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Sunday, August 31, 2008
hello!!!!
to my dear Malayu friends! do not succumb to temptations!!
rannes satan! hahahah
to my dear Malayu friends! do not succumb to temptations!!
rannes satan! hahahah
Friday, August 29, 2008
sometimes, the people you think understands you best don't get you at all. i've come to realize that people could either wish to grant you the greatest extent of the benefit of the doubt and understand you the way you wish you could be, or they could just not, and judge you by their moral standings. i just slumped in response. there's not much of a need to retaliate or justify myself no more because i'm tired. and things change, even as i understand it, i've failed to comprehend. so yea..
hello! i'm becoming real white... tooo white for my own good... GROSS!!
Today 2 of my classmates said im white on 2 separate occassions.. darn and 2 others agreed..dam! goodnes gracious me! i need a tan! i need to swim or at least go under the sun for a few hrs..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... if jaslyn and i are white chickens.. pras is a black one... eeewwwww!
Today 2 of my classmates said im white on 2 separate occassions.. darn and 2 others agreed..dam! goodnes gracious me! i need a tan! i need to swim or at least go under the sun for a few hrs..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... if jaslyn and i are white chickens.. pras is a black one... eeewwwww!
Thursday, August 28, 2008
lets talk about the papers i've sat for so far.
GP- as usual
Chem paper 2- not that bad but every time when i think the paper isn't that bad, it turns out real BAD! haha
Bio paper 2- i couldn't complete the paper and rushed through the last part. so what do u think?
Math paper 2- could do some and couldn't so some. some had really weird ans. doubt it's correct.
lalala it's teacher's day celebrations tmr! just came back frm ntuc, 711 and guardian. bought a whole lot of lozenges for mr yeow as present cos he has some throat prob! total bill is 45 dollars so each person will have to fork out $2. quite reasonable la.
it's a week of "holiday" after that and then it's prelims part 2. wonderful!
STUDY HARD RANN!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!
to tunku and june... STUDY HARD TOOOO!! aim for edusave scholarship..haha got $$$$
GP- as usual
Chem paper 2- not that bad but every time when i think the paper isn't that bad, it turns out real BAD! haha
Bio paper 2- i couldn't complete the paper and rushed through the last part. so what do u think?
Math paper 2- could do some and couldn't so some. some had really weird ans. doubt it's correct.
lalala it's teacher's day celebrations tmr! just came back frm ntuc, 711 and guardian. bought a whole lot of lozenges for mr yeow as present cos he has some throat prob! total bill is 45 dollars so each person will have to fork out $2. quite reasonable la.
it's a week of "holiday" after that and then it's prelims part 2. wonderful!
STUDY HARD RANN!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!
to tunku and june... STUDY HARD TOOOO!! aim for edusave scholarship..haha got $$$$
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
The miles just keep rollin
as the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but
I hope that it gets better as we go..
You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of.
You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.
Albert Camus
All the best everyone! don't give up halfway okay. Sacrifices!sacrifices! i need to tell myself that. why can't i sacrifice JUST 2 weeks of my time for my own future??! all these while i've not been studying properly.. sucks. and nw i'm feeling guilty! no point. wake up RIA! hah! yada yada..
when i look at the stars..
as the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but
I hope that it gets better as we go..
You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of.
You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.
Albert Camus
All the best everyone! don't give up halfway okay. Sacrifices!sacrifices! i need to tell myself that. why can't i sacrifice JUST 2 weeks of my time for my own future??! all these while i've not been studying properly.. sucks. and nw i'm feeling guilty! no point. wake up RIA! hah! yada yada..
when i look at the stars..
shows triggers memories. sad, happy, painful. that's all i have to say for now, i need to sleep soon. haha afternoon paper tmr but i'll still have to wake up early, in abt 4hrs time. but my show is takin freaking long to load. irritating. okay i think i shall turn in now.
Goodnight!
Goodnight!
Monday, August 25, 2008
hello! prelims this week. i say i'm scared but im not really feeling it. that's the irritating part. i need to feel some sense of urgency. can't be this passive forever.
i realise that i'm always finding excuses for myself. it's not that i've got no time because of too much commitments, the fact is, i'm just plain lazy. really! who am i kidding? No Time?!? what the hell is no time!?! if i have the will, i will find a way. ain't it?
i've always thought that i needed something big to happen in my life before i'll change BUT hasn't it happened already? wasn't that a big enough thing to make me change? well, aparently, it isn't. you know what, i know the reason. i don't wanna change. i want everything to remain the same. yes the same but can it? NO! so why am i still stuck here and not changing? maybe i'm trying to adapt. yes maybe. that's what i always say when i'm unsure. MAYBE. right rann maybe u'll change.
i think i'm shizophrenic ( is tht how u spell it?) hahaha! I WILL CHANGE! I PROMISE!
i realise that i'm always finding excuses for myself. it's not that i've got no time because of too much commitments, the fact is, i'm just plain lazy. really! who am i kidding? No Time?!? what the hell is no time!?! if i have the will, i will find a way. ain't it?
i've always thought that i needed something big to happen in my life before i'll change BUT hasn't it happened already? wasn't that a big enough thing to make me change? well, aparently, it isn't. you know what, i know the reason. i don't wanna change. i want everything to remain the same. yes the same but can it? NO! so why am i still stuck here and not changing? maybe i'm trying to adapt. yes maybe. that's what i always say when i'm unsure. MAYBE. right rann maybe u'll change.
i think i'm shizophrenic ( is tht how u spell it?) hahaha! I WILL CHANGE! I PROMISE!
Sunday, August 24, 2008
i think i am getting more forgetful these days.something is wrong with me.haha. and guess what? i forgot my father's birthday! *smacksforehead!* OK.actually, i remembered his birthday. but! i just lost count of the dates! i thought yesterday was 22nd. so i thought today will be his birthday.cos its the 23rd. BUT no.. my sister reminded me that yesterday was his birthday.and i happily asked my mother this "ma, bila bapak punya birthday ehh?" errrr..kental.sry pak. and i forgot someone's birthday also! till i had to ask adnan again.heh. sry ehh. anw,my sister and her family came. i swear my sister's tummy is getting so freaking huge..!! for real..i even told her that.hahaha. and i told her that i want to touch her tummy whenever the baby is kicking. but!im too scared to even touch her tummy.geli lah. LOL. tummytummy!haha. anw, went to airport to study.otw home, stop by bedok cos i wanted to buy a cake for my father. but apparently almost all the cake shops are closed or they have,erm, pathetic cakes.hahaha.cheh. so i bought chendol and ice jelly instead.at least thats my parents favourite dessert.and i got cheated by the mamak! i bought for my brother a packet of nasi goreng and it cost $3.50! -___- bugger.. yada yada. stop complaining laa.
There's school tmr. means, this will be my last week of school before i sat for my promos. means, there will be no more formal lessons. i don't know if i should feel happy or sad.or panic! cos I'm so not prepared to sit for my promos and my H1 maths! its my future I'm talking about here. oh God, help! i know i should help myself first.heh. concentrate RIA RAZIANY RAZAK! stop playing around already.i don't want to go through shitty times again.@#$%!@#$%&@$%*%! ooookaaay.. there's so much that i want to say actually. but, I'm too lazy to type it out and I'd rather not say it here.heh. okok. enough said.haha.
Anw, this is for Yasotha, my lovely classmate/PW mate, and also to everyone out there who's feeling down or stressed up with LIFE. hahaha.
There's a hero If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt Will disappear
Lord knows Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
There's school tmr. means, this will be my last week of school before i sat for my promos. means, there will be no more formal lessons. i don't know if i should feel happy or sad.or panic! cos I'm so not prepared to sit for my promos and my H1 maths! its my future I'm talking about here. oh God, help! i know i should help myself first.heh. concentrate RIA RAZIANY RAZAK! stop playing around already.i don't want to go through shitty times again.@#$%!@#$%&@$%*%! ooookaaay.. there's so much that i want to say actually. but, I'm too lazy to type it out and I'd rather not say it here.heh. okok. enough said.haha.
Anw, this is for Yasotha, my lovely classmate/PW mate, and also to everyone out there who's feeling down or stressed up with LIFE. hahaha.
There's a hero If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt Will disappear
Lord knows Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
Yasooooooooo... come back soon!! we miss you! stay strong ok! *i know you wont be able to read this . hahaha. its the thought that counts.heh.*
When my life has passed me by.
Friday, August 22, 2008
haha yahyah i will eat more meat! haha omg i think it's pschological, i've been eating alot...haha an excuse to replenish the blood i've lost. anyway i wouldn't have felt faint if i had declared my weight correctly okay! haha who would have known that 50kg is the mark when u are required to donate a larger pack. kns! hahaha and i filled up the whole pack alright! hahaha.
well, i wonder if that was how she felt. like gradually drifting off but then again, it wasn't gradual was it? i felt scared, really. never knew how it felt to faint. i couldn't really hear myself when i told them i was giddy. it felt like i was drifting away, my voice far away.
THERES LIME FLEA MARKET TMR!! HAHAHAHA
+i can't edit the fonts..eeeeee
well, i wonder if that was how she felt. like gradually drifting off but then again, it wasn't gradual was it? i felt scared, really. never knew how it felt to faint. i couldn't really hear myself when i told them i was giddy. it felt like i was drifting away, my voice far away.
THERES LIME FLEA MARKET TMR!! HAHAHAHA
+i can't edit the fonts..eeeeee
Thursday, August 21, 2008
:) been studying at the clubroom for the past few days, and when we're tired from studying, Hafiz will pick up the guitar and I/We'll sing as he plays.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbCScgLyusE
There you go (: Ok now, back to studies! I'm off to schooooool, yo!
-Sarah Adnan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbCScgLyusE
There you go (: Ok now, back to studies! I'm off to schooooool, yo!
-Sarah Adnan
Monday, August 18, 2008
ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!!
Anyone up for a Ramlee Lunch at Yishun dis wed???
txt arnd or tag if u can k?
i need a blardy break away from tamp.
and a gd dose of chillak-a.
txt arnd or tag if u can k?
i need a blardy break away from tamp.
and a gd dose of chillak-a.
haha.
and besides.. i onli got to pounce rann and ria.
2 down!
more to gooo!!
((:
2 down!
more to gooo!!
((:
dianloveyoumanymany(:
Sunday, August 17, 2008
counting down: few more hours till my parents will be back.heh.
*by right, I'm supposed to be counting down for promos and A'levels. but nah!*
can't wait.can't wait.i feel lonely at home cos there's no one to talk to.and it doesn't make any much of a difference having a brother or not.so much for waiting for him to come home.hurr.. i guess, i need to learn to be more independent and be brave.I'm trying to. i still can't believe I'm home alone now..why?idk. maybe my courage is building up.haha. but! at times, i do get scared.as in there will be no one to wake me up from my nightmares and from my u know what.i don't even want to talk about it here.heh.haiz.. and my house is so brightly lit.so much for being brave. hah! i should stop complaining.SHUT UP Ria! *u all should noe how much i hate the word shut up since sec school..isn't it hurtful to hear someone asking you to shut up?* yada yada. i know i sound so pampered.spoilt.manja.but i don't really care.cos i know I'm not one.I'm blessed to have my parents. though i never really or even declared to anyone that i ilove my parents, i do treasure and love them alot.. learn to appreciate everyone and everything.heh.
today feels like a loooonnnnngg day. met Sarah at parkway bus stop.missed 36.soon,it started to rain heavily.decided to cab down to Clarke quay cos we were 'late'.but it was difficult getting a cab.saw 48 and decided to stop at bugis.took a cab from 'Fu Luo Shou' to Clarke quay. who goes to Clarke quay in the middle of the day!?haha.who cares.we came to support Sarah's fren.some Tapestry event.heh. as it turned out, we weren't even late.we were very early and the only audience!woahh.. sat at 'Clinic.'took alot of pics cos I'm so jakun.haha.saw someone so familiar. right Adnan? not bad hurr.hahaha.the band was not bad.actually it was good. wanted to go Macs for brunch. but we realised, there's no macs at Clarke quay.its at boat quay laa.toot. decided to go lucky plaza for pizza hut. suddenly..my sister called.my uncle from Malaysia who hasn't been to my hse since i was born, came! but! they couldn't enter my hse cos the key's with me! i thought my brother was still at home.tiow.. i felt guilty. so, we decided to meet my sister and my uncle at sungei road instead.my niece's made me happy.(: soon, we're off to bugis.bought my shoe.yay! mrt-ed to pasir ris cos i thought of studying at macs. otw there, i kept changing my mind if i should stay out to study.i never felt so fickle before. ha! yadayada. had my brunch+dinner at macs while sarah left for her family bbq. studied for abt 2hrs and left around 8. home sweet home.
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
When I look at the stars,
I feel like myself. (:
*by right, I'm supposed to be counting down for promos and A'levels. but nah!*
can't wait.can't wait.i feel lonely at home cos there's no one to talk to.and it doesn't make any much of a difference having a brother or not.so much for waiting for him to come home.hurr.. i guess, i need to learn to be more independent and be brave.I'm trying to. i still can't believe I'm home alone now..why?idk. maybe my courage is building up.haha. but! at times, i do get scared.as in there will be no one to wake me up from my nightmares and from my u know what.i don't even want to talk about it here.heh.haiz.. and my house is so brightly lit.so much for being brave. hah! i should stop complaining.SHUT UP Ria! *u all should noe how much i hate the word shut up since sec school..isn't it hurtful to hear someone asking you to shut up?* yada yada. i know i sound so pampered.spoilt.manja.but i don't really care.cos i know I'm not one.I'm blessed to have my parents. though i never really or even declared to anyone that i ilove my parents, i do treasure and love them alot.. learn to appreciate everyone and everything.heh.
today feels like a loooonnnnngg day. met Sarah at parkway bus stop.missed 36.soon,it started to rain heavily.decided to cab down to Clarke quay cos we were 'late'.but it was difficult getting a cab.saw 48 and decided to stop at bugis.took a cab from 'Fu Luo Shou' to Clarke quay. who goes to Clarke quay in the middle of the day!?haha.who cares.we came to support Sarah's fren.some Tapestry event.heh. as it turned out, we weren't even late.we were very early and the only audience!woahh.. sat at 'Clinic.'took alot of pics cos I'm so jakun.haha.saw someone so familiar. right Adnan? not bad hurr.hahaha.the band was not bad.actually it was good. wanted to go Macs for brunch. but we realised, there's no macs at Clarke quay.its at boat quay laa.toot. decided to go lucky plaza for pizza hut. suddenly..my sister called.my uncle from Malaysia who hasn't been to my hse since i was born, came! but! they couldn't enter my hse cos the key's with me! i thought my brother was still at home.tiow.. i felt guilty. so, we decided to meet my sister and my uncle at sungei road instead.my niece's made me happy.(: soon, we're off to bugis.bought my shoe.yay! mrt-ed to pasir ris cos i thought of studying at macs. otw there, i kept changing my mind if i should stay out to study.i never felt so fickle before. ha! yadayada. had my brunch+dinner at macs while sarah left for her family bbq. studied for abt 2hrs and left around 8. home sweet home.
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
When I look at the stars,
I feel like myself. (:
Friday, August 15, 2008
hellloooooooo......
coincidence coincidence! i think it's because chillak-assess think alike.. just like how great minds think alike..hahaha.
sooo while u guys are studying at the airport.. and wherever else the rest maybe!.... pls think of me! hahaha
Rann Loves the Chillak-assessss!!!!
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Live by this
1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It isthe ultimate anti-depressant.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.. Buy a lock if youhave to.
3.Buy a DVR and tape your late night shows and get more sleep.
4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement,'My purpose is to ___ today.'
5. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
6. Play more games and read more books than you did in 2007.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, tai chi, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
11. Drink green tea and plenty of warm water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Clear clutter from your house, your car, your desk and let new andflowing energy into your life.
14. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires,issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead investyour energy in the positive present moment.
15. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
16. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like acollege kid with a maxed out charge card.
17. Smile and laugh more. It will keep the energy vampires away.
18. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 2
0. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea whattheir journey is all about.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years,will this matter?'
26. Forgive everyone for everything.
27. What other people think of you is none of your business.
28. GOD heals almost everything.
29. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
30. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
31. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
32. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
33. The best is yet to come.
34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
35. Do the right thing!
36. Call your family often.
37. Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: I am thankful for _____. Today I accomplished _____.
38. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.
39. Enjoy the ride. Remember this is not Disney World and you certainly don't want a fast pass. You only have one ride through life so make the most of it and enjoy the ride.
Goood morning, Everyone! :)
Sarah Adnan's up an online because she can't stop thinking of studying for her lab test that has theory questions. Gah. Haha. Love you all, and I can't wait for Friday!! (That is, IF i can go..)
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.. Buy a lock if youhave to.
3.Buy a DVR and tape your late night shows and get more sleep.
4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement,'My purpose is to ___ today.'
5. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
6. Play more games and read more books than you did in 2007.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, tai chi, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
11. Drink green tea and plenty of warm water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Clear clutter from your house, your car, your desk and let new andflowing energy into your life.
14. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires,issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead investyour energy in the positive present moment.
15. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
16. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like acollege kid with a maxed out charge card.
17. Smile and laugh more. It will keep the energy vampires away.
18. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 2
0. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea whattheir journey is all about.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years,will this matter?'
26. Forgive everyone for everything.
27. What other people think of you is none of your business.
28. GOD heals almost everything.
29. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
30. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
31. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
32. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
33. The best is yet to come.
34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
35. Do the right thing!
36. Call your family often.
37. Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: I am thankful for _____. Today I accomplished _____.
38. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.
39. Enjoy the ride. Remember this is not Disney World and you certainly don't want a fast pass. You only have one ride through life so make the most of it and enjoy the ride.
Goood morning, Everyone! :)
Sarah Adnan's up an online because she can't stop thinking of studying for her lab test that has theory questions. Gah. Haha. Love you all, and I can't wait for Friday!! (That is, IF i can go..)
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
NERDMODE: "SWITCHED ON"
DEAR CHILLAK-ASSES PLEASE REMIND ME THAT I'M ON A NERDMODE!
THANK YOU SOOO SOOO MUCH!!
RANN LOVES THE CHILLAK-ASSESSSSS!
DEAR CHILLAK-ASSES PLEASE REMIND ME THAT I'M ON A NERDMODE!
THANK YOU SOOO SOOO MUCH!!
RANN LOVES THE CHILLAK-ASSESSSSS!
That's why I'd rather blog it out in Private, and delete my entries after they seem quite retarded.. Livejournal rocks!!
-SARAH ADNAN
Haha! I should blog a proper post, but... LAZY lah sia!
-SARAH ADNAN
Haha! I should blog a proper post, but... LAZY lah sia!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Hello..everyone's back to school now. ): and i still have no idea why the OM and all the teachers kept saying that the pre U 2 & 3's are left with 7 teaching days??! what? means it's gonna be school holiday, then promos?? hurrr..I'm lost. nvm. oh God, i am so not prepared to sit for my exams. help me. just help me get through this till my H1 papers are all over and done.meanwhile, help me focus on my studies.thank you.
anw, i don't know why i keep having stomach aches.its sucky. its not like those stomach ache where u just wanna got to the toilet.this is just plain sakit perut.and most of the time, how i wish i could lie down.but obvioulsy i cant.shitty. or maybe I'm just pemalas.but no.. argh,whatever.
haiz, i so agree with both the recent post by ehm ehm.heh. sometimes, when i cant sleep, i just feel like going to this blog to vent out and complain about everything and everything. true2.there's so much to say, but i just don't know how to put it in words.idk. but then again,on second thought, I'd rather keep it to myself and force myself to sleep.it'll be better that way. that's the reason why i always look forward to meeting the chillaka's cos! at least I'll feel better and u guys should know, I'll always share/complain about my happenings.cheh.hahahaha. though sometimes u all dont really want to listen cos I'll just keep talking non-stop.[ ''as i was saying..." ] but, at least i know there's someone/people i love who still wants to listen. i just need a listening ear.heh. thank you so much friends for being there for me. and i learned to accept and appreciate people more.idk. yadayada. I'm sleepy.and I've not done my Malay lit.toot. and and, i'll be home alone on sat and sun. ): my parents will be gg to thailand.i don't know why i dun feel like going. cos i was thinking of school actually. -_- am i dumb or dumb?
If all my friends were to jump off a cliff, i wouldn't follow. I'd be at the bottom to catch them when they fall.
keep on walking friends. keep on going! ((:
iwishiwasspecial..
anw, i don't know why i keep having stomach aches.its sucky. its not like those stomach ache where u just wanna got to the toilet.this is just plain sakit perut.and most of the time, how i wish i could lie down.but obvioulsy i cant.shitty. or maybe I'm just pemalas.but no.. argh,whatever.
haiz, i so agree with both the recent post by ehm ehm.heh. sometimes, when i cant sleep, i just feel like going to this blog to vent out and complain about everything and everything. true2.there's so much to say, but i just don't know how to put it in words.idk. but then again,on second thought, I'd rather keep it to myself and force myself to sleep.it'll be better that way. that's the reason why i always look forward to meeting the chillaka's cos! at least I'll feel better and u guys should know, I'll always share/complain about my happenings.cheh.hahahaha. though sometimes u all dont really want to listen cos I'll just keep talking non-stop.[ ''as i was saying..." ] but, at least i know there's someone/people i love who still wants to listen. i just need a listening ear.heh. thank you so much friends for being there for me. and i learned to accept and appreciate people more.idk. yadayada. I'm sleepy.and I've not done my Malay lit.toot. and and, i'll be home alone on sat and sun. ): my parents will be gg to thailand.i don't know why i dun feel like going. cos i was thinking of school actually. -_- am i dumb or dumb?
If all my friends were to jump off a cliff, i wouldn't follow. I'd be at the bottom to catch them when they fall.
keep on walking friends. keep on going! ((:
iwishiwasspecial..
ohhhhhhelllooooo......
long time no see. i just realised that i haven't really been bloggingggggg.
haha
june i feel u..haha i don't trust easily really. as in i can't even trust myself at times.. darn!
there is so much i want to say, so much i want to tell, so much i want to talk about but as ria once or twice or a trillion times said, some things are better left unsaid.
there're many times as in really many times when i lie in bed and suddenly feel all emoeeeee and stuff and then there's a sudden urge to come to this deary blog to vent out and let out all the emotions but i guess really... some things are better left unsaid. well it's really not all that bad u know coz the next morning when i wake up, i don't feel the need to let it all out and i become really glad that i didn't succumb to the momentary urge to let it out on the blog.
this blog is just too publicised to actually allow to me to let it out. really i'll just keep it to myself.
theme of the week: TRUST
long time no see. i just realised that i haven't really been bloggingggggg.
haha
june i feel u..haha i don't trust easily really. as in i can't even trust myself at times.. darn!
there is so much i want to say, so much i want to tell, so much i want to talk about but as ria once or twice or a trillion times said, some things are better left unsaid.
there're many times as in really many times when i lie in bed and suddenly feel all emoeeeee and stuff and then there's a sudden urge to come to this deary blog to vent out and let out all the emotions but i guess really... some things are better left unsaid. well it's really not all that bad u know coz the next morning when i wake up, i don't feel the need to let it all out and i become really glad that i didn't succumb to the momentary urge to let it out on the blog.
this blog is just too publicised to actually allow to me to let it out. really i'll just keep it to myself.
theme of the week: TRUST
aiya, you all know me and how when my mind stirs i can't go to bed. need to sort my mind out first.
hmm, the thought that is forbidding me sleep is the whole notion of trust. i read some thing thing from anthony robbins about it and to resolve it, fix it or whatever you call it sounds real easy, but in real life, its life size and hits you straight at your weakest spot. there are people in our lives who we wish to trust, but d aren't; those we just naturally do and over time grow to trust more and those who just plaintively do not deserve our trust. and the point in which we feel as if we're in a rut, is most often when we desperately wish to trust someone but circumstances have provided enough reasons not to. but against better reason and maybe for greater things like love or friendship, there just may be enough reasons to keep on fighting.
aiya, i suck la, i suck for being so freaking sentimental. and it's not my fault i'm not demonstrative with my efforts. sometimes subtle is the way to go ya know? hahaha but it breaks my heart when the people i love most don't trust me. hahahaha clearly this space has trust goin on.. hehehehehe.. but that's not the point... the point is.. i don't quite have one. i just can't sleep la. i was in bed with my head drumming with a headache and i thought i'll plop off, until stirring thoughts find their way to disrupt good ol' rest. damn my mind! aiya, i shall heed good ol' advice and adhere to peace, goodness, perseverance and yadayada and hope it'll be enough. haha who am i kidding, it's alwayssss enough. but funny thing is, this eventful night strikes a tender chord because to feel the effects of depleting trust, you have to care enough. and that accounts perhaps for the subtlest of signs and the beginning of new efforts.
is is so hard to tellll???? i care i care i careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
anyway, in the spirit of this trusty business, i would love to say (ahahaha as if u all don't know already) that i sayanggg you all like i sayang... ______(aiya, you filll in this simile la) now now kids, study hard and take care, till friday! muackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
mysterious me...
hmm, the thought that is forbidding me sleep is the whole notion of trust. i read some thing thing from anthony robbins about it and to resolve it, fix it or whatever you call it sounds real easy, but in real life, its life size and hits you straight at your weakest spot. there are people in our lives who we wish to trust, but d aren't; those we just naturally do and over time grow to trust more and those who just plaintively do not deserve our trust. and the point in which we feel as if we're in a rut, is most often when we desperately wish to trust someone but circumstances have provided enough reasons not to. but against better reason and maybe for greater things like love or friendship, there just may be enough reasons to keep on fighting.
aiya, i suck la, i suck for being so freaking sentimental. and it's not my fault i'm not demonstrative with my efforts. sometimes subtle is the way to go ya know? hahaha but it breaks my heart when the people i love most don't trust me. hahahaha clearly this space has trust goin on.. hehehehehe.. but that's not the point... the point is.. i don't quite have one. i just can't sleep la. i was in bed with my head drumming with a headache and i thought i'll plop off, until stirring thoughts find their way to disrupt good ol' rest. damn my mind! aiya, i shall heed good ol' advice and adhere to peace, goodness, perseverance and yadayada and hope it'll be enough. haha who am i kidding, it's alwayssss enough. but funny thing is, this eventful night strikes a tender chord because to feel the effects of depleting trust, you have to care enough. and that accounts perhaps for the subtlest of signs and the beginning of new efforts.
is is so hard to tellll???? i care i care i careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
anyway, in the spirit of this trusty business, i would love to say (ahahaha as if u all don't know already) that i sayanggg you all like i sayang... ______(aiya, you filll in this simile la) now now kids, study hard and take care, till friday! muackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
mysterious me...
Sunday, August 10, 2008
LALALALA! LIFE IS WONDERFUL!!!
BEAUTIFUL FIREWORKS.
BEING SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE I LOVEEEE (NOT THE MATS AND MINAHS, but by the people who are the reason for my existence!)
Gah I've missed you guys. 2 whole weeks of nothing but project and project non stop, Friday night was worth it! So many stories to hear and tell..! Muahahah!
Alrightey, last week of school, and then study week, and then exams, and then..PARTY HARD Puasa
-sarah
BEAUTIFUL FIREWORKS.
BEING SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE I LOVEEEE (NOT THE MATS AND MINAHS, but by the people who are the reason for my existence!)
Gah I've missed you guys. 2 whole weeks of nothing but project and project non stop, Friday night was worth it! So many stories to hear and tell..! Muahahah!
Alrightey, last week of school, and then study week, and then exams, and then..
-sarah
Hello. happy national day people.I'm kinda sick of saying that actually. but who cares! I'm proud to be a Singaporean! cheh. I realised that most of us, nowadays, take things for granted.I'm not trying to say that I'm not one of them. but, at least i love my country.heh. where's your pride and love for your country yo.hahaha. To those who think that celebrating national day is so-not-cool, Be gone! ha! yada yada. Last night fireworks was WOW! "Awesome." *feeling matsaleh hurr* haha. But! one thing, i hate hate hate the mass amount of mats and minahs there! M&M. Marina Square practically turned to a paradise of M&M! sometimes, i just don't understand, why are these people trying so hard to be noticed?what's the point? looking at those minahs, it makes me wonder to myself. how do you define a minah? what makes me not a minah? what makes others think that I'm not one of them? cause after all, I'm still a malay 'minah' and sometimes, we dress alike. -__- maybe what differentiate me from the rest of the minahs, is just the attitude and our characteristic ?? idk. whatever la.. heh. so much for going to Fullerton Starbucks to watch fireworks.. end up getting stuck with so many people from everywhere. lol.
anw, my sister and her family came!
anw, my sister and her family came!
I'll continue later. heh. ok bye!
hahahahha
SOME NATIONAL DAY MAN!
:) today was alot of fun, loving and merepekness, yay 'cheers' to today and many many more nation birthdays to come. maybe when we're old and wrinkly we'll look back tenderly to this day, raise our frail wrinkly arms and 'cheers' to yet another national day in a thousand years time. hehehehhehe oooo zachheyy and tipah! hahahahhahaa i think tonight they're going to have nightmares! the monster has morphed into a molester. muahahaha. okay, lame.
so happy national day and happy studying mates. just let u guys know im safe at home and this is not my spirit thats typing.
LOVE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
FOREVAZ!XXXXXXXXXX
OXOXOXOXOOXOXOX,
not so mysterious me.
SOME NATIONAL DAY MAN!
:) today was alot of fun, loving and merepekness, yay 'cheers' to today and many many more nation birthdays to come. maybe when we're old and wrinkly we'll look back tenderly to this day, raise our frail wrinkly arms and 'cheers' to yet another national day in a thousand years time. hehehehhehe oooo zachheyy and tipah! hahahahhahaa i think tonight they're going to have nightmares! the monster has morphed into a molester. muahahaha. okay, lame.
so happy national day and happy studying mates. just let u guys know im safe at home and this is not my spirit thats typing.
LOVE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
FOREVAZ!XXXXXXXXXX
OXOXOXOXOOXOXOX,
not so mysterious me.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
i hate to think that theres a right n wrong solution to it.. but it seems tt way
Friday, August 8, 2008
HHEEHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHHEHE
GUESS WHOSE BACK, BACK AGAIN... SHADY'S BACK... I FORGOT THE LYRICS
yay happy birthday singapore my motherland! yay, tmr we'll indulge in singapore songs n wear red???
aiya, mysterious me shall remain all mysterious.
just a hint. im tall dark and handsome...
GUESS WHOSE BACK, BACK AGAIN... SHADY'S BACK... I FORGOT THE LYRICS
yay happy birthday singapore my motherland! yay, tmr we'll indulge in singapore songs n wear red???
aiya, mysterious me shall remain all mysterious.
just a hint. im tall dark and handsome...
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
okayyyy
no updates right? so here it is!
hey yo buddyyoos
life's good. getting into momentum. i like mild stress when i can handle my own time. i think the teachers are starting to understand my weird ways so good for me. there's been alot of loving in the air which is good. always always good. so at least if my life isn't so happpeeennning, some activity is gng on elsewhere. aiya, i got nothing to say. anyway, the wonders of lit, you stay home over a weekend and immerse in it and you don't feel like you've missed out on life. hehehehe i think the gravity of a levels hasn't really kicked in yet because i'm too giggly at its mentioned. had i taken it seriously, i doubt its of any laughing matter. this whole make it or break it thing feels like o levels all over again, and it feesl good actually, to study, only that the outcome is far more daunting than the process. i read kecik's blog and she sound so stress! i hate stuff that comes with deadlines, so way to go dian!
haha, i'll see you all real soon, meanwhile, take care!
love,
you don't need to know my name..mysterious me...
siao.
no updates right? so here it is!
hey yo buddyyoos
life's good. getting into momentum. i like mild stress when i can handle my own time. i think the teachers are starting to understand my weird ways so good for me. there's been alot of loving in the air which is good. always always good. so at least if my life isn't so happpeeennning, some activity is gng on elsewhere. aiya, i got nothing to say. anyway, the wonders of lit, you stay home over a weekend and immerse in it and you don't feel like you've missed out on life. hehehehe i think the gravity of a levels hasn't really kicked in yet because i'm too giggly at its mentioned. had i taken it seriously, i doubt its of any laughing matter. this whole make it or break it thing feels like o levels all over again, and it feesl good actually, to study, only that the outcome is far more daunting than the process. i read kecik's blog and she sound so stress! i hate stuff that comes with deadlines, so way to go dian!
haha, i'll see you all real soon, meanwhile, take care!
love,
you don't need to know my name..mysterious me...
siao.
Friday, August 1, 2008
Hello chillak-a'ss! how have you all been? *eh,why so formal?* heh. i miss our TGIFs and chilling out. i miss going to east coast breakwater and sing our hearts out, like there's no tmr. ): how time pass by so fast.. sometimes, i just wish time could pause for a minute or so, and let me reflect on everything! I'm not ready to face the future-yet. But! its not as if i can't let go of the past. *what past?* heh. i don't know. i think i need to find a REAL and meaningful purpose in life!! OK. not that i don't have a purpose in my life! i love my family and friends alot. haiyaa.. someone please shake me..!! heh. yada yada.
i feel sick. ): my throat hurts alot. and i have two ulcers in my mouth. one, due to the weather, i guess, and the other was due to my own stupidity! i accidentally bite my own lips while eating at KFC just now. -__- thanks heh. ohh.. sorry people(kcncc) cos i didn't go down for training. i wanted to go initially, but i fell asleep in the schl lib! i was too tired. noe what??! something shitty happened while i was in my sleep.uuurgghh.. its been a long time since i had that. or is it just my own feelings? idk. i hate it.alot. thank God Aini was there and she realised it. thanks for waking me up!really.. this 'thing' made me feel scared to fall asleep. i used to get it almost every night. but i thought it went off after so long of not experiencing it already.haiz.. i think, this 'thing' makes me a stronger person! idk. i need to be more brave and have more courage! help. heh. enough enough. i am strong!yes i am.even if im not.heh.
Anw, Aini and me had FREE KFC meal just now! yay! thanks alot friends.heh. random ehh.. Thanks again. (: oh, there's MI mart at PS tmr. feel free to come down and support my schl, kay. cheh.. promoting. hahaha. On a random note, im sorry God if i've done alot of sins. i just cant help it.sometimes, some things are better left unsaid.but the unspoken truth hurts. heh. whatever la. ok. nvm. yada yada..
Something's got me reeling
Stopped me from believing
Turn me around again
overdue pics..
cheong-SAM!
tak tahu malu.amik gambar sendiri. haha.
minah bunga2.haha.
KECIK!!