think i'll just wear some mini skirt and a tight fitting shirt la! hahhahaha! kidding! of course im not out of my mind. ha! okok. i'll update more later.
oh oh! wanna hear my story??! *i know you all will just say yaaaarr, riaa..?* hahahaha. anywaaaaay, last week i accompanied my mother to some chinese doctor at bedok reservoir. so, after her check up, my mother decided to shop at sheng siong. Being the makcik in me, i happily put so many stuff in the basket- food, pasta sauce, chocolate milk, sausages, hair cream and LOTION! then, when we got back home, i was so excited to try my new JOHNSON'S BABY LOTION! but... i realised the lotion felt different when i applied it. it felt SUPER STICKY! but then again, i thought to myself, maybe it was the first time i'm using it. so i dont really bother about it. UNTIL YESTERDAY....... i found out that i've not been using a lotion, BUT a BODY WASH!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! *SMACKSFOREHEAD!!!*
BRB!
oh oh! wanna hear my story??! *i know you all will just say yaaaarr, riaa..?* hahahaha. anywaaaaay, last week i accompanied my mother to some chinese doctor at bedok reservoir. so, after her check up, my mother decided to shop at sheng siong. Being the makcik in me, i happily put so many stuff in the basket- food, pasta sauce, chocolate milk, sausages, hair cream and LOTION! then, when we got back home, i was so excited to try my new JOHNSON'S BABY LOTION! but... i realised the lotion felt different when i applied it. it felt SUPER STICKY! but then again, i thought to myself, maybe it was the first time i'm using it. so i dont really bother about it. UNTIL YESTERDAY....... i found out that i've not been using a lotion, BUT a BODY WASH!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! *SMACKSFOREHEAD!!!*
BRB!
i'm close to a 100% sure that i looked like a lunatic laughing to myself while watching scary movie 3 at macs just now. they must have all thought that i was a poor little girl with tooooo much stress.hahaha...
im feeling sleepy yet energetic. u know tht kind of feeling? like u're eyes are tired but mind isn't. i slept for only 3 hrs plus last night. tht must be the cause of it.
im not going to sch tmr! it's sooo irritating. why can't the sch let us have study break like earlier. it's not as if sch is very useful during this period. lets recap what i did in sch today.
bio tutorial- yeow had some course so another bio teacher took over and went through 2 MCQ ques and part of 1 structured.
Chem lect- something was wrong with the projector and really going through the ques during lect is not very productive.
GP tut- teacher came in late so we only went through some stuff on civilised society
Econs Lect- Gp teacher let us off late. practically the whole class except 2 person sat on the floor. other classes too. had to copy a whole lot of chunk while teacher spoke. i know girls are suppose to be able to multi task but not when the teacher is speaking so quickly and the slide changes every second( yeah im exaggerating about the seconds part, but u get the point). i gave up copying halfway and soon gave up listening too. what do u expect? we were sitting on the steps which was squishy and crowded with half the LT worth of peepz. i really see no point in making u sit on the steps. it's neither helpful to both sides.
Math lect- well went through ans for prelims and ans for 2007 A levels paper.
i guess the only helpful lect which wasn't really helpful was math. So conclusion? A wasted day!
im feeling sleepy yet energetic. u know tht kind of feeling? like u're eyes are tired but mind isn't. i slept for only 3 hrs plus last night. tht must be the cause of it.
im not going to sch tmr! it's sooo irritating. why can't the sch let us have study break like earlier. it's not as if sch is very useful during this period. lets recap what i did in sch today.
bio tutorial- yeow had some course so another bio teacher took over and went through 2 MCQ ques and part of 1 structured.
Chem lect- something was wrong with the projector and really going through the ques during lect is not very productive.
GP tut- teacher came in late so we only went through some stuff on civilised society
Econs Lect- Gp teacher let us off late. practically the whole class except 2 person sat on the floor. other classes too. had to copy a whole lot of chunk while teacher spoke. i know girls are suppose to be able to multi task but not when the teacher is speaking so quickly and the slide changes every second( yeah im exaggerating about the seconds part, but u get the point). i gave up copying halfway and soon gave up listening too. what do u expect? we were sitting on the steps which was squishy and crowded with half the LT worth of peepz. i really see no point in making u sit on the steps. it's neither helpful to both sides.
Math lect- well went through ans for prelims and ans for 2007 A levels paper.
i guess the only helpful lect which wasn't really helpful was math. So conclusion? A wasted day!
this is like having rubber for arms, throwing stones into an empty room - weak, lame, stupid and futile. aiya, whatever la. i 'll just keep throwing until i run out of stones.
tough luck i'd say. breathe man junehh, breathe.
tough luck i'd say. breathe man junehh, breathe.
hey ho heidi hoo
ack! its 2.08... and i can't sleep, so i'm up re reading my lit text. haha i wanted to talk about my day but errrrrrrrrrrrr i stayed home all day studying. hahaha thats it!
actually, all i wanted to say is that... i see the light!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ooo, and tmr my sis and i might be going to the bazaar to get stuff for my malay neighbour. haha how little boys grow, the 2nd smallest one(which is one yr older than us) has damn cool floppy hair!!!!their dad is the coolest mat rocker on earth. his hair is longer than mine! and i saw ur afro dude the other day. i rmb u guys saying he's hot n whatnots butttttttt...his excess amount of hair keep covering his face and everything else in a circled radious. HAHAHA a bit gross la, like never bathe.
okay imma out!
ack! its 2.08... and i can't sleep, so i'm up re reading my lit text. haha i wanted to talk about my day but errrrrrrrrrrrr i stayed home all day studying. hahaha thats it!
actually, all i wanted to say is that... i see the light!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ooo, and tmr my sis and i might be going to the bazaar to get stuff for my malay neighbour. haha how little boys grow, the 2nd smallest one(which is one yr older than us) has damn cool floppy hair!!!!their dad is the coolest mat rocker on earth. his hair is longer than mine! and i saw ur afro dude the other day. i rmb u guys saying he's hot n whatnots butttttttt...his excess amount of hair keep covering his face and everything else in a circled radious. HAHAHA a bit gross la, like never bathe.
okay imma out!
Sunday, September 28, 2008
another 37 days and time is gonna pass so fast, you wouldn't even be able to catch up with it. i know very well that i need to start mugging real hard for A's now but really, i can't. rann is never a mugger. she never mugs, never will, never can. 37 more days! i can't change overnight really. i know i have to get out of the house to study but i can't. i hope someone understands but don't think anyone will. it's hard really to understand another person when u don't even understand yourself. don't you guys feel that u understand urself better when you were younger? well, maybe that's not the case. maybe it's because u had less to think about when u were younger. less troubles, less responsibilities, probably. we're 18 now. sounds old? maybe yes when we were just 6 or 7 but seriously, 18 isn't very old when u look at it. our parents are probably two times our age if not 3.
Poverty. i'm feeling guilty shit for buying the iPod. it's the after effect of splurging on myself. the comfort thought would be that a portion of the money i spent on my iPod would go the the Aids victims in Africa. i realised i've been spending more on myself then before and i hate it. why? i don't know. it's this sense of guilt i get whenever i use my money on myself instead of others. i really don't know why i feel this way but yeah that's how it works.
if only i could turn back time
Poverty. i'm feeling guilty shit for buying the iPod. it's the after effect of splurging on myself. the comfort thought would be that a portion of the money i spent on my iPod would go the the Aids victims in Africa. i realised i've been spending more on myself then before and i hate it. why? i don't know. it's this sense of guilt i get whenever i use my money on myself instead of others. i really don't know why i feel this way but yeah that's how it works.
if only i could turn back time
Thursday, September 25, 2008
cleaned out my storeroom today-ay-ayyy!!
and i found ALOTALOTALOTALOT of my oldold toys.
i found my oldskul camera!!!
hahah.
its bright pink. yellow and white.
blardy classic.
**move over action bedek amateur photographers who has a blardy DSLR but duno de real functions of using it.**
i found my oldskul camera!!!
hahah.
its bright pink. yellow and white.
blardy classic.
**move over action bedek amateur photographers who has a blardy DSLR but duno de real functions of using it.**
and speaking of DSLR..
I HATE IT.
I HATE IT.
noo..not de camera.
but de fact that some amateur photographers are solely using the auto-mode and shooting away. seriously.
wads de use??
a blardy film camera can achieve de same effects!
a normal branded digicam can too!
but de fact that some amateur photographers are solely using the auto-mode and shooting away. seriously.
wads de use??
a blardy film camera can achieve de same effects!
a normal branded digicam can too!
it just pisses me off that ppl who are financially privileged,
are using DSLRs just to flaunt.
they are not taking full advantage of the wonders of a DSLR.
are using DSLRs just to flaunt.
they are not taking full advantage of the wonders of a DSLR.
sorry, but its irritating the shit out of me.
i had a module on photography in school, thus i appreciate a good photograph.
i appreciate it more when a good photograph is taken thanks to the awesome skills of a photographer.
not just because it was at the right moment.
i appreciate it more when a good photograph is taken thanks to the awesome skills of a photographer.
not just because it was at the right moment.
just my two cents worth.
(:
(:
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on another note..
MY HOUSE'S A MESS!!
haha.
MY HOUSE'S A MESS!!
haha.
and i miss Chillak-a.
everything is so chaotic around de house, its getting on my nerves.
ppl yelling out orders..
bugs colonies getting discovered..
varnish and bruises covering my limbs..
PFFT.
everything is so chaotic around de house, its getting on my nerves.
ppl yelling out orders..
bugs colonies getting discovered..
varnish and bruises covering my limbs..
PFFT.
i visit this blog religiously everyday for de sake of my own sanity.
i hate hols.
i hate alot of things.
but the things i like is alot more.
beauty of de world isnt it?
(:
i hate hols.
i hate alot of things.
but the things i like is alot more.
beauty of de world isnt it?
(:
take care lovelies~
count to 10..
smile..
and dream of MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
hahahah.
count to 10..
smile..
and dream of MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
hahahah.
MUACKS!!
dianloveyoumanymany(:
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
HATE IS EASY, LOVE TAKES COURAGE.
damn this, in one line it sounds so easy. but applying it hurts so muchhhh! it is so much easier to just hate strongly and hope it'll mask every other feeling, making everythign else so much easier. things don't change, people do. i don't understand why anyone anyone on earth would do anything to deliberately hurt anyone they love. haha or don't. but damn this. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn thissssssssssssssss. thats the thing about growing up, it gets so complicated. when you're a kid and someone hit you on the head, almost instantly you forgive. but forgiving is weak and lame when you grow up and it becomes ur weakness, not that im forgiving but this is hard mannnnn. but haha, refer to title, anger has subsided somewhere along this post.
damn this, in one line it sounds so easy. but applying it hurts so muchhhh! it is so much easier to just hate strongly and hope it'll mask every other feeling, making everythign else so much easier. things don't change, people do. i don't understand why anyone anyone on earth would do anything to deliberately hurt anyone they love. haha or don't. but damn this. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn thissssssssssssssss. thats the thing about growing up, it gets so complicated. when you're a kid and someone hit you on the head, almost instantly you forgive. but forgiving is weak and lame when you grow up and it becomes ur weakness, not that im forgiving but this is hard mannnnn. but haha, refer to title, anger has subsided somewhere along this post.
as the days pass, i seem to find it harder to tell a stranger that you are no longer here. well, 3 months back, it seemed easier. i really don't like it at all. i don't understand what's the use of asking so many questions? it's like they'll all say the same old thing."ohmy but she's so young!" yeah like as if that hasn't crossed my mind. do they have to emphasize on tht? well i can't blame them, really. humans are afterall curious creatures!
while chatting with a friend today, we talked about something and he said i was lucky. lucky to have a mother who didn't force me to study and who instead told me to stop studying and watch tv or go out with her. yeah. he doesn't know. i was and still am proud to have had such a mother. someone who truly cares.
yup i was always the goodykid. the one who in the eyes of my friends never rebelled. i made it a point to tell my mum the truth. nvr lied abt where i was going cos i saw no need to.
yet, each time my mum told me not to study, the more i wanted to. maybe tht is why it feels like i have lost the drive to study. lost it cos no one is ard to tell me to take a break. to make up to it, i've taken a break tht's wayyy too long.
gonna watch heroes now.
while chatting with a friend today, we talked about something and he said i was lucky. lucky to have a mother who didn't force me to study and who instead told me to stop studying and watch tv or go out with her. yeah. he doesn't know. i was and still am proud to have had such a mother. someone who truly cares.
yup i was always the goodykid. the one who in the eyes of my friends never rebelled. i made it a point to tell my mum the truth. nvr lied abt where i was going cos i saw no need to.
yet, each time my mum told me not to study, the more i wanted to. maybe tht is why it feels like i have lost the drive to study. lost it cos no one is ard to tell me to take a break. to make up to it, i've taken a break tht's wayyy too long.
gonna watch heroes now.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
iPod?
Hellooooooo people! What's all this talk about iPod nano huh huh huh!!!!!!!!!
Cos I was thinking of getting the new RED one. 8GB $248, 16GB, $328. But then again, You add $70 more, can get a 120GB iPod Classic leh.. How? Haha! Aiya I'm talking as if I have the money to buy, sey.. But I want... HINT HINT err, early christmas present? Thank you very nice.
:D
P.S. I miss you guys......
-Sarah
Cos I was thinking of getting the new RED one. 8GB $248, 16GB, $328. But then again, You add $70 more, can get a 120GB iPod Classic leh.. How? Haha! Aiya I'm talking as if I have the money to buy, sey.. But I want... HINT HINT err, early christmas present? Thank you very nice.
:D
P.S. I miss you guys......
-Sarah
hello, i'm safe home ranno after my little reading escapade.
free rider it is
anyway, thats the thing about really good books - they ingrain images and experiences in your head until even after your done with the book, a part of you feels as if you've left something behind. this is the only reason to my reluctance to start off nice books - that i'll have to eventually meet its end. anyway, i was like a nut, almost crying in borders. but that was just way too lame, free riding and crying over a book i did not pay for. that's pathetic! so, i didn't exactly cry, but mustered a extremely cramped face through the book.
and its so out of the world crazy good it just ripped my heart out of my being. you know, when you read these sort of books you go into reflection, yep, that way the way with this one. suddenly i felt like calling everyone to tell them i love them because we all know this is just an excuse for me to say these kinda things (though when i snapped out of my book afghan zone i felt a little over sappy and lame) but its true...sooo many thing ran through my head on the way home and i'm scared that all these little sacred captured images and memory will blur along its edges and leave me with time.
i am going to buy that book and slowly re read and savour it because free riding comes with rushing, especially in public surroundings you can't exactly..hmmm respond to the book. hahahaha go read it! izzz the BOMB! i say all these merepek things but i feel a little too solemn after the book. its really so true to life that you feel all its losses. i can go on forever but i shall end off with this
rann, i checked the ipod out and think pink is pretty cool and pretty you
HAHA randommmmm and irrelevant.
what i meant to say was that i loveeeeee ya alll alotttt, everyday everyday. that sometimes when the world gets soooooooooooooooooooooo grey, i thank god a million times over that peer pressure served me well and that i did not go wrong along the way by it.
but one more time
THE BOOK IS SO DAMN MOVING!
who else.
free rider it is
anyway, thats the thing about really good books - they ingrain images and experiences in your head until even after your done with the book, a part of you feels as if you've left something behind. this is the only reason to my reluctance to start off nice books - that i'll have to eventually meet its end. anyway, i was like a nut, almost crying in borders. but that was just way too lame, free riding and crying over a book i did not pay for. that's pathetic! so, i didn't exactly cry, but mustered a extremely cramped face through the book.
and its so out of the world crazy good it just ripped my heart out of my being. you know, when you read these sort of books you go into reflection, yep, that way the way with this one. suddenly i felt like calling everyone to tell them i love them because we all know this is just an excuse for me to say these kinda things (though when i snapped out of my book afghan zone i felt a little over sappy and lame) but its true...sooo many thing ran through my head on the way home and i'm scared that all these little sacred captured images and memory will blur along its edges and leave me with time.
i am going to buy that book and slowly re read and savour it because free riding comes with rushing, especially in public surroundings you can't exactly..hmmm respond to the book. hahahaha go read it! izzz the BOMB! i say all these merepek things but i feel a little too solemn after the book. its really so true to life that you feel all its losses. i can go on forever but i shall end off with this
rann, i checked the ipod out and think pink is pretty cool and pretty you
HAHA randommmmm and irrelevant.
what i meant to say was that i loveeeeee ya alll alotttt, everyday everyday. that sometimes when the world gets soooooooooooooooooooooo grey, i thank god a million times over that peer pressure served me well and that i did not go wrong along the way by it.
but one more time
THE BOOK IS SO DAMN MOVING!
who else.
Monday, September 22, 2008
hello!
June and Rann,my PW task requirements will be given below.
Project task 1: "Journeys"
Aims: This project task encourages you to consider how a journey undertaken by a person or a group of people has been significant (e.g. through life,travel, expedition,science,etc).
Task requirement:
-Identify a journey and show how it has had a significant impact on a particular aspect of the life of the person or people who have undertaken it.
-Draw up a plan for a journey that could be undertaken by people of your age showing how an experience of this kind could be put to good use in the wider community.
ok.Done. hahaha.(:
i've been searching so much on LKY! -_-
it's weird how i've always not like him but i end up doing about his life now. hahaha!
Anw, lets chill at ecp next time kay..and remember to bring newspapers so that we can lie down-without getting our back all sandy and wet! *right June..* lol.
okie dokie. have a great week ahead and its the last week of puasa ):
ok, Enjoy! *contradict hurr..*hahaha.
Riaaaaa
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Salesman No. 1: yah yah one movie is 2 to 3 mb.....
Salesman No. 2: earns only $10 from selling ipod nano! yah right
Salesman No 3: we probably saw the Ipod nano yellow at Europe. yup yup we just walked back from europe. like a street away. hahahahaha
Salesman No. 2: earns only $10 from selling ipod nano! yah right
Salesman No 3: we probably saw the Ipod nano yellow at Europe. yup yup we just walked back from europe. like a street away. hahahahaha
hello! from tonight onwards, I'll try not to stay up till late.i promised.*OK,nt promised,I'll try* heh. i realised for the past few days I've been sleeping only after sahur! crazy or crazy.. hahaha.thanks to you-tubing! -_- and last night i watched Upin & Ipin till episode 12. so happy((: at least those cute little boy keeps me company and lucky thing there's msn. at least i know there's still someone out there who's just like me-one burung hantu!hahaha. *it helps u noe, especially being the brave me!*thanks to whoever who bothered to entertain me! hahahaha. so much for trying to sleep early hurr,I'm still here though its already 2.36am!
anw, today was a day well spent.(: i cant help but feel like those sex and the city girls! (except that we're so not-the-labels-kind-of-girls.??haha.) shop from one shop to another, reserved a table for dinner-buka i mean.hah! back to shopping plus giggling*i mean laughing!* and when its almost time for buka, just find our table and tada! food is ready! hahahaha. cheyyy..it feels good. *June and Rann, both of you are lucky to have a smart and kiasu friend like me!* hahahaha! cheh.yada yada.
I still cant forget how those idiot salesman at lucky plaza tried to con/cheat us!! bugger. just because we look like er, small kids, doesn't mean you can fool us. and that man still has the cheek to tell me that maybe i saw that yellow ipod at EURO! excuse me...! just because i looked blur, doesn't mean so I'm dumb to not know where's Euro and TANGS! kanasai.. Please don't ever buy things from Lucky Plaza! i got cheated once. OK. twice. hahahahaha!
anw, today was a day well spent.(: i cant help but feel like those sex and the city girls! (except that we're so not-the-labels-kind-of-girls.??haha.) shop from one shop to another, reserved a table for dinner-buka i mean.hah! back to shopping plus giggling*i mean laughing!* and when its almost time for buka, just find our table and tada! food is ready! hahahaha. cheyyy..it feels good. *June and Rann, both of you are lucky to have a smart and kiasu friend like me!* hahahaha! cheh.yada yada.
I still cant forget how those idiot salesman at lucky plaza tried to con/cheat us!! bugger. just because we look like er, small kids, doesn't mean you can fool us. and that man still has the cheek to tell me that maybe i saw that yellow ipod at EURO! excuse me...! just because i looked blur, doesn't mean so I'm dumb to not know where's Euro and TANGS! kanasai.. Please don't ever buy things from Lucky Plaza! i got cheated once. OK. twice. hahahahaha!
you know i felt so worried after telling you guys about my PW! shitty arr. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING!! i should stop telling myself there's time.cos there's NO TIME!! JUNE! u're right!! hahaha. and i promised, for real, that i will set a proper plan for my maths! I will and must conquer my fear-of maths.RIA!! it's your A'levels!! for real..!!! i don't want to disappoint so many people,my mother.my father! I need motivation and courage. yes! i can do it! i know i can! *eh, I'm motivating myself now.haha* Anw, as we were talking about Life and religion, i realised there's so many things that I'm confused about. idk. it's nt that I'm one confused child about my own religion or about life, its just I'm wondering.nvm. haiz.. i shouldnt say so much about all these stuff.controversial issues.. right2!heh.
I need some sleep!!! omg, less than 10 days to HARI RAYA!! i should be happy.but I'm not. weirdd..haha. yada yada... meanwhile, ENJOY! ((:
Auni Qalisya (:
Auni Qistina(:
Auni Qarinah.Auni Qistina. (:
Paragoncahayanya tenang,berikan ku perlindungan.. (:
haha ria check under drafts. got ur pw stuff. i can't remember everything so what i typed out are just the rough ideas.
i really need to study!!! i need to stop being an ass and get down to studying. although sometimes i really wonder why im studying when we're all gonna die someday and there's this thing about the world's ending, i will nevertheless still study.lalala
anyway i wanna get the red ipod nano! hahaha the red one is part of the aids movement thing just like the motorola red phone.maybe i should get it fast. a motivation to study.
i really need to study!!! i need to stop being an ass and get down to studying. although sometimes i really wonder why im studying when we're all gonna die someday and there's this thing about the world's ending, i will nevertheless still study.lalala
anyway i wanna get the red ipod nano! hahaha the red one is part of the aids movement thing just like the motorola red phone.maybe i should get it fast. a motivation to study.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS AMAAZINGGGGG
IM WATCHING SLPING BEAUTY, THEN ALICE IN WONDERLAND
THEN SNOWWHITE. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YYYYYYYYYY YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YAYAYYAYAYAYYAYYYAYYYYYYYYYYYY
IM WATCHING SLPING BEAUTY, THEN ALICE IN WONDERLAND
THEN SNOWWHITE. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YYYYYYYYYY YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YAYAYYAYAYAYYAYYYAYYYYYYYYYYYY
haha this is so stupid sounding and abrupt but its true. despite all its real ups and downs, life is fundamentally simple and really beautiful. its this faith, i don't know whether its godly or not, but its this faith that keeps our hearts pumping and keep up going by the seconds, the minutes, the days and for everyday. sometimes things get so ugly that all this simple beauty gets so hidden beind the dirt that we become convince that there is nothing more to life than its surface shit. but its reallybeautiful in the smallest smallest smallest ways and today was one of those days that make life feelll reallyyy good true and real. andddd this blog is the best thing ever because it lets us all....breatheeeee. corny but aiya,i cant say eveerything la, u guys feelll me tis enuf.
have faith alright beb.
have faith alright beb.
Monday, September 15, 2008
HELLO!
GIRLS DAY/NIGHT OUT!!!!!
STRICTLY FOR GIRLS ONLY!HAHAHA
MEETING VENUE: PASIR RIS MRT CONTROL STATION
TIME: 1400HRS (DONT BE LATE)-WITH EXCEPTION FOR RANN COZ SHE HAS SCH
DATE: 17TH SEPTEMBER 2008 (WEDNESDAY)
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well i guess we all have this someone we sometimes feel tht we hate so much yet part of us don't wanna hate cos u know tht it won't do any good. the persons behavior, the things he has done, the nonsense he has created, every single thing. sometimes the person just seems toooo childish. like why can't tht person just stop it. must he only change when something dramatic happens? all the apologies he has made before, did he really mean it? just because he has done something,well different from before, must he act like it is such a big deal? hasn't he considered the trillion and million things others has done for him? does he only have himself in his heart? is he really that selfish? well, can he really change? or is that just him? does he really enjoy terrifying people. making others feel bad. shouting at others, disrespecting them. is that his way of showing appreciation? surely not. why must such people think that they are the only people feeling pressured? does he think that others have no problems of their own? it seems like he only has himself in is own egoistic world. it's hard really, to respect such people even if u try to.
these people are those u love to hate and hate to love but can't do neither.
these people are those u love to hate and hate to love but can't do neither.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
study!study!study!
fcuk! before i say anything else, please pardon my language. sorry, i just had to say that.. i am feeling so angry now..uuuurrghh.. i don't know how to vent my anger..that's why I'm posting it here.heck to outsiders who's reading this. i dun really care if you want to judge me or whatsoever.but please, after reading this, please dont have the any negative impression about anyone and please dont ask me about anything. I'll tell if i want to. i dont get it! why?why?why is he being such an ass?? uuurrrghhh. why must he get so angry over small things.why must he raised his voice so freaking high?to let the whole wide world to know??!whats the point? this is not the first time..and i know this wont be the last time either. oh God.. please help. please give me strength to stay calm. give me strength so that i wont talk back. and please change him-to a better person.I'm sorry i had to say that.haiz.why must he always bring up abt the same topic over and over again?stop talking about the past.stop finding fault in others.stop being so jealous.stop being so ego.stop comparing. most of all, stop it with all these nonsense. if he doesn't respect that particular person, the least he could do is to respect this holy month! oh God, please show some guidance..i don't know why i feel so tensed.sucks. i need to study so badly..pleasee.concentrate!!!!!!
don't ask.and i wont be one emo kid just because of this kind of stuff.pisser.
@#@$#@%$#^%&^#@.
im fine nw.
fcuk! before i say anything else, please pardon my language. sorry, i just had to say that.. i am feeling so angry now..uuuurrghh.. i don't know how to vent my anger..that's why I'm posting it here.heck to outsiders who's reading this. i dun really care if you want to judge me or whatsoever.but please, after reading this, please dont have the any negative impression about anyone and please dont ask me about anything. I'll tell if i want to. i dont get it! why?why?why is he being such an ass?? uuurrrghhh. why must he get so angry over small things.why must he raised his voice so freaking high?to let the whole wide world to know??!whats the point? this is not the first time..and i know this wont be the last time either. oh God.. please help. please give me strength to stay calm. give me strength so that i wont talk back. and please change him-to a better person.I'm sorry i had to say that.haiz.why must he always bring up abt the same topic over and over again?stop talking about the past.stop finding fault in others.stop being so jealous.stop being so ego.stop comparing. most of all, stop it with all these nonsense. if he doesn't respect that particular person, the least he could do is to respect this holy month! oh God, please show some guidance..i don't know why i feel so tensed.sucks. i need to study so badly..pleasee.concentrate!!!!!!
don't ask.and i wont be one emo kid just because of this kind of stuff.pisser.
@#@$#@%$#^%&^#@.
im fine nw.
while logging in, i realise our password is one of the stupidest passwords on earth. no one on earth will ever guess it until when they do.. they'll go 'ohhhhhh' and then haahhahahaha!
anyway, for a while just now, when i alighted the bus, i was so tempted to be singaporean and COMPLAIN! not that i'm a complain queen but i'll tell you why
i was all sleepy when i got off the 36, my 34 came, so i ran for it. when i baord the bus, the uncle didn't believe i was so kid, okay normal, so he ask for my ez link card, i showed him and he ask me to bring it closer. before i knew it, in one clean swipe, he took my ezlink card off my hands and said extremely victoriously that my ezlink card was not mine. okay fair enough, i look quite funny and even though i thought that smelly uncle was very rude i told him nicely its mine and ask him to return it to me. but!(probably due to the mundane nature of driving a bus) he was so excited about this 'i-catch-a-kid-using-other-people's-ez-card-therefore-i-am-an-observant-and-good-busdriver
NOT OKAY I TELL YOU MR SMELLY BUS DRIVER!. and you know when i am sleepy, i should notttttt be disturbed, after a few times asking him nicely, my toned change anbd in my most angry face and voice i said 'DAMN THIS ALREADY, CAN YOU JUST BLOODY HELL RETURN THE EWZLINK CARD THAT IS MINE AND NOT BE SUCH AN IDIOT!' of course i wasn't shouting la. the uncle took one last glance at me from head to toe and burst out laughing, there and then, i wanted to sock his face, complain and make him a bus driver no more. but aiyo, as i got to my seat, i realsie what a rude and evil girl i am to bear such thoughts. BUT STILL, SMELLY UNCLE!!!????? i know i look funny when i was young and i take the compliment that beautiful me(now) simply doesn't look like my ezlink card.
hahahahaha but still, eventful day. yet another joke attached to my very ugly ezlink card. thank you friends, for being my friends in my ugliest days. they say.... this is true friendship....*sobbbbbbbbbbbbb
love, myterious me
anyway, for a while just now, when i alighted the bus, i was so tempted to be singaporean and COMPLAIN! not that i'm a complain queen but i'll tell you why
i was all sleepy when i got off the 36, my 34 came, so i ran for it. when i baord the bus, the uncle didn't believe i was so kid, okay normal, so he ask for my ez link card, i showed him and he ask me to bring it closer. before i knew it, in one clean swipe, he took my ezlink card off my hands and said extremely victoriously that my ezlink card was not mine. okay fair enough, i look quite funny and even though i thought that smelly uncle was very rude i told him nicely its mine and ask him to return it to me. but!(probably due to the mundane nature of driving a bus) he was so excited about this 'i-catch-a-kid-using-other-people's-ez-card-therefore-i-am-an-observant-and-good-busdriver
NOT OKAY I TELL YOU MR SMELLY BUS DRIVER!. and you know when i am sleepy, i should notttttt be disturbed, after a few times asking him nicely, my toned change anbd in my most angry face and voice i said 'DAMN THIS ALREADY, CAN YOU JUST BLOODY HELL RETURN THE EWZLINK CARD THAT IS MINE AND NOT BE SUCH AN IDIOT!' of course i wasn't shouting la. the uncle took one last glance at me from head to toe and burst out laughing, there and then, i wanted to sock his face, complain and make him a bus driver no more. but aiyo, as i got to my seat, i realsie what a rude and evil girl i am to bear such thoughts. BUT STILL, SMELLY UNCLE!!!????? i know i look funny when i was young and i take the compliment that beautiful me(now) simply doesn't look like my ezlink card.
hahahahaha but still, eventful day. yet another joke attached to my very ugly ezlink card. thank you friends, for being my friends in my ugliest days. they say.... this is true friendship....*sobbbbbbbbbbbbb
love, myterious me
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Dian! Dian! where are you???
Hello!! It's coming to the 13th day of puasa! fast or fast.heh. Yay! I somehow cant wait for Hari Raya. balik kampung! ((: but but.. this coming Raya will be more meaningful cos! I'm gonna have a NEPHEW!!!!!! (: (: (: i think, i shud just name him Alpha Romeo!-*right! right!* though my sister will obviously terang tang tang object to the name.. hahahahaha! but who cares, he's my nephew.hahaha. yada yada.
i realised, there's so many things that i want to do actually.heh.okay..lets see: 1) balik kampung! 2) Cycling 3) Perm my hair! hahaha! 4) get a new phone 5) buy slippers! haha. 6) buy alot of ice creams!-NUTS ABT CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM! 7) Buy clothes and toys for my nieces and nephew!(: 8) karaoke! *right farveen!* haha. 9) Search for air katira, Mr Putu! 10) Save money for UNGU CONCERT!!!!! yay!! and the list goes on.. hahahah! haiz. i shouldn't spend so much.. *bersyukur Riaaa..* heh. okokok. and im stuck to this jason mraz and colby cailat song-lucky. -_- heh.
uuuuurrrgghhhhh..im pissed.ok.idk. i just need to vent my anger?on someone?on something?idk. anw,thanks alot to whoever i've rant my thoughts/anger on.heh.idk. i just needed a listening ear cos i can't possibly write it here. its okay,nvm. Patience is the mother of all virtues!right.. RIAAAAAA!!! *shake me!!* ha!
If there is time for wishing then there is time for hoping
When through doubt and darkness you are blindly groping.
Though the heart be heavy and hurt you may be feeling
If there is time for praying there is time for healing.
Riaaaaa
HELLOOOOOOOO!!!!
I miss our slenger times together..
bitching sessions..gossipping sessions..bimbotic sessions..
being slenger w/o acting cool sessions.
sooooooooooooooo......anyone up for a
just you and me and me and you. plus good food and good laughs.
dianloveyoumanymany(:
I miss our slenger times together..
bitching sessions..gossipping sessions..bimbotic sessions..
being slenger w/o acting cool sessions.
sooooooooooooooo......anyone up for a
GIRLS BUKA NIGHT OUT SESSION???
next week k?
just you and me and me and you. plus good food and good laughs.
dianloveyoumanymany(:
Friday, September 5, 2008
I WILL LIVE IN SECLUSION IF I DO BADLY FOR MY PRELIMS!!!!
this means that i won't use the computer, won't use my phone and lock myself up!! hahahahahaaha.. okay that's too absurd.... i'll use the com twice a week, use my phone only for impt stuff... to lock myself up, that's under consideration. heh
guess who?
this means that i won't use the computer, won't use my phone and lock myself up!! hahahahahaaha.. okay that's too absurd.... i'll use the com twice a week, use my phone only for impt stuff... to lock myself up, that's under consideration. heh
guess who?
hello! its been a long time since i last update anything here. heh. too busy hurr.. yar right.
Actually, i've got alot to say.but im just too lazy to type everything here.or at least for now. Anw, its coming to the 6th day of Puasa! yay! its already 2.34am and in abt 2hrs time, i have to wake up for sahur. *smacksforehead!* RIAAAAA!!!
yada yada. Anw, tues was my brother's birthday. He's already 20!da tua! but he act like as if he's 14! *i dun get the link between 14 and 20 though.random.*
*GROW UP LAH ABANG! Dah besar,perangai macam budak kecik. and stop acting like u're some 'wild' boy arr.. piercing or what.. orang bilang bapak dgn mama dier punya secret baru tahu! it's good enough that i bought for u ferero! Adik yang baik!*
hahahahahahaha. and i know you'll read this.kaypoh..
So today is AINI's birthday! WoOoOoOoOTsSsS!!! HAPPY 9belas tahun Nenek!! nenek super canggih hurr..remember that?? hope u'll have a wonderful and meaningful birthday!! enjoy ur 9TEEN, cos next year you'll be TWENTY!!!! da tuaaaaa. hahaha. kidding! words cant describe how thankful i am to have u as my friend! i've always thought that i'll never find a true friend in MI! but! thank GOD i found you. or you found me. cheh.perasan. hahaha. you are one of those people that somehow makes me happy and i always look forward to going to school-everyday. cheyyy.. you made me feel that i'm not the only person feeling the same way in school..? bottled up feeling sucks right. heh. *if u get what i mean.hee.*
For that, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!! ((:
coincidentally..... today is NURUL's birthday too! WhEeEeEeEeEeEeEe!!! Happy 20tahun! Nuruuuuul...u are no longer in our TEEN club. ): but, as what your PM says, u're TWENTEEN! hahahaha. oklaaah.can be accepted!heh. eventhough u're twenteen, i swear you dont even look like one! that's good you know.. you are my SECOND FRIEND i made in MI!!! i could still remember clearly how i approached you in our OG class. hahaha. tak tahu malu ehh.. "erm. excuse me, did you bring the money they asked you to bring? i never.. they didn't even call me yesterday.. how arr?" hahahahahahah! *smacksforehead!* from there onwards, we started to be friends! ((: then, we found Malaaaaaaa. ha!the three of us used to wait for each other after school and we will never fail to laugh all the way from BB to BEDOK! "sakit perut.sakit perut.stop at bedok!" hahahaha. i miss the both of you!!! cacat neo prints. hahahahaha. there's so much more that i wanted to say..nvm.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING MY LIFE IN M.I FUN AND MEMORABLE! ((:
THANK YOU SARAH ADNAN FOR THE SUGAR RAY SONG!! yay!! ((:
this entry seemed to be a THANK YOU entry! haha.
Though i always say that its the thought that counts, it doesn't hurt to say
THANK YOU one all for everything! (:
yadayada.
"When i ask you to listen to me
and you start giving advice,
you have not done what i asked.
When i ask you to listen to me
and you begin to tell me why
i shouldnt feel that way,
you are trampling on my feelings.
When i ask you to listen to me
and you have to do something
to solve my problem,
you have failed me,
strange as it may seem.
Listen. All i ask is that you listen.
Dont talk or do-just hear me."
that's partly the reason why i have alot to say..true hurr..
but most of the time.i'd rather keep it to myself. heh.
you.should.know.who.i.am.
lalalalalalala. ((:
Actually, i've got alot to say.but im just too lazy to type everything here.or at least for now. Anw, its coming to the 6th day of Puasa! yay! its already 2.34am and in abt 2hrs time, i have to wake up for sahur. *smacksforehead!* RIAAAAA!!!
yada yada. Anw, tues was my brother's birthday. He's already 20!da tua! but he act like as if he's 14! *i dun get the link between 14 and 20 though.random.*
*GROW UP LAH ABANG! Dah besar,perangai macam budak kecik. and stop acting like u're some 'wild' boy arr.. piercing or what.. orang bilang bapak dgn mama dier punya secret baru tahu! it's good enough that i bought for u ferero! Adik yang baik!*
hahahahahahaha. and i know you'll read this.kaypoh..
So today is AINI's birthday! WoOoOoOoOTsSsS!!! HAPPY 9belas tahun Nenek!! nenek super canggih hurr..remember that?? hope u'll have a wonderful and meaningful birthday!! enjoy ur 9TEEN, cos next year you'll be TWENTY!!!! da tuaaaaa. hahaha. kidding! words cant describe how thankful i am to have u as my friend! i've always thought that i'll never find a true friend in MI! but! thank GOD i found you. or you found me. cheh.perasan. hahaha. you are one of those people that somehow makes me happy and i always look forward to going to school-everyday. cheyyy.. you made me feel that i'm not the only person feeling the same way in school..? bottled up feeling sucks right. heh. *if u get what i mean.hee.*
For that, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!! ((:
coincidentally..... today is NURUL's birthday too! WhEeEeEeEeEeEeEe!!! Happy 20tahun! Nuruuuuul...u are no longer in our TEEN club. ): but, as what your PM says, u're TWENTEEN! hahahaha. oklaaah.can be accepted!heh. eventhough u're twenteen, i swear you dont even look like one! that's good you know.. you are my SECOND FRIEND i made in MI!!! i could still remember clearly how i approached you in our OG class. hahaha. tak tahu malu ehh.. "erm. excuse me, did you bring the money they asked you to bring? i never.. they didn't even call me yesterday.. how arr?" hahahahahahah! *smacksforehead!* from there onwards, we started to be friends! ((: then, we found Malaaaaaaa. ha!the three of us used to wait for each other after school and we will never fail to laugh all the way from BB to BEDOK! "sakit perut.sakit perut.stop at bedok!" hahahaha. i miss the both of you!!! cacat neo prints. hahahahaha. there's so much more that i wanted to say..nvm.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING MY LIFE IN M.I FUN AND MEMORABLE! ((:
THANK YOU SARAH ADNAN FOR THE SUGAR RAY SONG!! yay!! ((:
this entry seemed to be a THANK YOU entry! haha.
Though i always say that its the thought that counts, it doesn't hurt to say
THANK YOU one all for everything! (:
yadayada.
"When i ask you to listen to me
and you start giving advice,
you have not done what i asked.
When i ask you to listen to me
and you begin to tell me why
i shouldnt feel that way,
you are trampling on my feelings.
When i ask you to listen to me
and you have to do something
to solve my problem,
you have failed me,
strange as it may seem.
Listen. All i ask is that you listen.
Dont talk or do-just hear me."
that's partly the reason why i have alot to say..true hurr..
but most of the time.i'd rather keep it to myself. heh.
you.should.know.who.i.am.
lalalalalalala. ((:
Monday, September 1, 2008
Here. Without you
Ai-yoooooo! Sorry I missed Simpang Dinner!!!!!! I was really looking forward to it, sey...! Bangers and Mash (I've been craving for it, OMG!) Wah-lao!! Now I either have to wait for AFTER Ramadhan or go buka there.
Chillak-a friends, I miss you all......!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gah!!! Just now I really felt like crying cos my stomach was hurting so damn badly, and I wanted to ignore it, not tell Taufiq, and meet up.. But then.........
Sighs....
Sincerely,
-Sarah Bte Adnan
Chillak-a friends, I miss you all......!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gah!!! Just now I really felt like crying cos my stomach was hurting so damn badly, and I wanted to ignore it, not tell Taufiq, and meet up.. But then.........
Sighs....
Sincerely,
-Sarah Bte Adnan